The ache in my chest starts as I stare at the screen
You would have never written these harsh words…
Would you, Teru?
Never, never. But it is true what they say
Akira probably didn't even tell you
The real meaning behind this message
I will vanish – he will tell you
You won't regret telling me to disappear forever
Then you will feel grateful
Grateful you didn't have to see my loathsome face
Ever again – or when I spoke of what I needed to tell you
She comes up to me – Mori
She enjoys my pain – "That's great. Feel more pain." He said
I killed him. I killed your happiness
It was all my fault
She laughs and says my eyes are dying
I should die – I don't deserve to live
I don't want to after causing you such pain
Are you up there crying now, Teru?
Stuck up there…with Akira
Mori is here to distract me, so I won't save you
Do you want me to save you?
I can't leave you there – even if it is your wish
I follow Mori. She has no clue about me knowing her trap
I know the trap now; I didn't know theirs to save your brother
I should have been stronger
I should have taken the blame
You would be happy never knowing me
You would be more blessed than ever with me
She begs me to give her the Jack Frost
She says that she would be a better princess
You are the best
You are kind and sweet…you are gentle.
I am done with Mori's game
I leave her there – naked
The precious fake princess won't move now
Teru, I am still your servant
Teru, I still long for you… but I know you hate me
Don't say I'll forgive you
It would kill me – kill me, to know you can't hate me
I can't not hate myself
I can't not love you
I'm sorry, Teru. I'm sorry that Oinii-chan is gone
I know you loved him
He always said I would fall for you
Are you still crying, Teru?
I send you my message, I had it saved for this
For our parting and my heart being ripped out
I fix the Farris wheel – I hope Akira hasn't harmed you
I won't search for you – I know where you'll be
I won't watch you. I'll let you have your peace
The peace I took from you.
I really like you.
Words that will never leave your lips for your brother's murderer
He always said I would fall for you
Who knew when I fell, I'd break?
I bet he was certain you would catch me
I didn't want you to
I wanted you to scream at me – let me drop and I don't get that
I get to imagine your unseen tears
I get to imagine your unfathomable pain
The person whom you loved like your brother…
Killed your brother
My selfishness, my cowardice, my fault
Please don't say I'll forgive you
I can't bear it
Don't try to find me – I'll fix this on my own
I'll die trying. I'll die as payment for Oinii-chan's life
Would you still cry, Teru?
Are you still my princess?
May I still be your faithful servant?
How could I stay next to you
With blood of your blood stained on my hands
I shouldn't be allowed to love you
Oinii-chan always said I would fall for you
Just as he did…
I want you to love me more than you did him
But you loved him the most
And I took him away from you. Forever
I want you to say you love me
But don't say I'll forgive you