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Tears In The Rain

As I walked down the road to my house, crying in the pouring rain, I thought of everything I've gone through with him.

The pain. The misery. The heartbreak.

All hurtful. All crude. All inflicted upon me, by Him. He did this to me. He made me cry so long that I didn't know tears were still spilling out. He made my heart feel like it was being ripped out of my chest with His large, strong hands. It was Him. And as crazy as it may sound…

I still loved Him.

I couldn't help it. It was like a sudden wave of love swept all the pain, misery, and heartbreak away. Our love was anything but fake. He was my first love, and I was His. Our love was like something pure and holy. Just like a first love. Like something that not matter how long it took, you would never give up on. The funny thing was, I felt like He was doing just that.

Giving up.

Letting the social pressure walk all over Him. He was letting what other people thought of them control their relationship. And that completely and totally, pissed me off.

I finally got to my house and opened the door, trying to calm myself before walking in. I quickly ran upstairs so as to not disturb my parents. I opened her bedroom door and looked at her single bed with a purple canopy on it. My window was directly across from my door, and my desk was right beside my window. My room was medium sized, nothing special. The only thing that was special was my window frame. Since they were 6, Alex and Nate had been writing on it. Not just nonsense writing, but every time they had an inspirational quote, or something they wanted to tell each other, they wrote it there. I was now staring at my favourite quote on the window, one I would never forget, "Alex, I could sit here with you forever, and never get tired of telling you the one thing that is absolute in my life… I love you." He wrote that when we were 13. Thinking back on all the memories made my eyes fill up with tears quickly, and I tried to calm myself down. I guess I hadn't noticed how loudly I was crying, because the next thing I heard was the soothing footsteps of my big brother, Austin. I was still facing the window, knowing that if I turned around and look at him, I would have automatically broke down sobbing and ran into his arms. But I couldn't do that, because I had to be strong. I had to bottle it all up inside. Because, I was Alex Russo.

"What's wrong?" he questioned. I could hear him coming closer and fought to keep my voice -and body- from shaking.

"Nothing Austin, go back to bed ok? Mom and dad will freak if you are late for your shift tomorrow." I said trying to conceal my pain. I walked over to my desk and shuffled around papers aimlessly, trying to get away from his all-knowing voice.

"What did he do to you? Did he hurt you?" he said starting to do what he always did, make up scenarios in his head to make Him look like the bad guy. But he knew Nate would never hurt me. Ever.

"Austin don't be ridiculous, okay? He would never hurt me.." I closed my eyes and swallowed the pain that was rising in my throat, making my voice thick, "Not physically.."

"Then what did he do Alex? What's wrong?" I could hear him stepping forward again, but still avoided him by going back to my window, looking out on the rain that surrounded me, as if I was in a rural penitentiary.

"Nothing is wrong ok?" I answered harshly as my voice cracked.

"Don't lie to me." I heard him say in a whisper. I could almost feel his presence behind me as I kept looking out the window, more silent tears streaming down my face.

"Austin, don't ok?" I said shifting my feet, "just… nothing is wrong ok? Everything is fine, just go back to bed."

"Everything is ok?" he said with a nearly silent scoff, "really?"

"Just go Austin." I could feel myself breaking with every word. I needed to breakdown, just meltdown and let it out. I had to let it out. But I couldn't, because I was Alex Russo. Behind me Austin was beginning to get upset.

"If everything is ok, then why wont you look at me?" he said in an angry whisper, "Look at me Alex." I didn't respond I just avoided him by going over to my closet, opening it, and getting my pyjamas out. I started to head for the door when I felt a strong but gentle hand grasp my arm. I turned around and avoided eye contact, suddenly very interested in the hardwood floor in my bedroom, "Don't avoid your feelings Alex, you know how that turned out last time." he knew just what buttons to push. I started to feel a sob come up in my throat, but held it back and turned my head. He must've seen me do that because he bent down and tried to meet my eyes with his. I just looked away again, "I am not going through that again, you hear me? I am not going to lose you to that world again!" with that said I had no choice but to look up at him. It took everything in my power to say what I had to say. But I just couldn't do it anymore. I needed to be alone. I just needed to be by myself, with my own thoughts.

"Austin, just leave me alone." I demanded as I saw his eyes break into confusion, "Just.. Please, I'm sorry. I just need you to leave" His eyebrows furrowed as the look in his eyes quickly turned to anger.

"Fine." he said through gritted teeth, "but when you end up getting hurt again, just remember this," he stepped closer and look intensely into my eyes. It almost frightened me, "It not only hurts you, it hurts everyone around you. And you know what? I'm always the one to save you." he backed away and turned to leave, anger pouring out of him as he swatted my plastic piggybank off of the desk on the way out, making it crash onto the floor loudly and he slammed my door.

Great. Another person in this world hates me. Just what I need.

As soon as he leaves, I pick up my piggybank and put it back into its original place and head back over to my bed to pick up my pyjamas that I dropped. As I went into the bathroom to change ( I had my own bathroom) I sat down on the side of my bathtub. As soon as I sat down I closed my eyes and sobbed, covering my mouth with my hand trying to silence my agony. But I couldn't, my heart wouldn't let me. It was breaking as I sat there, reminiscing in everything that Nate and I went through together. I was about to lose him to another world, and I couldn't go through that again…

*Flashback*

Summer of 2008

(Nate: 16 Alex: 16)

I was walking towards Nate's house when my phone vibrates in my pocket. I pull out my Blackberry and press the green talk button, "hello?"

"Alex.." a faint voice on the other line beckons.

"Nate? Hey babe what's wrong?" I said panicked as I heard Nate's terror filled voice on the other end.

"Alex, I need you s-so badly right now.." I heard his desperation on the other line, he sounded as if he was about to cry, and that's when I knew I had to get over there as soon as I could.

"Babe just breathe, ok? I'll be over there soon, I'm just turning the corner." I told him in a calm voice as I started running around the corner to his house. Nate had the tendency to worry about things to much and start to hyperventilate… I have been there when it has happened and its not fun when the person you love almost dies. I could hear him breathing on the other line, "that's it baby, just calm down ok? I'm almost there. Everything is going to be fine." I said trying to comfort him.

"Everything is not going to be fine!" he said suddenly snapping, I knew he was about to break down. I couldn't let that happen. I couldn't stand hearing him crying without me being there to comfort him.

"Nate, you listen to me ok?" I said frantically turning up his driveway, "Don't do anything. Just stay where you are and be calm, ok babe? I'm coming up your driveway." I said out of breath as I walked into his house. His door was always unlocked, which I thought was insane in the world we live in today, but the Grey family liked it like that. They trusted people a lot.

"Baby," he said with a choppy sigh, "Its already too late.." I froze and my eyes went wide as I dropped my cell phone on the stairs. I went into a sprint, jumping the stairs three at a time.

"No, no, no, no, no!" I whispered to myself as I jumped up the stairs and ran to Nate's room. I quickly opened the door and couldn't see him, "NATE!" I yelled.

Nothing.

"NATE!!" I got no reply, but instead heard a quiet sobbing. I knew it was him. I ran in the direction of the cries, and I was frightened as to where it lead. The bathroom, "no,no.." I can't believe this is happening. I ran to the bathroom door and opened it fiercely. And what I saw, I would never forget.

There, sitting on the floor was Nate. My Nate, with a compass from a math set in one hand, and at least 5 cuts into his other wrist. I could feel my heart beating faster and my vision getting blurry as I ran over to him, "Nate, baby n-no.." I said as I grabbed his face and wiped my thumb over his tears to wipe them away. He just looked at me with red eyes and started sobbing again. I thought quickly and grabbed a towel off of the towel rack and wrapped it tight around his wrist, "Hold that tight, it'll stop the bleeding," I instructed him through my tears. He did as I said. Thinking quickly again, I reached for my phone only to find it wasn't in my pocket. Thankfully, Nate's was beside him on the floor. I grabbed it without noticing my hands had his blood on them, and started dialling for an ambulance. Just as I was putting his cell phone to my ear, he let out a loud sob and looked at me with bloodshot eyes.

"Alex," he said in an exasperated voice, trying hard not to lose consciousness, "Alex, I love you."

My heart broke. I put my hand to his face and ran it up through his curly hair, "Your going to be fine ok? Just stay with me. Don't leave me ok?" I said through my heartbroken sobs. He nodded as best as he could. The operator on the other line then picked up.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"h-hi um m-my boyfriend a-attempted to k-kill--" I couldn't bring myself to say it, "m-my boyfriend is hurt, c-can you s-s-send an amb-bulence please? Quickly!?"

"okay ma'am calm down, what's your address?"

"124 Berkley Street," I said as I looked at Nate, still running my fingers through his hair. I let out a sob as I saw his eyes drooping , swinging in the limbo of consciousness, "please hurry.. please.. p-please" I started sobbing trying to keep my boyfriend, the one I loved from drifting off into darkness, "Nate, Nate look at me babe, please." I could tell he was trying so hard to keep his eyes on mine as he was falling farther, "Please Nate, come on, stay with me, Monkey." that was my nickname for him. I tried so hard to get his attention with anything I could, but it wasn't working. I needed help now. I started panicking, "Where in the hell is that ambulance, Damnit!?" I yelled to the abnormally calm lady on the other line as Nate's blood was starting to seep through the last layer of the towel that was still wound around his wrist.

"Should be there any second ma'am, please try and stay calm. If not for me then for your boyfriend." I nodded my head, even though I know she couldn't see me. I heard the door downstairs open and thumps of feet running up the stairs. I turned towards the door.

"In here! Hurry! Please!" I then turned back to Nate, dropping his cell phone. I put both of my hands on his face and rested my forehead on his, "I love you, please stay with me… please.."

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Hey guys!

So lately I have been loving the alex/nate/nalex stories and I have no idea how I even stumbled upon it haha, but I though I'd write a little something for yall :P

And I already know reviewers are gunna be all "bleh depressing much?" well sorry but if it is a series then it will have its happy and sad moments, just like life.

Ok so this is a One-shot for now, but I am seriously takeing it into consideration of making it into a full series, cuz I have dreamed up a whole plotline in my head, along with flashbacks (yesss know I'm a nerrrddd 8] ) so LET ME KNOW if you want me to make it into a full story or not.

And this a/n is getting far too long!:P sooo thanks!

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