Steam!: Aqua

Have you ever felt unwanted? Unloved? Worthless? Hopeless? I do, everyday. The life I have isn't the kind you would want to live, unless you want to live like a caged, abused animal.

My name is Aqua Winters, just a sum-what regular seventeen year old girl, living in a regular town. And this is unfortunately my life.

I bet you are confused as to why I talk about my life as if I live in a prison. As if I''d be that lucky. I should probably start off at the begining, I was born in a small town in Colorado and have one parent, my mother. She's not the mom who calls you 'sweetie' or 'honey', she's the mom who comes home after days of being away either screwing some random guy or getting high. I gave up on trying to get her to treat me like everyone elses mom does a long time ago, and if I haven't mention it before she absolutly hates me. She says I ruined her relationship with my dad, she always says that everything was fine until I was born. But, unfortunately, my dad realized late that he wasn't ready to be a father and packed up his stuff and left a few weeks before I was born. My mom blames me, and I learned to not fight with her about it anymore.

I go to Bear Creak High School, Junior year, I really like my school because of the size and activities, I just don't like the students. Of course every school has to have it's cliques, Preps, Geeks, Goths, Emos, Athletics, Honor students. If anyone chose a group for me to ne in by first glance it would probably be the Emos. I don't blame them though because when you look at the way I dress and act sometimes, I defently fit the bill, but, I refuse to be in any clique. Ihave one close friend of mine named Taylor and she's just like me in every way. We both wear really baggy black pants with chains and a different dark colored tight tank top every day, and we both have shoulder length, layered, black hair and air almost identicle exceptshe has purple and red highlights and I have silver and blue. Some random people come up to me and ask where I get my hear down and I always answer the same: it's natural. Which it strangly is, I've never met anyone who had natural black, blue, and silver hair before but it's true.

I know what your thinking, 'Oh your life doesn't sound that bad.' Well, that's because I still haven't told you about my boyfriend, Cain. He's the boyfriend who started out nice and caring but then one day went completly abusive and crazy. To him I'm possesion he can flaunt around. I'm the weak girl you he hits and pushes around because he knows that nobody would care if I all of a sudden went missing. And he's right, I'm pretty sure no one would care except Taylor and she'd eventually move on.

I really hate my life. And I'm pretty sure it hates me back, I got the scars and bruises to prove it.

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Present Day.....

I woke up in my familiar room and bed, got dressed in my familiar clothes, went downstairs to greet my familiar high mom, went outside to my familiar mustang convertiable- compliaments of my now rich father- went to pick up my familiar friend Taylor and went to my familiar, boring, school. Damn, I'm in one hell of a ruit.

Once I got to school I wasn't surprised to see most of the parking spots were taken, all though I did find one close-ish to the entrance. I looked around to make sure no one else was there to take it, there was no one, then went for the spot. But out of no where I saw a hot red Corvette pulled into my spot. I instantly knew who it was... Kellie. I saw the drivers door open and the little she-bitch step out in her red heels. She turned to me and waved with an evil smile, "Looks like you were to late losers." Ohh, I'm going to get that bitch. Before I had another thought I through my door open and stepped out, with Taylor close behind me.

"Do you want to say that again?" I asked dangerously stepping towards her when she took a step back. I bet she still remembers in 6th grade when I brought my knife out- that I always carry- to her neck and almost slit her throat when she called me a ho and for triping me on the stairs.

"N-no" She stuttered. She quickly turned around and ran to the front door. You see, ever since that day in 6th grade, when I almost killed Kellie, I've been known as the girl that you don't want to mess with if you want to live and since Taylor hangs out with me everyone knows not to mess with her either.

I smirk silently to myself then turn around and head back to my car.

It took me awhile but I finally found a spot across the street, isn't that great? Ha Ha. I'm a master at sarcasm.

I noticed that I parked next to a really nice black and red Lotus and next to it was a black and white Lambo. Damn, that is those are the nicest car I've ever seen. Taylor realized I stopped walking and looked to see why. "Holy shit, that's the new Lotus." She said in bewilerdment. "Who ever own's this car must have had to pay a fortune." I said.

"Your right it did cost a fortune." Said a husky voice behind me. I twirled around to see who it was and there standed four of the sexiest goth guys I've ever seen.

The tallest one had long black hair with blue highlights that covered his eyes. The next tallest had the same hair except yellow highlights. The next had the same hair with green highlights and the last who was in the very back with his arms crossed over his chest glaring at me, had the same hair too except red highlights. I almost thought they were quadtuplets at first but then saw some minor differences like eye color, hieght, bone structer. But they were all abnormally beautiful and were deathly pale. Their traits remind me of vampires. Me and Taylor have been obsessed with vampires all our lives and could tell if someone were fake or real vampires a mile away and trust me these guys are vampires.

The one with yellow streaked hair was the one who talked and he was smirking at me with a gorgeous crooked smile. I looked over to see that Taylor didn't notice the guys yet and was still looking at the tires. "Ah.. Taylor I think we should go." I said stepping back from the guys, I wasn't afraid but I new enough about vampires to know that fighting and winning to a vampire is very slim to none. But, over course she still wasn't paying attention to me, just the car. "Taylor..." Still no answer. "God damn it, Taylor." I yelled kicking her in the side.

"Hey," She said standing up. "What the fu-"She started but, cut off whenshe say the guys. "Oh my god," she whispered taking a step back, I'm honestly not scared at all of vampires but I kow she is, alot. "A-Aqua," She swallowed. "those are v-" She atarted but I quickly covered her mouth. I looked back over to the four guys and shock on three faces and hatred on the other.

"We should go." I whispered heading back towards the school.

"Hey," I heard one on of them yell after us. I stopped and turned around. The first one who talked , the one with yellow streaks, talked again. "How do you know?" He simply asked. I stared in his eyes and saw confusion and what looked like sadness in his eyes. I could feel Taylor pulling on my arm and repeating my name, how do I explain how I know. Think, think, oh I know. I have a necklace with a symbol on it that shows that you belive in vampires and on the back it says 'Vampire Beliver' in Greek. I quickly took it off my neck and throw it to the guy who talked. He easily caught it and I was starting to be dragged to the school by Taylor.

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