Maybe if I was better this wouldn't have happened.

If I was loveable and not just the evil queen.

Then, I maybe I'd have Emma and Henry here.

With me.

Maybe I wouldn't be so alone.

Maybe if I'd been able to quit magic for good I'd still have my family.

But no.

I am the evil queen.

I'm not loveable.

I didn't quit magic.

I was alone.

Worst of all I don't have Emma and Henry.

I don't have my family.

I didn't mean for it to happen. I really didn't. I loved her. I never wanted her hurt. Then, Henry left me for those damn Charmings. He left me here where everywhere I look I see Emma.

Her crystal blue eyes.

Her soft, pink lips.

Her pearly teeth.

Her wheat, blonde hair.

All gone.

All because of me.

I'm all alone.

No happy ending.