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So I revised this story and reposted. I posted my first story just as time pass but I figured if I am writing or creating it should at least not be rubbish. Though this might not be much better. But still I hope you like it.
Note: As this fic is not beta'd there may be typos. This story might get confusing. I wanted to potray bella as a psychologically unwell person. So her thoughts might be jumbled and not make sense, read her words carefully as they are base for coming chapters. After all this long note please go ahead with story.
"We will be together, forever"
My forever was already destroyed
"You are my life now"
My life was already in ruins.
"I can't damage your soul Bella"
My soul was already damaged
"You have my heart now"
You tore my heart out.
"I will never hurt you"
But already you did hurt me. So much.
Revenge was act of retribution. And I will perform that act. With pleasure.
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Run. Run Edward run. Because I have turned tables on you. You will become the prey instead of the predator. I will chase you. Hunt you down. We will play this game well. I will frolic around the edges and then suddenly attack you. Would you anticipate such thing, ever? You will play my game, wont you Edward? Yes, yes you will play it. In fact you are already playing it. I will hunt you like a good predator and you will run like a nice prey. I think I will let other Cullen's join too. They can also become my prey. But my love, my Edward you will be always be my first priority. After all its only you who I want.
"She is catatonic ever since he left"
No, they are wrong. He didn't left. We just needed some space. Every good couple understands that they should give each other space to re evaluate their needs .That's what we are doing. He is not gone he is just giving me some space. Unfortunately he is a little far from my reach. Don't worry dad everything will be fine. Once I find him and take my revenge. And then we will be reunited again. But I am so sorry because I have to leave. But you understand my reasons. Yes, you do . You always did. You are a great father after all.
"She is in trauma. Just stay with her and help her understand what happened"
No, no, no they are all wrong. Why don't they understand I don't need any help? I am not in any kind of trauma. I just want his arms around me as he declares his love for me softly into my ears. I just want to hear his soulful laughter ricochet in my ears, again. He will come and then he will tell everybody that I am absolutely fine. He will then add playfully that as usual I am being his silly Bella.
"Where is he? Why is he not coming to see me?"
"Bella he is gone, he is not coming back"
"No, you all are wrong"
"Bella"
"You all are liars"
"Bella please listen to me"
"Liars, you just speak lies to me"
"Bella... ...please"
They just would leave me not alone. Always kept telling me, he was gone, he is not coming back, you should move on, blah, blah. I just ignored them, mostly. But at last and sadly I knew he was not coming back. Not coming back. Leaving me all alone. I don't want to be alone. Not anymore. I will find him and then we will be reunited and that's why I am here. But for now I have work to do.
"You have to watch her carefully. In some cases like this patient can suffer from psychotic break which may cause her hallucinations about him. It's a very chance that patient can and will attempt suicide".
"Kill him"- make him suffer for what he did to you, kill him. Take your revenge.
Love kills you. How appropriate. It was killing me and it will kill you too my dear Edward. How odd, they predicted right that I will plan and execute my own demise but the fools never predicted that I will bring another person in it. So Edward I will graciously plan and execute your demise. Isn't that just wonderful. Only our reunion will be wonderful than this.
"After all these treatments your daughter is still not showing any signs of getting better, and assuming her past history, I don't think she will ever make any recovery. I am sorry Sir".
"My Bella is just fine; my daughter is going to be alright. She has to is my only child"
" I am sorry dad and I love you too but you couldn't change what happened, neither can I"
Ignorance is blissful. I ignored the fact that he is not coming back and they ignored the fact that I loved him too much to let go. While ignorance is blissful, it can also bring chaos, destruction. Ignorance not only brought my destruction, their destruction and last of all my sweetheart Edward it will bring you yours.
"What's your name ma'am?"
"Isabella"
"Your full name, please ma'am"
"...Ma'am"
"Uh, yeah, it's ummm... Swan. Isabella Swan."
My name is Isabella Swan and I am insane. That's what those idiots in white tell me. I changed so much for you my darling Edward. So, so, much. But I have to kill you and then kill myself. Now this the only way we will be together. You understand my reasons don't you. Yes, you do. You are after all so smart. But it's good you are not smart enough to figure out my game. Now that would just ruin my fun wouldn't it? If the player just knows what the result is going to be it will take away all the meaning of game. And we don't want that to happening Edward. Actually I don't want that happening and as for you I think you will really like to figure my game out. You were always such a curious boy.
"Edward, something is wrong with Bella"
"What do you mean?"
"Ever since you came back from volturi she..."
"She has been through a traumatising ordeal, give her a break"
"No, the emotions she is emitting they are not what a person will go through when they are just been through a experience like that, it's like she is showing repressed emotions,...of a past traumatising event"
Jasper, jasper, jasper... you are entirely too perspective for your own good. Yes my emotions sometimes got better of me. After the Volturi Disaster I couldn't afford to make any more mistakes. I suppressed my emotions and showed what was expected of me. I painted a picture of scared, guilty and dependent lamb for all of them. They believed, well most of them believed it but Jasper was being the annoying one. But he was wavering too and I know he was going to regret that uncertainty in future. But who cares, my work will be done till then. I will leave him to wallow in his self guilty.
"Edward is going to kill himself"
Without my help, well that was sad but at least my work will be done.
"And you have to save him"
She was literally crazy if she expected me to save him. Entirely bonkers.
"Yes, Alice I won't let him die. I love him" Or so you think.
But that infuriating, meddling Alice saved him. And those idiot volturi they didn't kill him too. They definitely are not on my Christmas list anymore. I was just in time to see him sparkle like disco ball. And bam...Suddenly two white arms pulled him safety. Thank you Alice, you just increased my workload. Now it seems I had to become a vampire. After all Desperate times calls for desperate measures.
"You...you...d...d...Don't wa...Want me"
Edward sadly was still hung up about me not becoming a vampire so I had to resort to stuttering and sobbing. And by the way it worked real nice. I was going to be certified sparkling vampire in few months.
"No Bella, sweetheart how could you think that, I love you so much". Your love for me Edward it's a curse as well as a blessing.
I knew it. Almost every Cullen wanted me to be a vampire. But I also knew it, that they will sorely regret this decision. In future. But I could care less, my agenda was complete. The sacrifices I made for our love, my sweetheart. But they will be rewarded in end.
"Where are you going"
"Forks Washington"
"But you are not well"
"I want to have a change and by the way Uncle Charlie will take care of me".
A/N: Constructive criticism is always welcome. Though I don't love flames much but as they help writer improve mistakes they are also heartily welcome. Also I think I should ask someone to be beta but still I am not sure about it. But if you are interested you can message me.