Soo this is me writing another FF while I'm still writing my other one and I usually wait until one story is done before I start a new one but I just had to start this one and get it out there...yep yep yep!! Hopefully you'll like it. Well on with the story!!

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Confessions

It happened when I first met her. I had that feeling that I once felt before and I knew right there and than that she was wonderful. I saw it in her smile. I heard it in her laugh. I felt it in her touch. She invades my dreams every night. I can literally just sit there and listen to her talk about anything and everything. She makes me laugh when I don't want to smile for anyone. Except for her.

Of course within a instint everything changed for me when I found out that she was taken. When I found out that the girl that I was fallen for had someone to love her. Had someone to spend her time with.

That's when I knew that I would never say anything to her. That everything that I would love to say to her was going to be hidden in my thoughts.

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Before Ashley

This semester is almost over and I couldn't be anymore thrilled about it. Of course I knew that I was going to have a hundred and one things to do this summer. I was starting my new job in June. I know that I'm going to be playing softball. A few of my friends already asked me to join the summer team. I was all for that. I missed playing softball.

That's all I did in high school. Eat, sleep softball. So when I got the opportunity to play on a team I didn't turn it down.

Along with the semester ending, so is the softball team that I'm coaching this year. Actually it's my second year coaching these girls and even though they could totally twist me the wrong way I loved coaching them.

All I'm wondering is if I was that bad in high school. Cause if I was I'm saying my apologies to my coaches now.

Sorry!

At least I'm doing something I love. Right?

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Finals! Finals! Finals!

I swear I will be happy when I get my degree and don't have to worry about another freaking test.

I was sitting in front of my computer wondering if I should throw it out the window now or after I finish my paper. Ok so I know it aint my computers fault that we have the oldest internet connection at home. Nope not at all. I mean theres millions of people who still have phone connections right.

Right?!

Instant Message

LilBit24

It's Haley.

LilBit24- Hey you!

Spencer10- Hey. Homework.

LilBit24- Oh yeah...finals huh?

Spencer10- Yep. And my computers being gay so its taking me forever to get my information.

LilBit24- Damn sorry.

Spencer10- Oh well. If I don't finish it tonight than I'll do it in the morning at school.

LilBit24- Yeah. Well I'll let you get back to business. I just wanted to drop in and say HIII LOL.

Spencer10- You don't have to leave.

LilBit24- Nah it's cool. I'll let you get your study on! LMAO...ttyl

Spencer10- Haha ttyl

LilBit24 Signed off

I signed off after saying bye to the rest of the guys I was talking to from my class. I swear I think they only talk to me for the work. I mean yeah I can help you out when you need it but shit don't always come to me for everything.

I promise I'm not frustrated.

Just annoyed.

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That next afternoon I finished up my last final and I was out of there.

Tonight Aaron and I are going out to the bar to have a few. Ok maybe a little more than a few but we will see how that goes when we get to the bar.

"Is anyone else coming tonight?" I was on the phone with Aaron.

"Just my friend Rick."

"Who's rick?"

"A friend from work." Aaron worked at a school. I seriously have no idea how she does it but she loves it.

"Alright. I'll be over there in a few."

"Ok."

I got off the phone and continued to get ready. I wasn't really trying to impress anyone so I wasn't worried.

I was out the door and hoped into my truck. Now this is my baby. I love my Ford truck.

When I got to Aarons we got into her car and we drove to Dustys. This local bar that we come to a lot. There was a house band playing some country songs and all I did was head to the bar. After this long as day I was read for a drink and i was going to make sure that they kept them coming.

Amy was sitting at the bar with me while she was talking with her friend Rick. He was already here when we showed up so apparently he was waiting on us. Oh well.

"Spencer!" I turned around almost spilling my beer in my lap and I'm glad that I didn't.

I sat there in front of my friend Heather from the softball team that I was going to be playing on and she had a friend with her. I knew that I was talking with Heather but I couldn't keep my eyes off her of her friend. Her smile was cute as she stood there beaming like a bright light at me.

"Oh Spencer this is Ashley. She's going to be playing on the team with us." Just hearing that brought a smile to my face.

"Nice to meet ya." I got the words out of my mouth.

"You too." She was trying to talk over the music that was playing behind us.

Just as fast as she had brought the smile to my face it was taken away within a instint. Right behind her a girl came over and wrapped her arms around her waiste.

"That's danielle. Ashleys girlfriend. She's also on the team." Oh joy. I heard the words come from Heathers mouth but I didn't want them to be true. I put on a smile and I said hi.

So much for high hopes.

(A/N: Hey you guys...sooo yes its new and I hope that I get readers...but of course it's all up to you guys on what to read and what not to read lol...but either way you know I still got love for ya'll(yes i said ya'll LOL)!! Anyways if you've read my stuff before than you know what to do...LEAVE THE LOVE!! XD THX!)