Hello~! I'm Isaodra and this is the first chapter of "In my dreams". Enjoy! 8D

Edit:
I've fixed some typos.

He let out a shaky breath, the cold air bit into his naked body. The boy couldn't take a step further. He shivered, tears falling down his cheeks. White clouds were formed in front of his mouth every time he took a new breath, but they slowly faded away. He stopped breathing. His mouth was dry.

It was hopeless now. He shouldn't be able to survive.

He wanted to go home. Mom would make that delicious pasta. Ludwig would come to play football with him.

This didn't happen, it just couldn't be true. It was a lie. It was all a lie.

He closed his eyes.

'Let me forget. Please, let me forget.' he begged to god.

. . .

. . .

. . .

Did god even exist?

With that question in mind he slumped down into the snow, the coldness crawling deep into his heart.

And so, he cast the spell over himself.

Within ourself there is a god. A god different from everybody else's.

The god gains your deepest, most powerful wishes.

You might not think so, but the god is you. The soul within the body.

The hazel eyes of the man opened. Slowly, slowly he got used to the light. High grass surrounded him and he had flowers in his hair. It was spring he noticed, and the sky was blue. What a wonderful sight. But.
What was he doing there? The questions ran through his mind. But he slowly forgot them when he sat up and saw the whole field in front of him. It was beautiful. A big field with high grass that continued down to a small river. There was a little red house on the other side of the river.
"Oi! Feliciano! Let's go home you bastard!" someone said. Feliciano turned his head to see a brunette man, with slightly tanned skin, holding a basket with red, delicious tomatoes..´So Feliciano is my name.´ he thought to himself.
"Lovino.." He didn't know why but for some reason he knew this person's name. Lovino sighed and helped him up.
"Come on bastard. Let's go." he said and started dragging Feliciano towards the river. Feliciano followed him, utterly confused.

When they came down to the river Feliciano saw a bridge about fifty meters away and Lovino led him along the river towards the small bridge. It was old and he almost slipped as he walked over it, but Lovino prevented him from falling. He held the other man's hand tighter.

After walking across the bridge Lovino led him towards the red house instead. Feliciano only followed him. For some reason he trusted this person deeply.
They walked inside the house, into a very small hall. On the floor stood two pair of boots. Lovino didn't seem to bother taking off his shoes and just dragged Feliciano into a kitchen. He finally let go of Feliciano's hand and lit a candle on the kitchen table.
"Hey. Feliciano. Cook for me. I'm starving." he commanded. Feliciano blinked in confusion. Cook what? He looked around in the kitchen. The only thing he could make was pasta, and a few sauces. He didn't remember who taught him to make those though. When he thought about it, there wasn't many things he remembered.

He looked around in the kitchen.

"Veh... D-do you have pasta?" he asked quietly. Lovino stared weirdly at him.
"... You know we always have pasta...," Lovino said while still staring at him weirdly.
"I-I do? I-I mean, where is it?" Feliciano looked around in the kitchen.
"What do you mean..? You always know where it is..." Lovino frowned and walked up to the slightly terrified Feliciano, taking his face into his hands.
"Are you all right? You're acting strange..." he said softly and caressed his rosy cheek gently.
Feliciano calmed down slightly but was still confused.
"N-no, I'm fine..." he said quietly. Lovino sighed.
"You sure?" Feliciano nodded.
The other man let go of his face.
"I'll help you with the cooking this time," he murmured and Feliciano nodded again.
"Thank you."

While they ate there was awkward silence hanging in the air and Feliciano felt very uncomfortable.
He wanted to be alone and think things over. He looked at Lovino, before letting out a small sigh.
"Lovino?"
"Hn?" Lovino looked up from his plate, green eyes looking into Feliciano's.
"Can I go outside for a moment?"
Lovino blinked.
What was he going to do outside?
"Are you feeling all right?"
Feliciano nodded.
"Yes. I just need some fresh air," he explained. Now it was Lovino's turn to nod.
"Okay. But be back in a few minutes."
"Yes."

He didn't know he was lying.

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