This is the first chapter of this fic… as you can see! Wow, that must have sounded stupid… anyways, all odd chapters will be written by my friend April, and all even chapters by yours truly :) She had written a short fic for me once and I decided to add to it cuz it didn't sound finished to me… so here it is! Oh, PLEASE REVIEW OR WE SHALL BOTH COME AFTER YOU WHEN YOU ARE ASLEEP AND MURDER YOU IN YOUR BED! Hint: she's the short one and made me do it! Go after her. Shifty eyes…
Disclaimer: Neither of us own Loveless… but do we ever want to, damnit!
Heartless to love…
Dedicated to Corin
Enjoy! lol
"Soubi…" Ritsuka groaned out as Soubi was nipping at the boy's neck playfully. They were lying under a large tree the shade casting among their bodies and Soubi was holding Ritsuka on his lap and holding his slender, cute waist while kissing at his neck and sucking at it. Soubi lifted his head from his neck paused and then rested his chin on Ritsuka's head, blowing softly at his cat ears. "Stop that!" Ritsuka hissed pushing his ears down a bit. "Anything you wish… for my Ritsuka." Soubi said in his deep voice, stopping what he was doing and lifted a hand to play with Ritsuka's violet black hair instead.
"Soubiiiii…" Ritsuka whined and turned over in his lap to face him. His mouth held a rather cute pout, one that Soubi adored. Ritsuka's tail flung back as he glared to Soubi his hands on the grass near Soubi's hips and his knees between his long legs. "What is it?" Soubi asked his elegant blue eyes blinking through his glasses and his mouth turned to a smile as he dropped the strands of Ritsuka's hair gently so it hit his nose. Ritsuka blinked and let a blush come to his face. "Oh! Nothing!" He said angrily at Soubi then suddenly losing his balance on his hands and fell into Soubi's muscular chest his tail flopped to his own face as he looked up flushing furiously. He noticed Soubi's heart pounding in his chest and Ritsuka sat up curiously. Then gained his courage and kissed Soubi on his lips hard. Soubi widened his eyes in surprise this was very bold of Ritsuka, though he didn't mind it one bit and he relaxed into the kiss finally letting Ritsuka take control.
Ritsuka licked at Soubi's lips his face hot and his ears pressed down he shivered when he heard the tiniest groan come from Soubi's throat. Ritsuka was too embarrassed to look into Soubi's crystal eyes now, so he kissed down to Soubi's chin then the side of his neck to nip at it as Soubi had done. "You learn quickly…" Soubi sighed, relaxed and warm. "Now only if you could learn like this at school…" He flinched as Ritsuka had bit him hard. "Shut up…" Ritsuka said hotly his face still red. Soubi took that as an order and said nothing more. Ritsuka's heart was pounding in his chest as he licked up the bite he created. Soubi tried to hold back a moan and gripped on to the grass with his fingers. This gave Ritsuka courage and shakily brought his hands to Soubi's white buttoned shirt and undid the first few he looked up to Soubi only to see his eyes closed shut. Ritsuka continued, his knees shaking between Soubi's tight black pants.
Ritsuka found his collarbone and sucked on it with his moist lips. Soubi had found his way to Ritsuka's black soft ears and rubbed them between his fingers earning him a moan from his Ritsuka and this time he gently bit him this time, then licked him lovingly. Ritsuka lifted his head to see Soubi's now flushed face and eyes shut he looked to see Soubi's hands white from gripping the grass. Ritsuka smiled this is what he was doing to Soubi! He felt proud and made his way to his full lips he kissed at the corner of Soubi's mouth then pressed the two lips together in a hot kiss. Soubi moaned when he felt Ritsuka's tongue enter his hot mouth but he couldn't find a way to stop him he was too warm, passionate and it felt too right. Ritsuka explored Soubi's mouth with his tongue and encouraged Soubi to do the same. Ritsuka felt him self getting hotter and wrapped himself around Soubi, his legs around the older mans waist and he pushed themselves together gaining a hot and loud moan from Soubi as he moaned inside Soubi's mouth.
Soubi started to panic. If Ritsuka did anything else he was sure he would lose control. Ritsuka however did not stop, he pulled his wet tongue out of Soubi's moist mouth and shoved Soubi against the tree with his arms and then licked at the blond's earlobe causing Soubi to arch and press against Ritsuka again causing them both hiss in pleasure.
"Ritsukaa…" Soubi whimpered as the boy already had the rest of his shirt open and was feeling around him. "Soubii…" Ritsuka moaned and ached for more.
"Ritsuka… stop…" Soubi panted as Ritsuka pulled at his hair and licked at his chest again.
"Noo…"
He was pushed to the ground by Soubi, the older man's hands grasping Ritsuka's wrists as his slender body was flat to the ground. Ritsuka squirmed underneath his Fighter as his blond hair fell on to his face. Soubi gave him one possessive kiss and hesitantly stood up.
"We can't…" Soubi said in a deep tone, almost smacking himself for saying so. The boy had grown on him and he learned to love him not at Seimei's command, but his own free will. Ritsuka rolled on his stomach and looked up to Soubi who looked like he was in deep pain. Ritsuka frowned and stood up his hot face starting to turn normal again.
"Seimei, right?" Ritsuka spat and ran a hand threw his dark hair, his ears tweaking. "I get it; you just liked me because Seimei told you to!" Ritsuka yelled, hands coving his tearing eyes. Soubi hurt at those words but just listened as Ritsuka continued.
"You're just are USING me like I'm SEIMEI!" Ritsuka yelled in his face as tears rolled down his soft cheeks. "Go away! I don't ever want to see your stupid face again…" He paused between chokes of tears. "Tha… That's… AN ORDER!" Soubi just nodded and walked away in the afternoon sun, leaving Ritsuka on the grass, crying.
Somewhere in the distance a man was laughing… Soubi turned around on his heels and looked to a dark corner to see… what he dreaded.
"Seimei…" Soubi looked to him with hidden anger in his eyes.
"My Beloved, come here." The man ordered in a mocking tone, a smirk on his lips. At first it looked like Soubi hesitated to come and would run away, but instead he came like a dog obeying his master. "Good Beloved." Seimei said and pulled Soubi by the cuff of his shirt to pull him closer to him so the two were nearly hugging.
"Now you know what you must do with my brother?" Seimei breathed in Soubi's ear. He took a hand and pulled a strand of his soft blond hair. When the Fighter did not respond, he took Soubi's earlobe between his teeth and pulled it. Soubi winced and said nothing. His blue eyes seemed to have lost their will. Seimei only smirked as he let go of his ear.
"Talk now," The Sacrifice called Beloved ordered his Fighter.
"Yes, my master." Soubi whispered dispiritedly and pulled himself away to see eye to eye with Seimei.
"You tricked my brother into loving you? For now he will be broken as much as I." Seimei said almost laughing as he lightly kissed Soubi and pulled him close. Soubi only gave in because he had to obey his master. Soubi waited until Seimei pulled away to speak.
"Ritsuka has not admitted to loving me." Soubi said his light navy eyes stern. Seimei only laughed and pulled at Soubi's long hair before coming close to Soubi's ear once more to whisper hotly in his ear, "Well then, you better get working on that." Seimei only smirked as Soubi was silent. He had found out that his Beloved had fallen for his younger brother he saw it on that day when no one was looking. He remembered that day clearly now.
"Soubi…" Ritsuka asked his head drenched in the rain as he shivered.
"What is it Ritsuka?" Soubi said stopping, noticing his distress. As the harshly falling rain pummeled the ground, Ritsuka looked down and whimpered his question,
"Soubi… If Seimei ordered you to… to kill me, would you?" Soubi did not hesitate and replied "Probably." Ritsuka jerked his head back in shock and started to run away the tears stinging on his face "I knew it!" Soubi quickly grasped his arm and said seriously when he pulled Ritsuka to his body "…But I would die first." Ritsuka's eyes widened at his words and huddled into Soubi more. "Stupid…" He said, nuzzling into his warm arms. They did not noticing a dark shadow in the corner smirking.
Yes, that was the day Seimei witnessed every thing and noticed Soubi's love. His dream spell was supposed to awaken Ritsuka and kill him from this recent memory, bringing him back to his old memories and Soubi was supposed to do this for him. If Seimei did not want to be lost forever he needed Ritsuka's old memory back, it was sort of a time travel to fix what he had done… but now, Soubi failed and since Seimei could not return to his normal self, he would take it all out on his little brother and his Beloved.