A/N: I'm a bad person, I know, I'm sorry. I should be working on The Statistical Probability and I am... slowly but this came to mind and I needed to get it out because of reasons. Anyway this is probably going to have around three chapters and I promise I won't randomly leave it for a long time. This is a reaction fic because of The Breakup spoilers and rumours and this is one way that I would like it to play out. Enjoy!
"Look, I'm just being reasonable here, Kurt. I'm leaving tomorrow okay? And you're staying here."
Kurt stared at Blaine for a moment, completely at a loss for words. How could he be doing this tonight? How could he be doing this at all? Kurt opened his mouth to try to talk some sense into his soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend but he was cut off.
"Please don't make this any harder than it already is okay?" Blaine said choking up a bit, "This is what's best for both of us."
"What?! How on Earth is this what's best for both of us?!" Kurt exclaimed angrily, "You going back to Ohio isn't a permanent thing, Blaine! I told you we could work this out."
"What if we can't? What if you meet someone else while I'm gone?" Blaine argued sounding angrier, "It'd hurt a lot less if we did this sooner than later."
"Wha-I'm not going to meet someone else! I love you and I want to be with you! Why can't you understand that?!" Kurt was yelling now, his voice sharp and desperate, "I love you."
Kurt was staring at Blaine, begging him with his eyes as Blaine looked anywhere but Kurt, trying to hold back tears that were certain to fall soon. The silence stretched on for what felt like a lifetime as they stood in the middle of a dark, deserted Central Park. Finally Blaine looked Kurt right in the eye and Kurt thought he saw a flicker of heart wrenching despair before it was replaced by a hard, emotionless mask.
"I don't love you anymore," Blaine said monotonously.
Kurt felt as if his whole world was falling beneath his feet, everything was spinning out of control and he couldn't breathe. He must've heard wrong right? This was all just a bad dream and he was going to wake up next to Blaine and they'd still be together and in love right?
"W-Why... I don't understand," Kurt choked out after a moment, "Wha-"
"Kurt, I told you I don't want to make this harder than it already is," Blaine said firmly, "I just can't do this anymore and... I-I don't love you."
"No! No! No stop it!" Kurt shouted suddenly regaining his voice, "Why are you ending it like this?!"
"It's the only way you'll listen!" Blaine shouted back, "God, you're so stubborn sometimes! Why can't you just accept that this is happening Kurt, this is reality!"
"Stop! Just stop, okay!" Kurt exclaimed suddenly, his anger rising, "If you're going to be awful and hurtful about it then fine! It's over! Are you happy now?!"
Before Blaine could say another word Kurt spun around, headed for the exit and never looked back. His heart was completely shattered, tears were streaming done his face and he could barley control his breathing but he didn't care, he just needed to get out of there as quickly as possible. His apartment was only a couple of blocks away so he just half-jogged there instead of taking a cab. He fumbled for his key cursing his lack of coordination before he finally managed to get inside. As soon as he was safely locked in his apartment he fell to the floor and broke down in a fit of sobs. He had never felt like this before, he felt sick to his stomach, his heart felt like it had been hit with a hammer and it was still trying to beat against the agonising pain and his hands wouldn't stop shaking. He knew that breakups were horrible but he never imagined it would feel like this and he never thought that Blaine would ever make him feel like this. He didn't know what to do, he couldn't call Rachel because she was still sorting things out with Finn and it was too late to call Mercedes or Tina. He considered calling his dad but when he picked up his phone he realised he couldn't talk even if he wanted to. He tried to calm himself down but nothing was working and everything hurt so badly.
Finally he calmed himself down enough to crawl into his bed and fall into a restless, uneasy sleep. He woke up suddenly in the early hours of the morning and for a tiny instant he thought it had all just been a horrible dream and his hand automatically reached out to his right where Blaine should've been but his hand only found cold sheets. He silently sobbed into his pillow before he fell unconscious yet again, the rest of his night uninterrupted by dreams or thoughts.
When he awoke late that morning he felt terrible. His eyes were puffy and sore and his skin felt weird after missing his nightly moisturising routine. His hair was a complete mess and he was still wearing his clothes from the night before. He quickly tore them off in an effort to rid himself of the terrible memories of the previous night and hurried into his shower. He tried to care about how he looked today but what was the point? Where was he going to go? Who was he going to see? After a long search through his drawers to try and pick an outfit that didn't remind him of Blaine he gave up and threw on one of Blaine's old hoodies that he'd left and some old jeans. He wandered around his apartment unsure of what to do. He looked up at the clock which read 1:21pm which meant that Blaine would be on his way back to Ohio now and out of Kurt's life forever. Kurt sighed dejectedly and picked up his phone off the coffee table. He hadn't checked it since before he went out with Blaine last night and he noticed he had two new voicemails. The first one was from Rachel and she was sounding rather pleased with herself.
"Kurt, Oh my God I have so much to tell you! You have to call me back as soon as you get th-"
Kurt stopped the message short because he really couldn't be bothered listening to Rachel babble on about her terrific love life when his had just crumbled out from beneath him. He considered listening to the second message later but a little voice in his head told him to listen to it. He held his phone to his ear as a familiar voice filled his ear.
"Kurt, hi. It's me."
Blaine.
A/N: Oooh a cliffhanger dun dun DUN. Anyway, part two should be up tomorrow afternoon.
