Hopeless
She alive. Thank God.
It wasn't until she came back that I realised how worried I'd been. How much I'd missed her.
Of course, I know what the chances of her feeling the same are zilch. Nada. Nothing. No chance. Not with the girl I know. She isn't the type to miss a guy. More like celebrate his absence whilst coming up with torture plans in case he comes back.
I realise this may not seem fair, but it's true. Hannah used to be just like that. There's still some left, but she seems to have gotten better. Unfortunately, it's made way for something that can only be described as Fangirlism. Yeek.
But even so, I felt that way. I realised that I'd really missed her. Do you have any idea how it feels to realise that you care about someone, only to remind yourself that they couldn't care less about you? It hurts like. nothing I've ever felt before.
Still, I can't let it show. I'm meant to be the fearless leader, even though I'm no different to the others. Why am I the leader? Why is my crest Leadership? None of it makes sense. Just like why I feel this way about her.
Sure, I can think of ways a guy could be attracted to her: Kicks butt, beautiful in a way, not part of the background. But I know that it's different for me. Maybe because I know a bit more about her. I really admire the way she never told anyone about V. OK, one or two people, but I bet anyone else would run around screaming about her.
Yeah, I guess you could say that I'm attracted to her. Something about her is just. irresistible, somehow. However, I know it's hopeless.
Violet would never think of me that way.
Author's Notes: OK, I'm bored. And I DID tell ArchAngemon that I'd write something about Steve and Violet. We got into a rather long conversation about it, actually. So, ArchAngemon, here it is. Hope you enjoyed Steve's thoughts!
Lady Moon
She alive. Thank God.
It wasn't until she came back that I realised how worried I'd been. How much I'd missed her.
Of course, I know what the chances of her feeling the same are zilch. Nada. Nothing. No chance. Not with the girl I know. She isn't the type to miss a guy. More like celebrate his absence whilst coming up with torture plans in case he comes back.
I realise this may not seem fair, but it's true. Hannah used to be just like that. There's still some left, but she seems to have gotten better. Unfortunately, it's made way for something that can only be described as Fangirlism. Yeek.
But even so, I felt that way. I realised that I'd really missed her. Do you have any idea how it feels to realise that you care about someone, only to remind yourself that they couldn't care less about you? It hurts like. nothing I've ever felt before.
Still, I can't let it show. I'm meant to be the fearless leader, even though I'm no different to the others. Why am I the leader? Why is my crest Leadership? None of it makes sense. Just like why I feel this way about her.
Sure, I can think of ways a guy could be attracted to her: Kicks butt, beautiful in a way, not part of the background. But I know that it's different for me. Maybe because I know a bit more about her. I really admire the way she never told anyone about V. OK, one or two people, but I bet anyone else would run around screaming about her.
Yeah, I guess you could say that I'm attracted to her. Something about her is just. irresistible, somehow. However, I know it's hopeless.
Violet would never think of me that way.
Author's Notes: OK, I'm bored. And I DID tell ArchAngemon that I'd write something about Steve and Violet. We got into a rather long conversation about it, actually. So, ArchAngemon, here it is. Hope you enjoyed Steve's thoughts!
Lady Moon