When the red rose falls is when all love is lost between one another. That's when you truly know its not meant to be.
"Sebbi-chan! I bought these BEA-U-TI-FUL roses for you!" I skipped down the hall clanged to a 9 red rose bouquet. I was heading for the tall striking man in the slim fighting butler suit. He turned at my call and his black ash hair swayed to the side. The red pricing eyes of the demon blood flowing through his steaming body was making me go wild. I hoped to see a welcoming smile on his handsome face, but as always that disappointing non-interested face looked back at me. I stopped suddenly and slipped the bright red hair that dangled from my face, behind my left ear. "What's wrong, I got a gift for you." I complained about his face. His hand raised into the air and harshly whacked the bouquet from my shinigami hands.
"Quit it Grell, I've had enough of your erotic tends." The harsh words spilled from his mouth. I looked at the ground in shame, I guess I should have been less rash about my feelings.
"I can't help it. My feelings grow every time I see your face, why can you just feel the same way!" I snapped back, the pain of yelling at him was too much to bear.
"There are plenty of other men that you've taken one look at and thrown yourself at them." Sebastian spoke calmly, almost like he was disappointed.
"Yes, but no matter how beautiful any other man is, my heart only floats for one!" I said still defending my case. I took a step closer hoping he'd look me in the eyes, my fists tightened in eagerness. Why can't I just kiss you now?
"Grell…." His smooth and British voice spoke to me, finally looking at me. His eyes spoke an unreadable tale that I wish I could at least skim through. Sebbi's eyes told me he was sad, disappointed, and maybe a bit of jealousy. I wasn't giving it any thought when I pushed my way in front of him to see those pricing demon eyes. No thought of act hint me when I pushed my way closer to his face so I could press my lips onto his. His lips were softer than I thought as I broke the link between our lips. My arms wrapped over his shoulders.
"My dearest Sebastian, I beg that you give me another chance." I said in a smooth forgiving tone hoping he'd kiss me again, that quick link wasn't enough to satisfy my Shinigami heart.
"Grell…." He quietly called my name again. Please just call me your lady, please, show me you want me more than you're showing. He suddenly began to wiggle free of my grip. I went back to standing as he took a step next to me. "I'd appreciate it if you'd pick up those roses, my Master wouldn't enjoy a mess like that." The harsh words sprouted from those lips I wanted so desperately. I watched him walk away with my blood red coat slightly lagging. I watched as he disappeared into the darkness, till I could no longer see that handsome devil I pledged my soul to. I looked down at the red roses broken and beginning to dry. I couldn't stand the fact that this man was forever out of my reach and that's when the tears fell from my face. Those tears could at least hydrate those hopeless flowers. I miss judged that man, I saw him for a deep lover and forgot about why he was really here. I turned and headed from the door. I left crying knowing that a future with Sebastian was no longer possible.
That man will never be mine, so why did I keep trying so hard.
I had given up, I, was a hopeless Shinigami that fell for a demon butler. That impossible fairy tale covered in dried roses.