Is there something wrong with me?

I am outcast

I watch myself in the mirror across the room

I'm hiding in the bathroom, waiting for the coast to clear

I can't stop biting my lips

It is getting harder to talk

My throat is always sore, my lips raw

Even if I dump the memory, it will stay with me

What is wrong with me?

I adjust the mirror so I can see reflections of reflections

I should have washed it

My face is dirty

I lean into the mirror

Eyes after eyes after eyes back at me

A thousand eyes blink

No makeup. Dark circles

Am I in there somewhere?