Im Zendaya Coleman, most of you know me as a sweet, nice, and a caring girl, but your wrong. Don't get me wrong I'm nice, but I'm not perfect, really I'm far from perfect. That's why I don't care for Disney, you have to be an angel In Disney's eyes to represent them and I don't like being forced to be a person I'm not.

Well I'm looking forward to my break I'm going to take as this the last day of Shake It Up! The show's season is over and we'll be back In about ten weeks to start shooting the new season. As we wrap up the last episode of the season we start to go around to tell everyone goodbye.

''Hey Zendaya we go chill over break?'' little Davis asked.

''Sure we will ,come over anytime you like'' I say.

You might think that I don't love my cast members, but I really do care for them like they are my family. I spend the next two hours on the set before finally decide to head home. ''Hey Z, when can we hang out?'' Bella asked as I was about to open the door.

''Um, I guess later on today'' I say, giggling a bit. ''Okay, I'll text you when I'm my way'' Bella says as she walks away. When she's out of sight I get so mad at myself. It would be a whole lot easier if I wasn't in love with her. Yeah, I'm in love with her.

I can't remember when it started, but I can tell you it's been going on for a while now. As I leave and start to walk to my house I start to think about Bella again, which always made me sad that we were not together. I started to listen to music to calm my thoughts. ''Take Care'' by Drake was what I mostly listen to. It's not just the song, it's seems as if the song was made completely for the situation between me and Bella. If you ever listened to Take Care then you know what I'm talking about. I know she's been hurt by her ex-boyfriend, Jake, god what an asshole. You could tell she was hurt and sad by the way she carried herself, for at least three weeks. It made me happy and sad at the same time when she broke up with him. I was happy that she got that dick out of her life, but it made me sad because I hated to see sad, she's not just the same person. All I needed was for her to let me be in her life, so I could love and take care of her, take care.

I made it home about fifteen minutes later and went straight to my room. My parents weren't home yet, but I never really see them until morning actually. I go upstairs to rest, as it was a long and hard day on the set. I fall asleep some time later while listening to music. I wake up and find my music still playing on my phone. I turn it off and I discover that I have 4 missed calls and six text messages.

''Hey Z, I was wondering that if it was okay to come over?''

''Z?''

''Are you asleep?''

''Since your sleeping, I want to tell you you've been a good friend, and I'm sad that we can't hang out today''

''Love you''

I hated when she sent me, or told things about loving me because she doesn't know how much I love her, and it's KILLING me. ''No, no we will hang out today'' I say aloud, quickly grabbing my phone. I call her, but she doesn't answer. I try again, but it works to no avail.

''That's just perfect!'' I yell aloud, getting angry at myself for messing up a day I could have spent with my love. I plopped down back on the bed and look up at the ceiling, just thinking about Bella. It was consuming my life everyday, I mean, and it's not helping that I'm famous, and the fact that Bella was my best friend.

After about twenty minutes I hear my phone ring. I think nothing of it, it was probaly my parents, or someone, but it was Bella. When I see that it's her I quickly answer the phone. ''Hey Bell!'' I say, excited that she called back. ''Hey Z, were you asleep because I tried to call you and I tried to text you'' Bella says Bella. I was glad to hear her voice, it was just, so beautiful. ''Z, are you still there?'' says Bella snapping me out my thoughts. ''Yeah, yeah I'm still here, I fell asleep as soon as I got home I was tired, sorry'' I say. ''Don't worry, I can come over there now?'' ask Bella. ''Sure'' I say. ''Okay, I'll be there in about fifteen minutes'' says Bella. ''Okay, see you when you get here'' I say.

When we hang up I couldn't be more happier. The love of my life was coming to my house to be with me. The only thing that would make me happier is if she would be mine, but that's something I have to take one step at a time. I hear a knock at the door and I quickly run downstairs to answer it. When I open open it it's not Bella, it's little Davis.

''Oh, hey Davis'' I say, a little dissapointed. I guess Davis notices this too. ''Were you expecting someone?'' he says with a grin. This totally catches me off guard, so much off guard, I don't know what to say. ''Uhm, uhm...'' ''Don't bother'' Davis says as he continues to grin at me. He must thinks I'm crushing on some boy, but the real answer would blow him away. ''What are you planning to do for your break?'' I ask, trying to make conversation between us, and trying to get my mind off Bella.

''Nothing much, but I'm going to be over here most of the time'' says Davis ''Sure, it's boring over here most of the time anyway'' I say. I really do enjoy his company, he's funny, full of life, and just good to be around. I then hear another knock at the door. ''Davis, can you answer that?'' I ask. ''You need everthing done for you'' he say, as he goes downstairs to answer the door. ''It's Bella!'' Davis yells up to me. I knew it was probaly her, that's why I sent Davis to answer the door.

I knew as soon as I saw her I would start to have stronger feelings for her. You can say I was trying to avoid the feelings as much as possible, even if it meant not answering the door to see her. I prepare to see Bella as I hear her and Davis coming up the stairs. When they enter the room I'm at my closet, pretending to look for clothes. ''Hey Z!'' says Bella as she runs up to me. ''Hey, Bel..., I couldn't finish because Bella gave me the biggest hug ever.

I was loving that she was hugging me and I was pretty sad when she let me go. ''What should we do?'' I ask, having nothing on my mind to do, except be with Bella. ''We could just talk'' says Bella. ''Okay'' I say, glad to do anything she says. ''Boring, I'm going to listen music'' says Davis, snatching my phone and walking away. We talked for hours until we got to a topic I wasn't prepared for. ''Zendaya'' says Bella ''Yes'' I reply ''Do you have a crush on someone?'' says Bella.

That really caught me off guard, I knew I couldn't tell her, not yet. ''Uhm...uhm..'' I say grabbing the attention of Davis. ''Yup, she gotta crush on someone, when I came here she was expecting someone, and when she saw it was me she was upset'' says Davis.

They both started to laugh, but it was serious, my love for Bella was consuming my life. ''Well Zendaya, who were you expecting?'' she says in her playful voice. ''I was expecting you and Davis'' I say, even though It look like she wasn't convinced. ''I'm not letting it go that easy Z'' says Bella. I wish I could let go of these feelings for her that easy. Three hours later it was 8:23 and it was starting to get dark outside. ''Hey, Zendaya can we stay the night?'' asks Bella. I was considering lying and make up some excuse, but then I realized that it could give me extra time with Bella. ''Uhm, sure'' I say. ''Thanks!'' Bella says running up to me. I was expecting her to give me a hug, but instead, I got a kiss. It wasn't a I-love-you kiss, but it made me want to melt. I felt my cheeks blushing and tried my best to hide it. ''Well I'm going to call my mom to bring my clothes'' says Davis, as he leaves the room, leaving me and Bella, alone.

It was going to be a long night.