I love him. I love him. I'm so sorry.
by keehara
There were a million things going through my mind at the time. I know that sounds a bit drastic, and it was believe me. What was I even doing? Why did I agree to this? What is Edward going to think? Is he going to break up with me? I looked at Rubert, who was sitting in the driver seat of my car. Rubert gave me a shy smile, "Don't worry Bella, it's going to be fine." I took a deep breath. "Why do you think I'm worrying? I'm not worrying, don't worry." I replied quickly. Rubert chuckled lightly before turning his attention back to the road. "Seriously though don't worry, I know this place where we can go, no one will see us." I took another deep breath. "Well I hope you're right." I muttered as I looked out the window.
Rubert had parked the car and was looking right at me. He unbuckeled his seatbelt and moved in closer to me, and before I knew it his mouth was on mine. He was kissing me. And I was kissing him back. It got to the point where I wasn't even thinking about what I was doing, I was just going with it. "Come.." Rubert whispered into my ear before stepping out of the car. I did as I was told, and walked with him over to the little bridge. And he did it again, he started kissing me again, and once again I didn't stop him.
Why was I even questioning it? This was what I wanted, at first. I agreed to this. All I wanted was to have a little fun, be a little adventurous and go out with another guy to see what it was like. And Rubert just happened to be there at the wrong place, at the wrong time. "Don't. Over. Think. It." Rubert whispered in between kisses. That's exactly what I was doing. "I'm not sure about this, Rub." I leaned back a bit, catching my breath. "Listen Bella." Rubert placed both his hands on my shoulders, and took a deep breath. "One time in 8th grade a couple of kids were making fun of me." Rubert took another deep breath. "Then this other kid in my class, his name was Billy told all the kids who were bullying me to 'f*ck off', and they did. So I went over to Billy to thank him for doing so and helping me and.." Rubert stopped mid sentenced. "What is it?" I asked him curiously, honestly I had no idea where he was going with this story. "Nothing nothing. Anyways when I walked over to thank Billy, Billy told me that he had something that he wanted to show me. And then Billy reached into his pocket and pulled out a guinea pig."
THE END