What is going on in Melinda's head?

I am an Outcast

There is no point looking for my ex-friends

It is easier to not say anything

Maybe I can gobble my whole self

IT sees me

I can't get the words out

Tears flood my eyes

If I felt like talking, I would explain

I should probably tell someone

I say nothing

I can't spit it out

I can't do anything

I look out the window

I can't do it today

I'll try one more time

Words float up

Let me tell you about it.