I loved her.
I still do,
Even as her chainsaw pierces my chest.
She taught me so much.
I didn't know death could be so beautiful
Until I met her.
Covered in blood.
She was like a goddess,
Come to collect tribute.
I understood her anger of my indecision crystal clear
I made her dress as a man.
Made her look like a man in the mirror,
For two whole years.
I was insensitive and cruel.
Together the two of us cried
Broken tears.
For what was lost
And biologically not given.
My love.
It's alright.
Know that you are already forgiven.
I don't think she's realized,
I've known all along
I've been living on borrowed time.
I lost it as I committed sin after sin.
The clock didn't stop,
It continued to chime.
Things I never got to tell her,
Words I never got to say.
(I love you)
I fall to the ground,
And my chest is a churned mess.
I try to force words past my lips
That for this I understand,
And don't love her any less.
I knew the love of a woman.
Who was so much more then Vincent,
And all the other men.
What else can I say that hasn't already been said?
Because of her,
I could love red again.