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Summary: Kagome develops Bulimia/Anorexia after believing the horrible names the school bullies call her. After being sent to the hospital, from collapsing at school, she is sent to the Shikon Institute for teens. There Kagome struggles to regain her normal self back with the help of her doctor, Inuyasha. But does Kagome want to get better, and can she recover for the one person she grew to love so earnestly?
Chapter 1: Proluge
"She needs oxygen! Get the mask!"
"Her heart beat is off; if we don't get her into the ER soon she is going to die."
The paramedics lifted the frail girl onto the stretcher like she was made of thin glass. Like one wrong move would break her, they wouldn't be surprised; she was so skeletal that it looked like if you bent her arm it would snap in half she was so thin.
After they strapped her down onto the stretcher they jogged with her out of the bathroom and placed her in the ambulance.
"Hook her up to the heart monitor. Make sure she is still breathing. Dan call the hospital and tell them we are on our way…."
All noises faded away replaced by darkness
(Flashback)
Kagome walked down the hallway with her best friends Ayume, Erie, and Yuka. They giggled as they saw the cutest and most popular boy in the school walk past them.
"Hey girls, have a good weekend?"
The girls giggled and nodded.
Hojo smirked, "that's great. We should all hang sometime."
The girls nodded and then waived as Hojo walked past them and to his class but not before catching the wink he threw at Kagome.
"Oh. My. Gosh!!!! THE Hojo talked to US!!!" squealed Yuka.
"I KNOW!!! AND he wants to hang out!!"
The girls chattered until they reached their class then took their seats.
After the lesson was over it was time for lunch. The girls walked up to the long lunch line and looked at the menu.
"I'm soooooooooo hungry," Kagome wined, "all I had for breakfast was like three bites of a cereal bar."
Erie giggled, "Kaggs you're always hungry."
Kagome looked at her innocently, "well I can't help it, I just am."
They all laughed and continued forward as the line moved.
Finally after ten agonizing minutes Kagome got her lunch then sat down and began eating.
Ayume stared at her as she ate her soft taco then took a bite of her giant Cesar salad.
"Wow Kaggs….your going to eat ALL of that?"
"Yea, why wouldn't I?"
Ayume just raised her eyebrows then shook her head.
After a satisfying lunch they walked to the trashcan and threw away their trash. Just as Kagome threw hers away she heard a cold, screechy, the-last-voice-she-would-ever-want-to-hear. Kikyou.
"Wow Higurashi, I never knew you could put away that much food. Where do you keep it all? Do you have extra compartments in your legs?" she sniffed.
Kagome was taken aback…what was this prep trying to say?
"What are you talking about Kikyou?" she asked.
Kikyou screeched a laugh, "your just so clueless little Higurashi. I think that all that FAT you carry around is taking up room in your brain!"
'What? Fat? I'm fat?' Kagome looked down at her small, skinny belly. It didn't look that big…
"That's right Higurashi, look at the nasty thing you call a body. You're so ugly. You're the fattest person I have EVER seen!"
Kagome felt tears prick the sides of her eyes, "what ever Kikyou, just because some people aren't twigs like you are doesn't mean you have to be so mean." Yuka spat back.
Kikyou just rolled her eyes then turned away and walked back to the other sticks she called her friends.
Kagome's friends looked at her with pity, they knew she wasn't fat. But that bitch always brought her back down once they made her believe she wasn't ugly.
"Kagome, you know that hoe is just jealous because you have curves."
She made it. She was home at last! She plopped down on her bed and shut her eyes. Kikyou's words rung in her ears.
"You're ugly!!! Your fat!!!"
She let the tears flow down her cheeks. She looked over on her bedside table and looked at the picture of her and her grandfather. He had passed away from leukemia a few weeks ago. Her whole family was devastated, especially her mother. She had been yelling and screaming at her the past few weeks. Calling her the names the bullies call her at school.
She had never told her mother she was bullied. She didn't want her to worry about her well-being. She already had to get over the depression of her father leaving into the other world.
"Kagome, its time for diner." she heard her mothers sad voice.
She remembered when her mom was happy. Not even a hint of sadness before, but know its all they here. Sadness.
Kagome descended the stairs then walked to the kitchen. She sat down at the table that was set for three. Her mother served her then looked longingly at the empty seat at the head of the table where grandpa had sat at every meal.
Picking up a piece of baked fish, Kagome popped it into her mouth then took a bite of rice.
"This is great mom, thanks."
Mrs. Higurashi nodded in response, not even looking at her. Kagome sighed then looked back to her food. After a few minutes she tried again.
"This was grandpa's favorite," she saw her mother wince, "I bet he can smell it all the way up in"
"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!!!" her mother yelled.
Kagome and her little brother Sota jumped and looked hat her with wide eyes.
"CANT YOU SEE I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM? WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT, YOU STUPID, IDIOT OF A CHILD!???"
Kagome's mother had never said that to her before. She swallowed and looked at her mom with uneasy eyes.
"WHY CANT YOU JUST SHUT THE HELL UP ONCE IN A WHILE? WHY CANT YOU BE CONSIDERATE OF MY DAMN FEELINGS? ALL YOU DO IS SIT ON YOU FUCKING ASS AND EAT!! THAT'S ALL YOU DO!!"
Kagome felt a lump in her throat she couldn't wallow.
"WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING USEFUL? LIKE GET OFF YOU FAT ASS AND DO SOMETHING AROUND THE HOUSE? OR EVEN BETTER LOOSE A FEW POUNDS SO YOU CAN DO SOMETHING!"
She couldn't take the insults any longer. She sprinted from the room and to her room where she fell on the bed and cried herself to sleep.
Kagome woke up a few minutes later. She looked at her clock to see she had slept for about 15 minutes. She wiped away any traces of tears and looked in the mirror. She took of her shirt and looked over herself. She could se a rib or two poking out. She didn't look fat…was she?
Kagome pinched the small bit of baby fat on her tummy and her face turned into a look o repulse.
She wanted to throw up she looked so disgusting.
Wait…that isn't such a bad idea…I can loose weight purging, and that way I wont get any fatter! But wait…isn't that dangerous? She heard of people getting really sick when they did that… that won't happen to me, ill just do it until I get skinny then ill quit.
She made up her mind; she was going to get rid off all the stuff she ate today. Kagome walked to the bathroom then locked the door. After she washed her hands she bent down on her knees then put a hand towel on her lap.
Lifting her shaky hand, she stuck two fingers down her throat. She gagged on reflex. Nothing came up, she did it again. Still nothing. After about five more tries some of her diner came up. Sticking her fingers down farther down she gagged then more came up. Tears streamed down her face at the thought of her taking a short cut to being skinny. She was weak.
Her thoughts went away as she felt a mouthful of vomit come up, turning back to emptying her stomach she did the process over again until there was nothing left to come back up.
(End of Flashback)
"Get her into the examine room stat!!"
"Keep pumping that air Mitch!"
The paramedics' rushed her into the hospital and started running down the hallway to the examine room so they could see what kind of condition she was in.
"Pulse is forty a minute."
"Get her on the heart monitor again."
The medics rushed around the room turning on machines and disinfecting items. The stripped the girl of her school uniform and dressed her in a hospital gown. One medic stuck an IV in her hand and let some of the drugs flow into her system.
(Flashback)
She was running in gym class, it's been getting harder than ever. Her breathing was labored; soon she couldn't take it anymore and fell over.
"Kagome!"
Hojo and her friends rushed over in concern.
"Are you alright?"
Kagome nodded, "yea I'm ok, just a little dizzy is all."
"You should go to the nurse, here ill help you," Hojo helped her to her feet steadied her.
He put an arm around her waist and walked her out of the gym.
On the way to the nurse Hojo spoke, "you know Higurashi your looking great lately, you been exercising more?"
Kagome blushed, "I-uh…yea I guess…"
Hojo smiled, "well keep up the good work, soon you'll be pretty enough for me to like you."
That struck her in the heart….the one guy who she likes….thinks she's…ugly?
"Um…yea"
He dropped her off at the nurses and went back to class. Kagome sniffed and made herself not cry and asked if she could go home because she wasn't feeling to well.
She fell on her bed and let the tears that threatened to fall all day. She told her mother she was just tiered and wanted to be alone.
Soon her mother came up to her room to tell her it was time for diner, she faked sleep and prayed to any god that was listing that she would buy it. To her luck she did and left Kagome undisturbed.
After a few minutes her mom left Kagome got up and walked toward her bathroom. She repeated the same process she had been doing for a few weeks now until she was certain there was nothing left to purge herself from.
(End of Flashback)
"Thanks for coming Mrs. Higurashi; we are really concerned about your daughter's health."
"Is she alright? Why did she collapse?"
The doctor sighed and sat down in a chair, "Mrs. Higurashi, you might want to take a seat."
Kagome's mom nodded then sat down on a plastic chair by Kagome's bed, then took one of her daughter's hands.
"Your daughter is in very serious condition. She is suffering from the lack of food; which triggered the panic attack, thus causing her body to shut down."
"What do you mean? Is Kagome not eating enough?"
"No, it seems she hasn't been eating at all, and from the looks of the acid damage in her esophagus, from the food she has eaten she has forced out of her system."
The doctor saw the look of confusion on her face. He took of his glasses and sighed.
"Mrs. Higurashi, I am very sorry to tell you this, but your daughter Kagome has Bulimia Nervosa."
(Flashback)
All her clothes were bagging off her. You could see almost all her ribs, her face was sunken in and her sharp cheek bones stuck out more than before. Her once curvy, beautiful figure was gone replaced by sharp edges of her bones that stuck out. Even her socks drooped off her ankles.
She walked down the hallway and to the cafeteria. There she saw Hojo, surrounded by freakishly skinny sluts, as always, including the biggest one, Kikyou, pulled onto his lap and her arms draped around his neck.
"Are you kidding? Higurashi? You GOT to be kidding, me like that fat whale? Not in this lifetime!"
Kagome gasped at what she heard…so all Hojo said about liking her was a lie? He was mocking her? Her lip trembled and her eyes overflowed with tears. She ran blindly from the cafeteria stumbling every once in a while.
She opened the girls bathroom door vigorously and stumbled in. she put her hand over her heart that was beating at high-speed. She took deep breaths trying to calm down.
It was so hard to breath, it was like someone was sitting on her chest and wasn't getting up. Her forehead was clammy and covered in a cold sweat.
Kagome staggered into a stall and collapsed to her knees. Everything was spinning; her vision was growing darker by the second. She gasped for a breath again then everything went dark.
(End of Flashback)
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