It took me to long to realize that i had feelings for you, and now we cant do any thing about it because your ...dead. How strange is it that your dead and im writing you a letter.But im writing this letter because I miss you and I never realized how much you meant to me until I didnt have you any more but what can we do about it now... I should have criedby now. I should be crying all the time but I cant seem to find the tears its...its like ever since you left I've been empty. Completly empty...I cant cry I cant laugh all I can do is hate... I hate everyone and everything it seems as thoug life is pointless without you.No life is pointless without you I no longer have the will power to live.Everythng is gone and im efficially dead inside...once again im completly mental im writing a letter to a dead guy.Saying it just makes it real and i just want to wakeup from this nightmare. Thats what I keep thinking is that im just gonna wake up tomorrow and its all going to de a dream...but it never is. By now im pretty sure that this isnt just a letter to some dead guy but its also a suicide note as well... and im at a total loss as to how im going to do it but I dont really care I just think that when its all over Ian be with you again and I will be able to feel something other than hate. So I hope that who ever reads this knows that i happy when its over and i can breath again and ill be happier then ive been in a long time.
Sincerly,
Remus John Lupin
PS. death isnt the answer
I just realized it a little to
late to care so goodbye
And remember
goodbyes are forever
so dont say it unless you mean it