Author's Note: Just drabble.
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My prayers were never answered. My wishes and hopes in no way granted. Hundreds of dollars were wasted in wishing wells; thousands of dandelions picked from the earth.
My good luck charms were discarded. The quizzes and tips were a flop. My cries went unanswered, my sacrifices were a waste. Good deeds spent up valuable time, just like the times I spent writing his name over and over in my journals.
I longed to see him every minute of the day. My dreams were filled with nothing but him. I was miserable without him and a giddy school girl next to him.
His eyes shimmered, and his chuckle opened the gates to heaven. My body throbbed when he ran his hand through his gorgeous hair. My heart stopped every time he touched me.
I desired to feel him inside me. His warmth over taking my body. I'd cry out his name as I released and cling to his body. He's whisper in my ear he loved me and we'd fall asleep in each other's arms.
And yet she was below me. Her muscles tightening with very small move I made. Her cries of pleasure made it hard to concentrate on him in my head.
I cried inside. My heart throbbed in pain, my eyes stung from unwanted tears. The part of me inside her was no longer hard and needy. I wanted to run away. Call me a coward, I don't care.
I wanted him, not her. I wanted his lips on mine, his hands running over my skin, his member inside of me. I need him to be mine. He's my soul mate, my one and only.
Please Gods, change my story. Rewrite my script. I don't want to be the hero anymore. I just want my Beloved. That's all I care about and ever will.
Please give me back my Riku. I don't want her anymore. I don't want to save the world anymore. I'll give up all my friends. Just please give him back to me.
Give me back Riku.
I don't want this fairytale anymore.