What's up guys? I'm back with another story. My first Yu Gi Oh GX fic. This will contain angst, self mutilation, and in later chapters a yaoi between the match

made in heaven JadenxJesse.

Come on I think they were meant to be together. If not then 4kids is dropping some MAJOR hints.

Well enough rambling on with the fic. I DO NOT OWN YU GI OH GX OR THE SONG THE BRIGHTSIDE OF SUFFERING.

Woohoo my first chapter story:

I swear that if I could I'd take it all take it all away all the sorrow and the pain.

Jaden Yuki sat alone in the Slifer Red dorm. In front of him was a 6 inch switchblade. In the deepest depths of his mind he was having an argument with well… himself. On

one side of the argument there was the part that wanted him to give up. Just to take the knife and cut a little too deep. On the other side there was the part that did in fact want

him to cut just not deep enough to kill him. Now this was a lose lose situation for Jaden. Either way the blood of the Slifer angel would be spilled.

I not responsible you always say just you need your space and this always ends the same.

Not knowing what to do Jaden decided he wouldn't cut that deep. Not today anyway. With tears falling from his beautiful brown eyes he picked up the blade and brought it

to his wrists, which was already littered with the scars and mistakes of his past. He slid the blade across his wrist leaving behind a scarlet red line. The color red in his mind had

never looked so beautiful.

HEY! Is your heart still beating? I CANT STOP THE BLEEDING! I've lost you completely….

He no longer felt the pain of the blade. He was as he likes to call it comfortably numb. Another cut. One two three four five more. And he was done. He cleaned up the mess

on his wrists and his bed, and hid the knife under his usual spot under the mattress.

Unknown to our slifer angel someone had witnessed the whole thing. A certain obelisk student with teal hair, and stunning green eyes to match. He was biting on his lip to

keep from crying out. How could he have not noticed his angel in so much pain? Jesses' mind was set. He would not let this happen again. Jaden was the love of his life, and he

will not stand to see him in so much pain.

"I refuse," Jesse whispered to himself "I refuse to let my angel go down."

Ha-ha was it terrible? Did it make you want to puke in your mouth? God once again I suck at writing angst. Forgive me. Well let me know if you want me to

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xo,

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