Obsessed
I'm obsessed and I'm enjoying every second of it. Zadr
AN: Warning Zadr ahead slash haters beware. Another drabble, I enjoy writing them I just hope you enjoy them just as much and more. (Crosses fingers) Please Review and make me feel special.
Its more exciting to reach your hand out to touch the stars and grasp empty air and still know their out there in sight but still in reach. Just to know that there's something more to life, a place of excitement and of amazing things. A mysterious panel in life, a challenge to be discovered. Just to know that I can be somebody out there I can experience the unimaginable and quest for fame and adventure, for importance sets my heart to beating loudly in my ears. My world becomes quiet on Earth and I can hear blood pumping through my veins, adrenaline coursing though my system and mirroring my own excitement at a challenge. Every time I reach out and feel nothing but see and imagine everything determination courses through me at the thought of a challenge and the accomplishment of it. The attempt at defeating this challenge, solving the mysterious alone would fulfill me by itself, because accomplishment or defeat I would know I've experienced the journey, the dream. I love challenges and another has been presented at my feet in the form of a small ruby-eyed alien. An obsession that I can see, feel, and interact with. Something I see that others do too even if I'm the only one who sees him for the truth. I'm obsessed and each day I find out more about him, finding he's exactly like me, discovering his perfection's and faults and every aspect of his essence. His mission, the mockery of his people and his desperation to feel something to be somebody mirrors my own. The more I discover about him the more I become obsessed, the Earth no longer matters to me even if I attempt to make it so. Because Zim is more than a challenge, he's everything. He completes who I am, because we both must be obsessed with something and being obsessed with each other is more rewarding and painful that anything else in the universe. We both accept each other as rivals and obsessions. Were no longer obsessed for our missions, our challenges, we are obsessed for each other and ourselves because being together is the only way either of us will survive. The experience we have together, the pain and pleasure when we kiss is the essence of our lives. There is no lust or love involved only pure obsession. We are no longer Zim and Dib, we are a combination of the two beings, a parasitic and symbiotic relationship, and that's suits us just fine.
Dib didn't even get a chance to look up from the screen before snakelike green arms entwined around him.
A hot breath fluttered across his ear. Dib shuttered with pleasure as Zim rested his head against the tattered black fabric covering his shoulder.
"Zim" Dib whispered.
"Dib" Zim whispered his voice laced with seduction.
And with that their mouths met, exploring and enjoying each other, the human and the Irken melting into one.
-Sanishal