This was in my head in June. So I decided to write it down (: My first fanfic posted on here so constructive criticism is welcomed. If I need to chnge some things, please tell me, it would be greatly appreciated(:
Disclaimer: I do not own "The Office". I wrote this strictly for fun. Please don't sue me.
If I woke up next to you, if I woke up next to you…
From Pam's thoughts…
"Last year's wishes are
This year's apologies every
Last time I come home…"
Pam still wonders what would've happened if she married Roy. She wonders what would have happened if Jim never confessed his love for her, and went on to June tenth, and was Mrs. Pam Anderson.
It's been three years since that fateful casino night, and she lets her thoughts wonder…
She imagines an apartment in Scranton, Pennsylvania. Two-bedroom, two-bath. She imagines herself coming home from her receptionist job at Dunder Mifflin. And she imagines Roy. Big, burly Roy. Quit his job, saying that the women should do all the work. Drunk. Pam hates drunk Roy. When he is drunk, he is unpredictable. But then, she sees her daughter. She has Roy's hair, eyes, and smile. But, she has Pam's curly locks, and personality. But while she glances at her daughter, she hears Roy. "PAM! WHERE IS MY DINNER!!" She goes to the kitchen, and takes something out of the fridge. "NO PAM. YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ALREADY!" "I EXPECT HOMEMADE DINNERS every night." He is slurring. "I can't do that every night," she says under her breath. "WHAT!" He charges toward her, she runs into the bathroom. Once the door is closed, she starts to sob. The door begins to shake…
She snaps out of it. Got too intense for her. She needs to go to a happy place. So she imagines this…
"Me and you,
Setting In a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you,
If I woke up next to you…"
She imagines a house with a terrace. Four bedroom, three bath. She imagines herself coming home from art school, covered in paint. And she imagines Jim, Tall, clean-shaven, smiley Jim. He is in his suit, just came home from his hard day's work as CEO of Dunder Mifflin. He made dinner, saying that they should share the responsibility of dinner duty (although he does it almost every night). And then she sees her son. He has Jim's hair, eyes, and personality. He has her smile, teeth, and eyelashes. After she says hello to her son, she kisses Jim hello. "How was your day?" Jim is always the first in asking how her day was. After she talks about her day, and he talks about her day at corporate. She grabs their son and sits down for a lovely dinner with her loving family…
"Hey, you are always on this terrace, Beesly""Remember, you have a son, and a loving husband. No need to imagine," Jim smiles lovingly at Pam.
She made the right choice in her life…