HOW DO I FIND MY VOICE?

The school bus wheezes to my corner

I am the only person sitting alone

A guy shoots a Ho-Ho at the back of my head

"I Hate You" Rachel mouths silently. I am outcast

I make it through two weeks

A note says "Pizza 555-4892. Small tip this time."

We communicate with notes

I can't help myself

I nibble on a scab on my lower lip

She didn't even bother to find out the truth

Rachel will hate me

Fought for the right to speak

No one should be forced

I must talk to Rachel

Hey

Are you still mad at me?

I write

Some guy raped me

Yes, I'm OK