Hi!

English isn't my native language. So probably there are some mistakes in it. Please review them so I can think over and change it. That's the way I learn. And now have some fun in reading!

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Prolog

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Who I am? This question I dealed with my whole life. First with age 19 I got the chance to approach the answer. I didn't really hesitate very long and took it. Regardless of the consequences.

At that time my biological mother suddenly stood in front of me. Terminally ill. She gave me an old yellowed black and white photo. It showed a young man. On the back side was written a name. Edward Masen. The name of my father. "He don't know you exist!", she said standing up and leaving. I was to shocked to stop her. To much things went through my mind. And than she was gone, out of reach. Not even two weeks later her notice of death was in mail. I packed my stuff, said goodbye from my family and my over all loved Bella and left without looking back. I had to find my father. Alone. I broke tie. Only now and than I send a postcard as proof of life.

Since I start my search three years were gone. Face to face with me my counterpart stood. Only the age didn't match. Brown waved hair with bronze-coloured strands. Bright green eyes. The last sentence of my mother echoed in my ears: "He don't know you exist!" My heart rapidly became that heavy it pressed my lung and gave me a hard time to breath. The pain hit me bitter so I trembled on my whole body. Should this be a really bad joke? Did fate make a gag at my cost? The kinky irony was virtually palpable because

the smiling face I was looking in wasn't my fathers ones...