Ok, so you all know what time it is. This story will be a bit sadder/angsty than the rest. So because I just got done reliving the moment when Kushina and Minato die, which caused me to be currently in my feelings…..here you all go!
Paring: I don't write ANYTHING I don't support. But its SasukexSakura :)
Rating: F for feels….Or T for Sasu-babe
Title: Because I need you
Summary: "Being beat or burnt to death was nothing compared to loving Sasuke. Yet she knew what she was getting herself into. She knew what would happen if she loved him, and she did it anyways."
Disclaimer: Not mines….but if it were there would've have been SASUSAKU in this past chapter. Crossing my fingers for next week….
WARNING: This will be sadder than usual. Not like, 'OH MY GOD SASUKE-KUN DON'T LEAVE THE VILLAGE AGAIN!' It just wont be as happy…DON'T BLAME ME! Blame Kishi for letting me watch the death of Kushina and Minato….
Because I need you
"Teme just talk to her."
"No."
"Come on bastard, just talk to her."
"Hn."
"Sasuke just—"
"I said no Naruto!"
A sigh. "Sasuke. I can tell something's wrong just—"
"This doesn't concern you Naruto."
"Yes it does Sasuke! She's my best friend! Everything you do with her concerns me!"
"Hn."
"Look Sasuke, I know something happened between you two. You haven't talked for two weeks. Stop being stubborn and just talk to her."
Another sigh. "Just don't break her again….ok Sasuke." A statement. "You weren't there last time; you don't know how hard it is seeing her like that." Naruto got up and left, leaving the Uchiha to his thoughts.
X
"Sakura."
"I'm fine."
"No you're not. I can tell it's still bothering you."
"I said I'm fine Ino."
"Obviously you're not Sakura." A pause. "I haven't seen you this upset since…" The sentence drifted off into the cold hospital air; freezing before it shattered into pieces.
"I know."
"So are you going to—"
"No! I'm not. It was made quite clear two weeks ago," she spat, still bitter about the situation.
"Sakura…."
"I'm fine Ino."
Said blond sighed, "Ok Sakura. You know where I am if you have to find me." She got up and left.
Stupid Sasuke.
Stupid Uchiha.
He was such a bastard!
Sakura looked at the picture of them on her desk.
She was smiling and he was smirking.
When was the last time that happened?
Her anger grew the longer she looked at the picture.
She took one last look at it before she threw it across her office, shattering into a million pieces.
Her breath was coming out fast and uneven; adrenaline coursing through her veins.
How dare that Uchiha?
How freaking dare he?
Just the thought of that bastard made her angry. She hadn't wanted to hurt somebody so bad in her life. He was horrible, selfish, awful and any other thing she could think of.
She hated him. She hated him so freaking much it hurt.
'No you don't, you still love him', her inner reminded her.
She sighed in defeat, knowing her thoughts were right. It hurt loving Sasuke Uchiha. It hurt like hell. There was no greater pain than the one he gave her.
Being beat or burnt to death was nothing compared to loving Sasuke. Yet she knew what she was getting herself into. She knew what would happen if she loved him, and she did it anyways.
The pink haired girl was so caught up in her thoughts she didn't even hear the knock at her door, or notice when someone walked in.
It was when she heard that voice—so beautiful, deep, and alluring—that she went back to reality.
"Sakura."
Her eyes slowly looked up, scared to look him in the eyes. She knew as soon as she looked, it would be over.
Her knees would get weak, and she would forgive him for all the pain he caused her; for every damn thing he did.
"Sasuke." She spoke quietly.
Sasuke sighed, not knowing where to start. He had done so much, nothing he said would seem right. The Uchiha was hopping she would start off the conversation, like she always did, but it seemed as if the odds were against him.
He was about to speak when her voice cut in. "Are you just going to sit there, or say something worthwhile?"
His mouth opened. Closed.
What was he supposed to say? 'I'm sorry?' Nothing seemed adequate enough.
He took a deep breath—it was barely noticeable—and prepared himself to speak—something he had never been good at.
"I'm sorry Sakura."
She gave him a blank look.
"I'm sorry for hurting you; for yelling at you."
Sakura shocked him with her reaction. She laughed. It was a laugh donned by someone who had been through pain and suffering. Someone who was done, because they did all they could do. It was bitter, and it left an uneasy feeling in his stomach.
When she was done with her laughing fit—like the one he had that one time—she spoke, the bitterness still left in her voice.
"Save it Uchiha." It was short, but nothing even close to simple. Those three words held such a huge impact.
Sasuke clenched his jaw. He didn't trust his mouth at the moment. Instead he stared at her, hopping she would get the message he was trying to send.
Sakura sighed. "Listen Sasuke. I'm not in the mood ok? It's obvious you have nothing to say, so could you leave. You made it clear how you felt about me two weeks ago. And I understand."
He continued to stare. Understand? What did she understand?
"It's obvious you don't know what I mean, so I'll explain it. I'm. Done. I've loved you forever Sasuke but there's only so much someone can take. And I've reached my limit."
Sasuke gave her a look of hurt, confusion, heart break, sadness, bitterness and so much more.
She couldn't be done. She couldn't be done! He wasn't done, he still needed her.
"Sakura….you can't."
"And why the hell not! I'm tired of this. I feel like I'm dying, that's if I'm not already dead! This whole 'us' thing, can't work. And it's not because I don't want it too. Because god knows I do. It's because of you Sasuke!" She yelled at him. She was completely out of breath, her tears pouring down her flushed face.
"It can," he spoke quietly.
"No it can't! Not until you change Sasuke."
"Sakura…" he started again. "It has to."
"Why? Why can't you understand Sasuke?"
"Because…you're my everything. You are everything that I need. Everyday you're not with me I feel, lost. These past two weeks have been the worst days of my life. Without you I feel nothing. I am nothing. I feel how I did back when I was gone for those years. But when I came back, you made me alive again. I didn't feel so bad and I actually thought I deserved to live for once. Without you Sakura I don't know anything."
Sakura gasped. He had never said anything like that to her before. Her eyes widened and more tears poured out.
"Sasuke…"
Sasuke stepped towards her and grabbed her hand, bringing it his face. "Please Sakura."
Never in her life had she imagined the Uchiha to be so…
He suddenly pulled her closer and buried his head in her shoulder while he hugged her tightly.
"Sas—"
"I love you Sakura. Please don't let another day pass where I'm not with you."
Her breath hitched as he hugged her even tighter. "Please."
Sakura felt all her defenses go down, and her anger and sadness fade. "….I love you too Sasuke-kun. I always have."
She felt him smile against her shoulder.
"And I always will."
Annnnnddd finished! I hope you all liked it. Its kinda my first time—really my second but my other story was so horrible I don't like to count it—writing something like this. I hope I didn't make anyone too OOC. I mean of course Sasuke-chan HAD to be nice and sweet because he was trying to get Sakura to stay with him! He can't be a BASTARD and try to get her to stay with him!
Like I said this was inspired by character death and Bruno Mars when I was your man and Hope who am I to say. Pretty sad songs if you ask me lol. Oh and idk what I would make them fight about, besides the usual stuff, so I didn't explain why. Ill let you all decide ;) And I love love love SS! But I HAD to get this angsty one-shot out. Trust me, I'm usually an happy fluffy SS writer/reader.
Its kinda late so I apologize in advance for any grammar errors and stuff! Sorry ;P
ANYWAYS, I hope you all enjoyed and thank you for all the love and support I've been getting! You guys are the bestsest! ^_^
Most importantly, keep calm and love My sweetheart Itachi-san!
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Ja Ne!
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