Heyy guys! Alright I wasn't really planning on doing this Edward-Tanya but I didn't have the heart to make Bella and Edward hate each other. So I wrote this =) I absolutely love this song. I was listening to my iPod and it came on..hehe I listen to it like 17 times a day! All Time Low rocks, I seriously suggest listening to them! Read on and enjoy!!! ^_^
Disclaimer: Characters are all Stephanie Meyer's ='( I wish Edward was mine but...oh well a girl can dream right?
Wide awake my mistakes so predictable
You were fake I was great - nothing personal
I'm watching who's laughing now
(Who's laughing who's laughing now)
She was so fake it was almost inhuman. I don't understand why I never noticed it; she really wasn't an attractive or nice person…at all. I guess she was just a good liar. Although she would definitely have to be in order for her to pull something like this off.
See, I found out about a week ago that my girlfriend- of a year and a half might I add- was cheating on me. With her "best friend" from New York. She went there every summer to visit family.
You may be wondering how I found out. Well her "friend" decided to come down for a visit, and I just so happened to be at work when he showed up. I got out early decided I would pay a surprise trip to my oh so lovely (heavy sarcasm) girlfriend, but as I walked up to Tanya's house I heard some laughing and loud talking coming from inside. I figured she just had a friend over or something. Then I glanced out of the corner of my eye into the window and saw her lean in and start making out with some guy I'd never seen. Yeah, big surprise there. My first reaction was to burst through the door and yell and call her every name in the book, but instead I calmed down and strolled back to my car. Later I called my friend Emmet, beyond pissed once I realized my girlfriend was cheating on me. He pretty much knew everything about anything, so I figured if anyone, he could tell me something.
After he managed to get me to quiet down, I asked him if he knew anything, and he basically told me that everyone but me knew she wasn't as faithful as she led me to believe.
The next few weeks I observed her and acted like everything was fine. I noticed she was always hanging out with her "friend". His name was James and he was always smirking at me like he knew that I knew and was thoroughly enjoying it. I was beginning to see exactly how fake she was. She flirted with every guy within a 5 foot radius and was a complete witch to every person she talked to. I could tell by the way she acted that she had probably been with every guy in the school, which really pissed me off. I can't believe I never noticed.
Observing Tanya's behavior and realizing how naïve I was, I knew that I needed a plan. I'm not really one for revenge, but she deserved something. So I decided I was going to play her game. I was going to pretend everything was normal, and in the end she would be the one with a broken heart. I was so ready.
I'm wasted wasting time
Slept for hours but you're wasting lines
Pretty face but the chase ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two
Everywhere we went she wore the tiniest little outfits, begging to gain the attention of every guy in the area. It was so obvious, I was beginning to think I had absolutely no taste in girls.
Party queen cause a scene so ridiculous
Little dress maybe less so conspicuous
You're falling who's crashing now
(Who's crashing who's crashing now)
My plan was really working though. I was distancing myself from Tanya more and more, and it was starting to affect her. She had always needed me right by her side, I guess to bring her popularity status up and gain her self-confidence. It was pathetic how jealous she looked when I so much as talked to another girl, when she was probably spending every minute of her time with James.
I'm wasted wasting time
I'm holding on but you're left behind
Pretty face but the chase ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
She keeps showing up at my door begging me to hang out and talk (make-out in slut language, I've discovered). It was really annoying, and I was getting sick of it.
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door sew yourself shut and now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Don't be so sentimental no this love is sex and candles?
So give it up this was never meant to be more than a memory for you
She was acting like it was all real and she really loved me, but I knew it wasn't. And I knew that she was just acting, I think she realized it to, because after the disgusted look I gave her she screeched and yelled at me telling me I wasn't worth it and told me that she'd cheated on me with half of the schools population and she hated me..blah blah blah. She also told me that she was "officially" seeing that James kid, and that he was so much more worth it then me. I just shrugged and slammed the door in her face.
After that fiasco was over with, I breathed a sigh of relief, thankful it was finally over, and started laughing. These last few weeks had been crazy, and I was glad to have her out of my hair, finally.
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door sew yourself shut and now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
It's over. I smiled so wide, my cheeks hurt. One day; one day I'm going to find myself a real girl that loves me for everything I am, and I'll be happy. No more Tanya here and nobody like her will ever be again.
Hey thanks for reading!! That was kinda fun to write. Please review!!! It would mean a lot to me =)
xoxo- Britt