After the war with Saint Dane, the Travelers get a chance to settle down. Confusing feelings come upon them all as they cheat on others while others cheat on them. SpaderxCourtney, BobbyxLoor, BobbyxSpader, LoorxCourtney.

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So starts my first Pendragon fanfic. My first M rated fic as well. On top of that, my first Yaoi and Yuri fic. I've been busy, and extremely bored. It's mostly Yaoi (which is boy with boy love) while the Yuri is more friendship wise. There's straightness as well. No actual sex for now (well, there's hinted), but some touching in this chapter. Don't bother reading if you don't like this kind of thing.

Anyway, here is the first chapter, it's told from Bobby's view. Other chapters are told from other POVs. The start is a little steamy, but the rest is clean say for hinted stuff toward the end. Enjoy.

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Chapter 1- (I'll think of names later, give me suggestions)

I smiled slightly as Spader's lips brushed my own. He was an amazing kisser. I opened my mouth as I felt his lips part and his tongue sweep over my bottom lip. I moaned softly into the kiss as his tongue entered my mouth. I loved his taste; it was sweet and reminded me of the after taste of sniggers. I leaned into the kiss eagerly, wanting more of him.

I was throbbing; I don't think Spader was any different. I slid my hand down his firm stomach and squeezed the bulge in his pants. Spader gasped against my lips. I smiled, I knew he liked it. Spader pulled away but pecked me on the lips lightly before pulling away completely. "I love you," he murmured softly, nuzzling into my shoulder.

I smiled, hugging the aquaneer tightly, weaving my fingers through his long black hair. He'd grown it out more so it went past his shoulders. It was soft to the touch, and I loved it. I gently pushed him down onto the couch, moving over him.

Spader looked up at me, seeming a little embarrassed. "Don't you love me too?" he asked softly.

I smiled and kissed him, pressing our bodies together. "Of course I do, silly. Don't ask stupid questions." Spader ached toward my body desperately. I kissed him softly on the forehead and brushed his long hair aside before latching onto his neck. Spader whimpered softly, happily moaning my name. I knew this was his hot spot, I was going to turn him on even more and I loved when he was extremely horny.

I felt him grind against me, but it was difficult for him because he was on the bottom. I pulled away from his neck and tugged him against me, pulling him on top. Spader smiled and he straddled my waist. I felt him rub against me and I tugged him upward on my body. I slipped my hand into his pants and he gasped softly at my touch.

"Courtney and Loor will be back soon, we shouldn't…" Spader murmured. I licked the head of his throbbing arousal and Spader quickly hushed. He obediently crawled off me and laid down on his back so I could get to him better. I took him into my mouth, licking away a few drops of sweet pre-cum.

Spader whimpered my name happily, aching his back to get deeper into my mouth. I bit and sucked at the sensitive organ in my mouth. I felt Spader give a sudden little jerk which I'd learned he always did when he was extremely close. I was about to take him deeper into my mouth and get ready to swallow his seed when a knock came from the door.

Spader and I jerked away from each other immediately and Spader tucked his throbbing and extremely close self away. I could tell it was driving him insane and that he desperately needed to cum. "Go finish it up in the bathroom," I said firmly, going to open the door.

"I like you to do it…" he sighed, heading toward the bathroom.

I opened the door and Courtney came in, hands full of shopping bags. Loor quickly followed her in. "Thanks for opening the door; I couldn't get to my key. Why was the door locked?" Courtney asked as she and Loor placed the shopping bags on the counter.

"I took a shower, didn't want anyone walking in."

Courtney nodded. "Where's Spader? Is he even up yet?"

Loor and Courtney went and started to put things away. Yay, they'd bought food! "Yeah, he's in the bathroom."

Almost as if on cue Spader stepped out of the bathroom. I sent him a small smile and he glanced away in slight embarrassment. "Hey look, food," Spader said happily.

"Yep. Glad you're awake," Courtney said with a smile. Spader winked at her and went to help put stuff away. I couldn't help but to feel a little jealous of them. Both of them had amazing and lean athletic bodies. They were both very beautiful people; Courtney with her soft and shiny long brown hair and beautiful silver eyes; Spader with his deep sun colored skin, long black hair, dazzling smile, and almond shaped sparkling chocolate eyes. It was no wonder I use to have a major crush on Courtney and was now head over heels for Spader. I loved them both for more then their looks though. I've told you a million times of Spader's amazing personality. He was funny, always upbeat, had a fiery spirit, and was very cocky. Courtney was strong willed, confident, and always trying to prove herself.

I think the thing I was most jealous of though was that they were together. How well the fit together, how passionate they were, it made me wish things were different between Loor and me. Loor wasn't the affectionate type. I still loved her to death though. I thought she was beautiful, and I loved how amazing she was. It was just; I wish she'd be more affectionate. It never used to bug me, but after getting a taste of Spader's passion, I was hooked. Strangely though, she's become even less affectionate lately. Maybe it was just me, but even Courtney and Spader weren't as affectionate as before.

I'd asked Spader about it, but he really didn't want to talk. I found out after bugging him and hitting his temper that it was because he didn't like to think of Courtney when he was with me. He also snapped at me that it was difficult loving two people, cheating on the one.

It made sense, and suddenly I started to worry about my relationship with Loor more. Was our relationship killing the relationship with our girlfriends? Then I realized Loor was the distant one, and Courtney was being just as distant as Spader (though they still had more passion between them then Loor and I have ever had).

I looked up curiously toward Spader and Courtney, Spader had his arms wrapped around her waist and was nuzzled into her shoulder. A bit of jealousy came over me and I threw a glance toward Loor. She was staring at them as well, frowning. It surprised me a little, so I went over to her, offering her my hand.

She looked up and stared at me for a moment, but then smiled slightly and took my hand. "Loor, can I talk to you?" I asked softly.

Loor didn't seem bothered. "I would like to talk to you as well, Pendragon," I flinched when she used my last name.

We both headed toward the balcony of the nice apartment the four of us shared. "What's wrong?" I asked uneasily.

Loor looked at me in slight confusion. "Nothing, I just want to tell you that I wanted to take Courtney with me to Zadaa. Is that alright?"

"Oh," I said in slight surprise. "Just the two of you? I don't mind you two going, but usually all four of us would go. I'll miss you…" Truth was I loved when Spader and I got a night alone. It didn't happen very often at all, and when it did, we took full advantage of it. Sometimes Spader and I made love when Loor and Courtney were there, but it was difficult because Spader couldn't make a sound and I couldn't thrust too hard or else it might make too much noise.

Loor gave me a smile, "It will be okay, Pendragon. We will only be gone a few days." Then she leaned in and kissed me softly. I regretted it immediately, but suddenly I wanted a passionate kiss. I yanked the warrior against me and kissed her back roughly. I wanted in her mouth, but she wouldn't let me. We'd been going out for months and she wouldn't even let me French kiss her!

When I pulled away, Loor was glaring at me. "Do not do that again, Pendragon." She then walked away, a frown still on her face.

I grit my teeth and headed inside to find Spader. I looked around in surprise when I didn't see him anywhere. I saw Loor storm into her and Courtney's room and slam the door. I turned my eyes to the room I shared with Spader.

Curiously I opened the door; it wasn't even all the way closed. I saw the two making out on Spader's bed. I had to laugh a little. Wow, they really were being distant. Usually they'd already be making love at this point.

Courtney noticed me and gasped in surprise. "I guess we forgot to shut the door again."

Spader crawled off Courtney and sent me a sheepish smile. "Pendragon, do you prefer getting locked out, or walking in and finding us having a lovey-do?"

I chuckled. "If you're both clothed, then unlocked. If you guys start to strip, please lock it." I smiled, a blush rising to my face as I remembered the few times I'd walked in on them. They usually didn't do it in the dark, so when I walked in I always got the fun view of Spader covered in a fine sheen of sweat, thrusting into Courtney, on the edge of his climax. I'd also walked in on quite a few types of foreplay. It was always a fun treat and made me horny as hell.

Spader sent me a seductive smiled and winked at me. I glanced away, blushing deeper. "We should probably lock the door then," Courtney laughed, tugging Spader back on top of her.

"Hobey-ho," Spader murmured seductively, kissing Courtney on the lips with tender passion. I gasped, forcing myself to look away. It was getting hot in the room, really hot. I loved watching Spader be dominant. I was usually dominant with him even though he was older, but he liked taking up being dominate when he felt like it. It was the same way with Courtney, he'd let her have her way with him sometimes. Usually when it suited her.

I left the room silently, closing the door behind me. I sighed, sitting on the couch and flicking the TV on. I was alone, with a ticked off girlfriend in one room and my ex girlfriend and best friend making love in my room. Life can be so weird at times. Most people who were 18 didn't watch cartoons, but hey, I wasn't normal. I also did my favorite thing of channel flicking.

I perked up when Loor came out of her room. "Where's Courtney?" she asked softly.

"Um, well, she and Spader are in my room… they're a little, uh, occupied," I replied unsurely.

Loor's frown deepened and she sat next to me on the couch, eyes settling on the TV. She didn't understand most of it, but watched none the less. I sighed; we were sitting a good distance apart. "I am sorry, Pendragon," she suddenly spoke up.

I sent her a look of confusion. "Why?"

"I haven't been very fair to you. I should pay more attention to you. At least as much attention as Courtney pays Spader. I do love you," she looked up at me. I flinched a little on the inside at seeing her emotionless eyes. I was used to Spader's shining and easy to read eyes.

"It's okay, I love you too," I said sincerely, pulling her into my arms.

We laid on the couch holding each other for a while. At one point I actually fell asleep. Spader woke me though. "Hey, wake up, mate," he spoke softly, gently nudging me a few times. I slowly opened my eyes and met shiny brown ones. "Hobey-ho," Spader laughed playfully, sitting on my stomach.

"What time is it? Where's Loor?"

Spader tilted his head. "She and Courtney left… I didn't even know they were going any where." I noticed a tab bit of anger in his voice.

"What's wrong?" I asked, concern coating my question. Spader wasn't mad very often.

He frowned, scowling at the floor. "She completely used me and left. As soon as I took care of her she suddenly said she had to go with Loor to Zadaa. I don't even think she said 'I love you' the entire time." Then the anger slowly vanished, replaced with gloom. "I must have done something wrong…" he murmured, pulling his knees up to his chest.

My eyes softened and I pulled Spader into my arms. "No you didn't," I said firmly. I softly kissed him on the forehead and cuddled the aquaneer.

"Pendragon… can I sleep with you tonight?" he asked curiously, nuzzling into my chest.

I smiled. Spader was very loving. He liked to cuddle and kiss, murmur 'I love you's and mean them. He liked to sleep cuddled up together. He preferred making love by tending to his partner, showing how much he cared. I couldn't help but to feel awful for him, if Courtney just used him, then chances were that Spader hadn't even gotten to climax.

"Of course you can," I soothed into his ear softly. Spader looked up to me and smiled, kissing me. I kissed back happily, pulling him closer so I could get more of him. "I love you so much," I mumbled against his lips.

Spader pulled away and stared into my eyes for a second before nuzzling into my neck. I held him close. "I love you too."

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