The Life of an 18 Year Old Pop Sensation

drip drop, drip drop...

now only heaven knows
how I really feel inside
I try my best not to let it show
but late at night, in my room
I think of you and start to cry

you know that I'm emotional
but still you break my heart
let's make no mistakes

we both know that
you're the one responsible
for hurting me this way
now my tears fall like rain

drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you - drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you

it's a quarter after twelve
I know I should be in bed
boy you got me feeling sorry for myself
I must confess, this loneliness is killing me
I'm so upset

how could you break all your promises
like you told me, you'd be there to hold me
I can not believe the way I fell for it
I was a fool to buy all the lies you sold me

drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you - drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you

maybe we were never meant to be
I'm sorry that it took so long for me
to see what's happening
you come around and then it rains again

drip drop...

drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you - drip drop
when will my tear drops stop
falling for you? - tick tock
steady as a clock, drip drop
I'm hoping someday soon
I'll be over you

it's raining, it's pouring
I try hard ignoring these tears
I try so hard, ignoring the tears
it's raining, it's pouring
I try hard ignoring these tears

I sung as I thought of all my memories of my life after him. It was too emotional, he was like every guy I'd ever met, knew him for a while, went out, but there was always something wrong, and he'd cheat. It was every time we said good-bye, we always ended up saying hi, over and over, and it was time for me to say bye, for good. Now I realize all I really did was break my heart, instead of setting it free. And it seemed that so many times I had tried, I made the biggest mistake, and I lost it all. My family was always there, but that was until I was 16, when I met Zachary. He was cute and funny, but there was something about him, he wasn't like every other guy. I started to feel something build, and eventually I couldn't go on a day without talking to him or seeing his beautiful face. And now here I am sitting in a recording studio, singing about how he broke my heart. I'd had just started filming High School Musical, it was a nice day in Salt Lake City, the sun was shining and we had to go in to record the songs, I had already met Zac, but he seemed more of a brother type, he was 17, and he was cool to me. But after recording 'I Can't Take My Eyes Off of You', I truly couldn't take my eyes off of him, but that was about 2 years ago, and I couldn't help but remember that day, when he broke my heart, and I had enough of history repeating itself.

A/N: Did You ALL like the first chapter? Well, should it just be a one-shot or what? If I can get over ten (10) reviews then I'll post the next chapter! ROTFLOL!!!

Peace,

Spoiled does peace sign with hand