Do it hate ya, or do I love you baby.

Edward and Bella have a love/hate thing going on, and high school is no help. Edward and Bella love to hate each other, but a pushed together due to the fact that Bella is Edward's sister's bff. And Edward is Bella's brothers bff "oh my gosh, I am so confused. Does he hate me, could he hate me after what just happened." read read read. Drama/love/hate/cheese pick up lines/ a/j ed/b r/em. S.m. owes all.

Chapter 1. Pro-Bella Oh how I hate Cullen.

Monday, first hour. First day junior year of school, Bella is already daydreaming.

'Isabella, earth to my dear best friend Isabella.' I look at her with a wtfh (what the freakin heck) look.

'Alice what do you want' I snapped at her

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'Pft, fine then mister grumpy butt.' I look at my best friend and rolled my eyes at her.

'Sorry I snapped at you' I said halfheartedly.

'Whatev' hey you want to come over this weekend, movie nigh.' It sounded like fun but wait.

'Is Cullen, going to be there.' Alice laughed at my face and rolled her eyes

'Sorry sweaty, but he will be.' My face filled with hate.

'No, I not going' I said harshly

'I really getting sick of all of this Bella. You never come over just because you don't want to see Edward.' This was true. I have not been to Alice all summer. I did fell badly. Kind of.

'I will go happy.' Her face light up like I just told her that she won the lottery.

'Omg Bella, we can do make over, and dress ups and, and…

She was cut of by the bell.

'See ya' I told her and then ran out of the room. I checked my paper and I had lit next. Joy, not. That's when I ran in to someone.

I heard of their stuff drop. 'I'm--

The owner of the books cut me off. I looked up to my horror 'well, well, well, how on earth did I get so lucky not to see little Bella all summer.' I glared at him, which only made him smile more.

'Its Isabella, to you.' Growled

'Well then, Isasmella' I flinched at the sound of him calling me that." I hope you have great day.' He said in a sarcastic tone. 'Who know maybe God hates me enough to put you in some of my class.' He smirked at me.

'Well what's one more person that hates.'? I smirked back.

But then he flinched, and for one moment I could see into his eyes. I saw pain. No it's just another trick, Bella. He is a jerk.

I walked to class remember in why I hated Edward so much.

It all started the being of freshmen year. I had just moved here and on my first day I meet Edward. I remember thinking that he was so beautiful. We became best friend, we were inseparable. I was over at his house all the time, that's how Alice and I became so close. But it was nowhere near what Edward and I shared. On Thanksgiving Day he asked if I would be his girl friend. I said yes. On Christmas day he got us match promises rings that said I will always love you on them. And he told me that he loved me. I said it back. I swore that I would never that my ring off. I yes Isabella swan was madly in love with Edward.

On march 19; I found out that Edward was cheating on me. I have always hated him for it. He was my first love. And he broke my heart.

He used to call me isasmella when we would play around when were dating.

It was the first day of junior year. 2years ago to day. I met Edward. As crazy as this may sound I still wear my ring, I wear it on a chain around my neck hind under my shirt. As much as I hate Edward, I loved what we had.

4hour……………... Time passed………….. 4hour.

I walked in to the science room. The teacher told us to all move to the back of the room. I saw Edward standing in one corner, when he seen me he rolled his eyes look away. The teacher said he would give us are partners that we would have for the whole year. 'Ben and Jess, rose and mike, Tanya and Levi. And Edward and Bella.' No no no.

'No' we both screamed. And then turned to glare at each other.

'To bad, take your sets Mr. Cullen and mss. Swan.'

We when to sit I heard him mummer 'that was not funny God' I tried to hide me laugh. I did not work. 'What's so funny isasmella'?

I knew I could not hide the pain on my face. So I looked away. It hurt, calling me isasmella hurt. It reminds me of how happy I use to be.

I was not paying attention in class until I heard the teacher say "pairs". Next thing I knew I had to mix some chemicals crap.

Edward and I had been silent almost all of class when I broke it.

"Edward" he looked up at me 'I really hate you, you know. We use to be so happy. Well I use to be. Until you killed me. I bet you did not even remember that two years ago today we first seen each other.' I said that with a tear running down my face.

Hurt crossed his face for only the slight second "yea, that's it. It's my entire fault. Heck, I don't even know what I did. And if you hate me so much then explain this" he grabbed the chain as slid it until the ring showed. I look at him 'yea, that's what I thought.'

He dropped the ring got out of he chair and as his hand was on the doorknob. Turned to me ignoring our little crowed of people. 'Your wrong. We might have met 2years ago. But we saw each other for the first time 2years and 5 days ago. We smiled to each other at the supermarket. You were buying marshmallows the small kind. You were wearing a green shirt, dark faded jean, and lime green converse. Don't tell me that I don't remember.' And then he walks out the door.

I hate him. How can he have so much control over me? How can he still make me fell like… like that it was my fault?

I hate him

I hate him

How can he tell me he loves me? And then kiss another girl. How can tell me he hates me and still care enough to remember all of that.

I hate him.

All I know is that I cant love him again. All I know is that I cant let him get to me, because it is hard to hate the Edward that I fell in love with, the Edward he still is. It's hard to hate perfection.

What am I doing I hate him. Yes I hate him he kissed another girl.