Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, but the story is totally my own.
A/N: This story is totally out of character and kind of random. I guess we'll see what happens.
Bella Swan, sixteen and hating it. I'm sitting in my room, thinking about the past and everything that has happened. For a girl my age, in my current situation it's pretty intense. It obviously isn't as intense as other people I know but, it is still a lot to handle. To sum it up, I've had my heart broken, my dreams shattered, and no one there to help me through it all. I've had and lost countless 'best friends'. It's really hard to explain everything that I've been through, and surprisingly I'm still trying to deal with a lot of it now. Not having anybody to talk to about anything, and not having people there to take my mind off things when I really need it, has affected me more than I imagined. All I've ever wanted was someone who cared enough to be there for me, and wanted to be there.
A few years ago I thought I had found exactly what I was looking for. Her name was Jessica. We had almost every class together in middle school and we had gotten really close. I told her a lot and it looked like I was starting to get over things. She was helping me with a lot, with everything from books to boys.
I had fallen for her brother's best friend, Mike. She thought that was great and that he was an awesome guy. Mike and I hung out a bit, and we got really close. I really liked him and we were getting close, I could talk to him for hours, about everything, or nothing. I thought he liked me too. We were together for a while, and then things got messed up. We broke up and things between us were never the same. We hardly ever talked, and I had lost one of the greatest friends I'd had.
A year later we had started talking again. Things were different, but I thought if we could talk out what happened between us and get over it, maybe we could go back to being friends. We had talked it all out and we were working on being friends, when he started dating Jess. I was heart broken. Both of them had sworn to me for over a year that they had no feelings for each other. I found out then they had both been lying and in about a week, I had lost Mike again, and Jess.
I was alone again to deal with everything on my own. It just so happened that soon after that is when everything started to go to hell. It was freshman year; I had met new people and started hanging out with a new group. Things were looking up; I was getting really close with this girl Angela. She was quiet like me, but incredibly nice. We were getting close, but I still hadn't known her long, so I was still alone when it came to dealing with things that were happening.
It was winter term of freshman year when I met two sisters who would unknowingly end up helping me through a lot, and helping me on the way to dealing with things. And little did I know that the relationship with Angela would turn out the be one of the best I've ever had.
Any thoughts?
K