Hello beautiful people who read this Let me put some disclaimers and we can start the story I don't own glee. Nor do I own the book that this is loosely based upon called The duff. GREAT book I finished it in a day so read it! Please forgive all mistakes. And the rest of this should be on the bottom of the page. ENJOY!

Another Saturday in November wasted because I'm stuck at another teen club with more people I don't want to deal with. Santana, Brittany, Tina and Rachel are all dancing. And I'm stuck at the bar drinking water.

"I'll take a mountain dew" Sam Evans says to the bartender "Hey Mercedes how are you"

"Go take a long walk off a short pier Sam."

"Why so harsh I'm only trying to make conversation"

"Why I'm interested in sleeping with you so why even bother me"

"Because since I'm talking to you my chances of sleeping with your friends goes up"

"Excuse me"

"See cedes"

"Don't call me cedes"

"Well mercy you're the duff"

"The what?"

"The designated ugly fat friend. Every friend group has one and you just so happen to be her. So since I'm taking time out to talk to the duff your friends think that I'm caring and then they'll want to sleep with me"

"You are so fucking pathetic"

"But hey Duffy I'm doing you a favor by talking to you because without me you'll be alone"

"I'd much rather be alone"

"I doubt that highly so do me a favor and make conversation with me"

"Go burn in hell" I said and then I slapped him and walked through the crowd to get my friends

"Come on we're going home"

"Why cedes the party just started "Tina said

"Because people are being rude and I can't deal any longer"

"Cedes Blaine Anderson is looking at me I think he wants to hook up" Rachel said smiling at him

"Rachel wake up and smell the body spray HE IS GAY" Santana retorted

"Not uh" Rachel replied

"Okay well we're leaving or you bitches can walk home"

With that everyone followed me out and packed into my car we were all having a sleepover over Tina's and I really needed to get mind off of what Sam Evans said at the bar.

The next day

After the sleepover I gave my best friend Santana a ride home. She's been there for me through everything and could probably tell something was wrong.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Bullshit what is wrong?"

"Nothing Sam Evans was being a douche last night."

Sam Evans was the school man whore he was rich good looking hooked up with a lot of girls and people acted like the sun rose because he got up every day. He even had the biggest house in Lima. It was three stories had a huge back yard and it was awesome as kids because he always had the best parties.

"He is always a douche but he is hot. Have you ever seen him without a shirt? It's beautiful"

"No he's horrible."

"He has an 8-pack. Sweetie I'm lesbian but even I want to take a ride on that train. Over and over again"

"Whatever san"

"But honestly are you okay."

I looked her in the eye with as much truth as I could muster I said "I'm okay and if that changes I'll call you"

"You better" With that she got out of the car and I drove down the street to get to my house

"Hi baby" My mom said as I walked in the door "How was Tina's?"

"Fun although I didn't sleep it was fun"

"Good! Some young man named Sam dropped something off for you I put it in your room. He's cute"

"Mom stop"

"Well if you dated him I wouldn't object."

"Mom seriously does not go there" I said as I ran up the steps

Sam left me a letter and as much as I wanted to throw it away I couldn't

Duffy,

I forgive you for slapping me and as a peace offering I'm inviting you and your friends to puck's party tomorrow night. Maybe we could actually become friends Duffy so I can be friendly with your friends ;).

Sam

God I hated him more than anything in the whole world he is so full of himself that it's crazy

Tina: PARTY AT PUCK'S TOMORROW YOU'RE GOING

Me: Hahahahaha how about no c:

Tina: You have no say you're going

My phone rang it was my dad

"Merce!"

"What do you want?"

"I'm going to be in town on Tuesday I'd love to catch up with you"

"I really don't care" Before you think I'm a bitch my dad cheated on my mom with my first grade teacher and he got her pregnant. That year was hell once my parents got a divorce she started being nicer to me but I lashed out on her screamed that I hated her and called her a whore. At the time I have no idea what it meant but my mom said it and it sounded like the right thing to say. I hated her and I hated my father.

"Please Bianca and I really want to see you. Plus Andy would like to meet his sister"

"If you bring them I will key your car."

"So will you meet with me?"

"For coffee that's it. I still fucking hate you"

"Hey I raised you with better morals than that."

"Morals you really want to talk about morals. You know so much about that sleeping with your daughter's teacher and get the bitch knocked up great morals. I really hope I learned from you"

After that it was quiet"

"I'm really sorry"

"Yeah okay"

"Coffee Tomorrow morning?"

"Fine"

"Merce"

"Hi dad"

"I've missed you." He said trying to hug me

"That's great" I said moving aside so that he couldn't

"Bianca and Andy send love."

"Oh really? That's great Bianca knows so much about love breaking it apart and being a slut."

"Don't talk about my wife like that Mercedes."

"But she helped you cheat on yours."

"I'm still your father."

"And I still hate you. Why are we even here?"

"I'd like you to move in with me."

"No"

"At least think about it."

"I will" I took a long pause "Hmm no"

"I won't take no for an answer."

"Okay then how about false, won't happen when pigs fly or my personal favorite when your slutty wife stops being a slut."

"Why won't you live with me Mercedes?"

"Because if you didn't cheat we would still live together."

"I'm sorry."

"I still don't care"

"We're moving to lima. Bianca is pregnant again with twins and I'd love it if you would be there for all of us."

"Bitch just can't keep her legs closed huh."

"Please stop calling me a slut" Bianca said walking in the door "I really didn't mean to-"

"Oh save it I don't care. Enjoy your life without me you guys have done well so far"

I left before anything could be said. My horrible father his wife my half-brother and my half unborn twin siblings are moving into Lima. I can

The next night

"Cedes you look hot" Brittany said

I was wearing a purple tank top with a gray Cardin and dark jeans with half of my wavy hair up in a pony and the other half down flowing over my shoulders.

"Not really"

All of my friends went into more long speeches about how we are all hot and I tuned them out I really didn't care.

"Guy's we are leaving at no later than 1. I have work tomorrow"

They ran off to go dance and I hung out in the basement where the drinks were

"Duffy" Sam ran up to me "You came nice to see you."

"Sure"

"You got my letter?"

"How did you know where I lived"

"We've been going to school together since preschool. I kind of had to know" He said his smile left his face "Are you okay?"

"Yes"

"Stop lying Mercedes I'm being serious are you okay"

"Yes I'm okay sam."

"I don't believe you. Messing with you is not as fun when you're upset. What is it I'm actually a great listener." His eyes could show he was telling the truth and then I did something that I wish I didn't.

I kissed Sam Evans. He was only surprised for a second and he returned the kiss his arms went around my waist and pulled me closer. It wasn't soft or sweet it was a battle of who could last the longest who wouldn't back down. I could feel his abs through his shirt and he felt up and down my body before stopping on my ass. He squeezed and I bit his lip and he moaned into my mouth. He finally moved his hand up and it felt like he couldn't get close enough to me. He stopped on my boob and I remember who I was making out with. I pulled back

"Damn duffy that was amazing"

I slapped him.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Everything."

"Duffy I didn't mean it like that."

"Yeah whatever go away Sam"

I walked upstairs

"I'm ready to go" Santana said and told me how everyone else was going to spend the night at pucks so we decided to have a sleepover and go to work together.

I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about Sam. I was lying in sans bed at 3 am thinking about a guy that I hate more than anything.

"San" I said

"Ye" She answered sleep

"You up"

"Mhm"

"I can't sleep"

"My mom keeps pills down stairs for that"

"I kissed Sam Evans tonight"

"WHAT" she said siting up "You kissed Evans no way no way no fucking way"

"Yeah we made out in pucks basement."

"Omg who kissed who"
"I kissed him don't ask."

"Was it amazing? Quinn said it was amazing she tells everyone how amazing it was."

"It wasn't bad. It was fun I guess."

"Oh my god that's awesome."

And she fell back asleep.

Fall break was over and we were back to school. I was at my locker when I could smell the cologne of Sam

"Duffy"

"I swear you are a reoccurring nightmare."

"You didn't say that when your tongue went into my mouth."

"How quickly you forget you added tongue not me."

"It was fun." He said looking down at me. He was way taller than I was and his eyes were full of lust.

"And it's never happening again. So don't even waste time trying to make it happen."

"Oh duffy, Sam Evans doesn't chase girls. Girls chase Sam Evans."

"I need to get to class."

For the first day back from break class went surprising fast I was in 7th period study hall before I knew it.

"So I was totally hooking up with the college guy the other day it was so hot" Quinn said she's a girl that I sit with at lunch and she's kind of a slut

"Omg that party was totally fun" Sugar said Quinn's best friend. Also a slut. "But Q was it as hot as when you made out with Sam?"

"Yeah but Sam was the best"

I tuned out the rest the convo it was boring me and I really didn't even care. The bell rung and I had English and then I was done.

"Class" Miss. Holliday my teacher started "We will be writing an essay about a famous American story and one flaw that the story has that wouldn't be the same as today. You can work in partners-"

The class broke out in to cheering until she said

"That I'll pick."

As she paired everyone up she paired me with Sam and I slid down into my chair all the other girls were jealous but I was dreading I would not want to work with Sam at all.

Class was over and we were leaving

"Looks like we have to work together" Sam said smiling "whose house?"

"Uh I don't care."

"Okay come over my house at 5"

"Okay"

"Hey Mercedes its Bianca. I would really like it if you'd call me. I know that you hate me because of everything that happen but I would really like to talk to you. Maybe we could get together for dinner or something. You've really grown up to be a delightful young woman you've gotten so pretty and I bet your dad is going to have to scare boys away from you once you start staying with us. I know that you don't like me and this message probably makes you want to drink bleach but I would really like it if we had a nice relationship for your dad and Andy and your two unborn half-sisters. I found out today and next to your dad and the doctor you're the first to know. Please call me back I'd love to speak to you.

I actually wanted to speak to her. I didn't know why but I really wanted to speak to her. Sure she was the slore that broke up my family but I don't know maybe people can change.

"Mom I'm going to Sam's to work on a project." I screamed before opening the door.

"Okay have fun. Not too much fun but you know enough fun to get the project done"

"Yeah… Bye" I said as I rushed out

When I finally pulled up to the house it was 5:07 I didn't want to be to early or too late. I didn't want him to think that this meant something to me. It didn't and I knew that.

I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell "Duffy hello come in" Sam said

I stepped into his house and it smelled good and was beautiful. We walked into the living room that had large windows a huge TV and lots of couches that no matter where you sat was a great seat

"Want the tour?" He said smiling

"Not really" I said in awe of the room in front of me

"Your lose. But what should we write about?"

"I was thinking To Kill A Mockingbird it's a classic and so much of it wouldn't happen nowadays "

"That may be true but everyone is going to TKAM I'm thinking maybe The Great Gatsby you could find so many things that wouldn't happen"

"I actually really like that."

"Cool shall we go upstairs?"

"No right here is fine."

"Yeah but typing it would be much faster."

I followed him upstairs. His room was on the third floor and it was beautiful. When you walk in you smell some really amazing air freshener mixed with his signature scent he had a king size bed, a bookshelf that had way more books than our school library, a huge mirror on the opposite side of the closet a computer desk with a huge flat screen computer, couch next to it and a window that was also a door that lead you to his balcony that over looked his whole back yard.

"Woah" I whispered "Your room is amazing. It's the size of mine my older brothers and my mom's rooms all put together."

"Yeah" He started looking down "So uh the story I think that-"

He walked over to his book shelf getting the book he was still talking but I stopped listening I couldn't think he changed out of the clothes he was wearing at school. He had a shirt from the camp we worked at together last summer shirt on that hugged his body it was tight and black and perfect. I kept my face as normal as I could but damn he look hot

"Plus they completely would've been able to tell that it was-"

He couldn't finish his thought because I kissed him again he wasn't even surprised he just kissed me back pushing me back against his wall his hands at the small of my back. He was the first to add his tongue again and it was our war again. Only this time he had the lead and that wasn't good. I slipped my hands up his shirt and felt his abs. Damn they were amazing. He picked me up and carried me to his couch where I was on top of him his hands landed on my boobs again and I stopped kissing him and got up. He jumped up and out of reach.

"Please don't slap me again" He said

"Shut up" I replied I could've stopped there got back to the project and went home but I didn't. Instead I took off my shirt and walked closer to him he picked me up again and we started kissing. Next thing I knew I was on his bed my shirt his shirt both off he was taking off my tank top and undid my bra. I swear I heard him moan when he looked at my boobs. I smirked knowing I was in control again. I slid off his sweatpants and they were off as were my jeans. All that was left was underwear and then there wasn't any turning back. I could stop this. I wanted to but I didn't. Instead I took of my underwear and he grabbed a condom off of his nightstand. As if he knew but I didn't think of that. His boxers were off and I saw why Sam Evans was so damn cocky. He had a HUGE cock.

"Holy shit Sam"

"Yeah not bad huh"

"Hurry up please" I whispered

"Why I could just tease you" He said very low and full of lust

"You wouldn't"

"You know I would"

"I'm begging please"

"Since you were nice" He stuck it in and we both let out a moan of pleasure. Our war was back and I had the lead again. Until he started slowing down

"Don't stop" I moaned he was in the perfect spot and he knew it. He slowed but went deep enough to keep hitting my spot over and over. I leaned up and kissed him and bit his lip again and that gave him his edge he sped up and I moaned so loud that his parents could probably hear me from downstairs. He kept going until he released and rolled off of me.

We didn't talk all you could hear was Ed Sheeran on the speakers behind us. He finally broke the silence

"That was"

"Mhm."

"I was going to say good. Who knew that you had it in you duffy"

I then remembered who I just had sex with and I felt dirty and wrong

"Oh fuck you."

"You want to again. Damn cedes you're a little freak but if you want to" He said rolling over

"Get off of me." I got out of bed and started dressing. I could feel him stare at my ass as I put on my underwear

"I was starting to think that you hated me. I was mistaken because that was hot"

"I do hate you."

"Mhm sure you do."

"No really I do I said buttoning my jeans. I was only using you as an escape. That is all."

"Fair enough" He got out of bed and slid his boxers and sweat pants back on. Instead of his shirt he put on a tank and I couldn't breathe. He knew what he was doing but I wouldn't give in. After two hours we were done our rough draft.

"So" He started "Was this a onetime deal or will you be riding the Sam Evans train more often."

I started to say no but my dad was moving back into Lima with his new family he replaced me and I hated that. I hated him and that he had me have sex to get over it. With Sam none the less.

"Mercedes are you okay?"

"This wasn't a onetime thing." I said walking down the steps

"Okay you never answered my other question he said looking at me like he cared"

"Which Was?"

He looked me up and down I could tell he cared "Are you okay"

No I'm not. Not at all "Yes I am" I faked a smile and walked out the door.

Okay this was my very first time writing anything sexual. How did I do? But review please. Until next time lovely people.

ALSO I WILL BE UPDATING WOHT SOON. Once I can get it to send to my other page I will the internet is busted and I really don't want to rewrite all of it. It won't be the same.