Jenny always felt she was different. That she didn't go along with societies norm. Of course she liked dressing like what they proclaimed a girl to be or whatever. But she was more male like on the inside. If she voiced her thoughts sometimes people would say she was a tomboy. And that bothered her because she didn't believe in titles but it left her wondering where she fit in. Lately that had become more of a problem for her. Figuring herself out and where she stood in this fuck up of a world.
She sighed she wouldn't be questioning her bodily wants and much more if she hadn't fallen for her two best friends. Sure some people would think that was so bad but in the way that she thought about them they would reconsider. When she first had thoughts of making love to them both and even at the same time. There wasn't much else to it. That was ok. It was when she thought about bending Buck over and forcing his mouth down on Sour Cream's cock while she ram into him from behind did she start to panic a little. Or how she wanted to take HER boys out on dates and spoil them. Hold them from behind, pull them into her lap and just hold them, kiss there forehead, and have them snuggle into her at night. She often had simple thoughts like them seeing her off for work like loving husbands. Buck being a adorable house husband and it suiting him and Sour Cream of course being a big DJ. It always brought a smile to her face and made her sad at the same time. Being so close to something and knowing that you'll never have it is painful in a way that just keeps you coming back for more. She was addicted to it and didn't think she would be getting help to break from it any time soon.
Jenny sighed as she looked at her phone. Her break was almost up. She looked up at the sky between the alley walls and flicked away her cigarette bud. These days it felt like she was just existing. She was lost in her head more than usual and she could tell everyone around her had started to notice. Jenny wasn't a dumb girl she was above average smart. The kind of smart that never applies any type of energy until needed and the other time just does what's needed to get by. And google was one of her best friends. She spent part of her time usually looking things up that could help her understand herself more but it left her more confused than anything else. She decided to head inside before her dad came outside to get her and ruin her hiding place. She came in and took her usual spot of leaning on the counter.
"Hey Jen!" Her twin yelled as she stepped back in the building.
"Hey sis." She said smiling.
Her twin was the reason she was still in this shit hole of a town. She could never just go and leave without her. She wondered why she was her twin when she was a spitting image of their mother. And most would think that's a good thing but it wasn't. She knew the burden her sister carried was much harder than hers. It was hard for their father to look at her sister for long periods of times. And for Jenny to. Even though she really tried but sometimes it got hard to. She missed their mother dearly and her sister was a living reminder of what their family was missing.
"Your friends stopped by looking for you." Kiki said looking cautious. She didn't know how she would react. Kiki knew her better than anyone else so she had been caught on when her sister started acing different. She knew better than to ask though because she knew she only receive grunts and a series of its nothing. So as annoying as it was it was best to wait it out. She hoped she would come around soon.
"Oh really? What did they say?" Jenny asked as she started wiping off the counter. The guilty feeling that swam up through her thoughts was hard to ignore. She had been spending less time with them. It was hard to control her feelings around them. Especially since she already felt like they were hers and that she had the right to kiss them or touch them how she wanted.
"They were hoping to catch you on your break since they haven't seen much of you around." Kiki said coming around the counter. "They even asked me to tell you about the party that was going down in the warehouse tonight."
"Hmm." Jenny said as she thought on it. A party was a good way to have fun and just forget the stress of life. And she did miss them. It was killing her to have this small amount of distance with them.
"I can cover for you if you want to leave early tonight. I don't mind closing." Kiki said offering her a smile. She wanted her sister to get back out there and return to her old self soon.
"You know what." Jenny said throwing the towel over her shoulder. "I'm actually going to close tonight and you can go to the party early tonight so you won't be there late. My favorite twin and Beach City's cutest girl should have a little fun of her own." Jenny said smiling bright at her.
Kiki was so shocked she didn't respond right away. "Really? I mean if you really don't mind."
"What? Of course not. I'd do anything for you." Jenny said winking at her as she ruffled her hair.
Kiki laughed batting her hands away. "Alright alright!" She said taking her apron off.
"Now get out of here and I'll see you at the party." Jenny said pushing her towards the door.
She waved her off and kept watch until she disappeared down the street. The rest of the day dragged on slowly and Jenny sighed knowing the only that know one else would be by to get a pizza or order one. The only one she could think of that might is Steven and she laughed. She sat down at a table and watched as the sun set. The idea of seeing Steven wasn't bad thing. She liked the kid a lot. He was cool and full of surprises.
"Speak of the devil and he may show." Jenny said smiling as she saw Steven walking down the street.
He wasn't alone either. He was talking animatedly to Connie as he pointed to Lion. Following behind them was Pearl talking to Garnet. But wait as she stood up she could tell they where holding hands. And Garnet just said something that had made Pearl blush blue. She half stood staring for a minute more before she got herself together and pulled up the chair. She went to open the door and waved at them.
"Jenny! Hey!" Steven said as he bounced up to her and hugged her.
She laughed and hugged him back. "Hi Steven!" She said looking down at his bright smile. Lion roared and she giggled petting him some. "Hello to you to Pink Panther."
"Hi Jenny." Connie said giving her a adorable smile and she just had to ruffle her hair.
"It's about time you got rid of those lame frames." She said waving them inside.
"Eldest pizza daughter." Garnet nodded at her as she walked by her pulling Pearl in behind her.
"Hello Jenny we came to get food for Steven and Connie's sleepover!" Pearl whispered excitedly to her. Jenny laughed shaking her head as she closed the door putting up the closed sign. "Oh dear I hope were not to late are we?" Pearl asked worriedly since she saw her flip over the sign.
"Nooooo!" Steven whined as he ran over and hugged her legs.
She waved off their concerns. "No not at all. I was actually waiting to see of you would show up. Since I know everyone else is probably getting ready to go to the party at the warehouse." She said breaking free from him.
"Then why are you here?" Connie said as she sat at a table.
"Yeah are you grounded again?" Steven asked worriedly as he went to sat at a table.
Jenny shook her head as she walked behind they counter. She couldn't stop herself from looking over at Pearl and Garnet. Garnet was leaning against the counter with Pearl wrapped in her arms. Pearl was laughing at something Garnet whispered in her ear. It was cute and Jenny wanted it. Not because they looked like they belong together but because Steven had once told her that Garnet herself was a relationship. A fusion of two gems love. And how Jamie came crying to everyone in town about how She told him three was a crowd.
"No I decided to close this time. I'll be back in a bit." She said as she went into the kitchen.
She turned on the stove and set to work to make a pizza for them. She wanted to talk to them and see how they made it work but she was scared that she might over step some sort of line. She didn't know really know them but Garnet looked like a private person. And Pearl reminded her of her sister but her sister hand never been in love. She sighed as she put the pizza in the oven. It was at the right temperature yet so that would ass an extra 15mins. to the already 30 it needed to be just they way Steven liked it. She slowly washed her hands as she thought over her possibilities. With a groan she had chose and it was now or else she wouldn't do it. She came back in and glanced over at the two youngest in the place who were still talking. She sighed again as she gripped her arm and walked over to the two gems. She kind of wished Amethyst had came along because she was easier to talk to.
"Um." She said gaining Pearls attention then quickly looking away. "I was wondering could I talk to you two." Jenny said looking back at the couple. "If you don't mind that is." She added on fast.
"Wow." Pearl said turning back towards Garnet. "I guess you were right."
Garnet shrugged. "It was more of a guess. Fifty fifty really."
"Right about what?" Jenny asked confused and already thinking this was a bad idea when Garnet looked at her.
"Future visions." Garnet smiled as she pulled down her visor winking with her third eye.
Jenny's mouth fell open. "Damn that's awesome." Was all she mumbled.
"Yes well what did you want to talk to us about?" Pearl asked as she squinted at her. "You aren't going to say that are relationship bothers you. Are you?" Jenny flinched back at the glare Pearl sent her.
"W-what no!" She sputtered waving her hands wildly.
Garnet chuckled fixing her shades. "Babe relax. I think this might be important."
"Oh sorry. It's just that humans are so unnecessary with all there rules on love." Pearl said giving her a apology smile.
Jenny visibly deflated with a sigh. "Oh no worries then I'm the last person on earth who might have anything bad to say about your relationship when I have my own confusing mess." Jenny said rolling her eyes.
"Is that what yo wanted to talk about?" Garnet asked as she released Pearl to turn and lean on the counter and Pearl copied her stance after the nervous glance she saw Jenny send in Steven's direction.
"Yes and no." Jenny said as she slumped against the wall. "I want to ask something but I don't want to come off being rude or over stepping boundaries."
"Oh no worries were not easily offended." Pearl said making Garnet snort. She rolled her eyes and corrected herself. "We're not easily offended all the time." Garnet nodded and Jenny thought over her question.
"How can you to be in a relationship with Pearl if you're a relationship yourself and when you told Jamie three's a crowd?" Jenny asked biting her lip waiting for some kind of whiplash.
"He told you?" Garnet asked surprised.
Jenny rolled her eyes shrugging. "It's Jamie he came crying to anyone who would listen. About the beautiful afro goddess that turned him down because three is a crowd." Pearl snorted trying to hold back her laughter.
"Afro goddess?" Garnet rubbed her temples. "That boy's so dramtic."
"Tell me about." Jenny said slightly annoyed.
"Yes well the reason I'm able to be with Pearl is because Ruby and Sapphire love Pearl as well as each other." Garnet said with a small smile.
"And I'm very much in love with them as much as Garnet." Pearl said taking the other gems hand.
"But how does it work?" Jenny asked still not understanding.
"When our relationship first started I asked Garnet would she be okay with separating during the day so I could date Sapphire and Ruby. I wanted to be in love with them as much as I am with Garnet. If she wasn't ok with the idea then that would have been fine and I would still love her." Pearl said trying her best to explain. It had never been put into words before. "For as long as we've known each other Garnet has only ever been a fusion. She has only separated by force a number of times and by will less than that."
"Oh so how do the three of you interact with each other?" Jenny asked.
"Would you like to see?" Garnet asked leaning back up to full height.
"Garnet are you sure?" Pearl asked placing her hand on her arm.
"Yeah you don't have to. I've bothered you enough." Jenny said.
Garnet nodded. "Yeah they really want to show you that it works just like any other relationship." She said pulling Pearl close and kissing her temple.
"Oh um would you like to go somewhere private?" Jenny asked standing up.
"Yes thank you. I don't think Steven would even give you the chance to see anything since he would be all over the two of them." Pearl said looking back at the boy and his friend.
Jenny laughed motioning them to follow her. "You're probably right and we can out back. It's my new favorite place to be alone." She said making her way through the kitchen.
She checked on Steven's pizza to see it had 20 more minutes. She held the door open for the other two gems. Pearl kissed Garnet and stepped back. The fusion separated with a smile. Sapphire and Ruby were giggling as there bodies finished forming. Ruby smiled as she twirled Sapphire around and kissed her.
"Careful you two. You don't want to fuse when you only just separated." Pearl said as she smiled fondly at them.
"Well then get over here and kiss us." Ruby said mockingly making Sapphire giggle more.
Pearl rolled her eyes as she went over and knelt down. She moved Sapphires hair out of her eye and kissed her. "I've missed that laugh." Pearl said then she looked over at Ruby who was already puckering her lips. Pearl shook her head at her childish behavior. "Impatient as ever." She said titling her head down to kiss her.
"Only when it comes to you." Ruby said blushing red.
"Yeah our Pearl." Sapphire said hugging her. And Ruby hurriedly jumped in. Pearl easily held them and stood up. "It's nice to be the one getting held." Sapphire said snuggling into Pearl.
"Yeah why don't we do this sometimes?" Ruby asked kissing Pearl's neck.
"Because you love to have your arms around me instead." Pearls said rolling her eyes.
"Yeah you're right but still we should do something tonight." Ruby mumbled around her kisses.
Pearl thought for a moment as she brought them closer. She kissed each of their temples. "Hmm how about we go to the beach tonight."
"What about Steven and Connie's sleepover?" Sapphire asked combing her hands through Pearl's hair.
"I think they're going to that party after we leave here." Pearl said relaxing at their motions once Ruby joined in with Sapphire.
"What about Garnet?" Jenny asked speaking for the first time since they stepped outside. Who could speak when they just seen something as amazing this. And then her questions got caught in her throat then eventually died away when she just kept watching. They were so cute and happy. They just seemed to click together.
"Garnet will be happy as long as they are happy. She is the embodiment of their love." Pearl said smiling kindly over at her. She knelt down as the smaller gems wanted to get down.
Sapphire was the first to approach her. "It's okay to love more than one person." She said smiling at her.
"But only if all involved are okay with it and love you back in some way." Ruby said taking Sapphire's hand.
"I know you're both are right but I cant help but have doubt." Jenny said shrinking in on herself. "I might be the only one with these feelings and I don't want to push them away. They're my best friends and I don't want to loose them."
"But aren't you already losing them?" Sapphire asked reaching out touching her thigh.
"And you're just letting them slip through your hands without trying." Ruby said waving her hand around. "Don't you think we were scared when we took a chance on Pearl. We knew very well that we could end up ruining everything that we had together. But if we never tried we would have never made it as far as we did."
Jenny bit her lip as she looked down at the two of them before nodding. They smiled at her.
"Just remember that it doesn't matter what other people think about your relationship. It only matters what you guys think, how you feel, and staying happy." Sapphire said and her smile widened when Ruby kissed her cheek.
"You're so amazing." Ruby said twirling her around and they giggled as they fused into a laughing Garnet.
Jenny gasped amazed she couldn't help herself when she reached up and cupped Garnet's cheek. "I wish humans could experience fusions. It's so amazing and other worldly. You're so beautiful." She said honestly. Her heart thumped painfully as she remembered that she would never experience that with Buck and Sour Cream.
Garnet smiled softly as she placed her hand over Jenny's. "You'd be surprised at how much I hear that." She said chuckling as Pearl wrapped her arms around her waist.
"Not enough." Pearl mumbled in between her shoulder blades.
The ovens alarm broke the moment as Jenny raced back inside. "Pizza's ready!" She shouted getting it out.
She heard Steven's and Connie's shout for joy as she boxed it up. Steven went to grab it but Garnet snatched it up before he could. Jenny's warning died on her lips.
"Thanks Jenny." Pearl said touching her shoulder.
Jenny smiled at her. "No problem and thank you guys." She said as she smiled over to Garnet.
Who nodded and opened the door for Lion and the two kids. Jenny waved goodbye one last time. She rubbed a hand through her hair and set about cleaning up again. Today when she got up she didn't think it would have went like this. Checking to make sure the oven was off and back door was locked she headed out. She entered her house quietly knowing her dad and grandmother would be sleep. She found her dad snoring lightly on the couch. She smiled as she went over and gently shook him awake.
"Huh? Jenifer?" He said rubbing his eyes.
She was kneeling in front of him. "Hey daddy let's say we get you to bed okay?" She asked standing up and holding out her hand.
"Thanks baby." He said letting her guide him to the stairs. She helped up to his room and got him into bed. "I love you." He said closing his eyes.
"I love you to dad." She said kissing his forehead.
She was in no rush to get ready knowing that the party had only been going on for a hour and half now and would last well into the night. She took a shower and chose a outfit that she could move around in easily but still showed off her body. As she drove to the warehouse she tried not to let her mind wondered. She didn't want to think tonight. She smiled as she got out her car the bass from the warehouse reaching the end of the parking lot.
When she got in she immediately spotted her best friends. Sour Cream was handling his DJ thing and Buck was beside him bobbing his head to the music. She made her way over to the man made bar. Which was just barrels and buckets filled with alcohol and ice. She grabbed a beer and started to sip it. Scanning the area she found a cute girl dancing crazy next to Kevin. Which didn't seem all that crazy since people have done crazier things to get that boy to go away. He looked ready to run when a light all of a sudden enveloped the girl. Then it separated into Connie and Steven. She spit out her drink and stared along with everyone else. Nobody said a word as they got up laughing as the tears came. Sour Cream was raining glow sticks down on them as they jumped around. She shook her head laughing a little. Steven was never short of a surprise. Finishing off that beer she went to grab another as everyone got back to dancing. As she twisted the top of she felt someone throw their arm around her shoulders.
"Hey Jenny!" She heard Buck yell. She could tell he was drunk by the way he was leaning on her.
She wrapped her arm around his waist pulling him closer. "Hey yourself." She said into his ear. Smirking when he shivered.
"Where have you been?" He practically whined arms hanging loosely around her neck.
"Oh you know around." She said tossing her beer into the trash can. Not really wanting to bother with it anymore.
"Oh well lets go dance!" Buck said stepping out of her arms. He looked her outfit over and blushed.
She noticed and did a little spin. She stopped looking over her shoulder at him. "Is it to much?" She asked happy she had chose a red and white stripped crop top and a mint short skirt.
"No it's perfect." He said smiling at her but then blushed more. "For dancing! Which we should be doing." He said pulling her to the designated dance floor. "S said he was going to wait until you got here but when I told him you were here. He said he'll be down in a minute."
Jenny started pulling him back against her. Her hands sliding down his sides to his hips. "Then we'll just have to make him hurry to us won't we?" She husked in his ear as she started to move her body against his.
"Y-yeah" Buck stuttered as his body responded to her movements.
Jenny let her body drown away in the beat and finally allow it what it wanted. She wasn't surprised when a body pressed up against her back. Instead she rocked into it including it in her movements.
"We missed you." She heard Sour Cream whisper in her ear. She could he was drunk but she didn't care.
"I missed you guys to." She said as she cupped the back of his neck pulling him closer.
Buck turned in her grip and smiled at them. He place one had on Jenny's hip and the other went to Sour Cream's hip. Sour Cream kissed her temple as his grip on her body tightened.
"I love you guys." Buck declared happily as he started to sway again to the music.
Sour Cream smiled as he lean over Jenny's shoulder. He cupped Buck's face and then kissed him. Jenny gasped as not able to look away. How could she? When it was what she desired the most. Jealousy wasn't something she felt but a small part of her expected to feel it. No matter how her feelings were it was the only reasonable thought she had. She knew she could watch them kiss forever and not get tired. She pulled Buck closer to her. She whined when they stopped kissing. They smiled at each other before their lips were on her. Sour cream captured her lips and Buck latched onto her neck. Moans escaped her mouth when her tongue slipped in Sour Creams mouth. She wasn't uncomfortable but she wanted to be in a different position. When she left the comfort of his warm mouth she wanted to cry but she quickly reversed her position with Buck. She pushed him up against Sour Cream and leaned into his back as her hand slide up between the other two and wrapped around Buck's throat squeezing lightly. She smiled when he moaned kissing the back of his neck as he started kissing Sour Cream's neck. Her other hand threaded through Sour Cream's hair as he smiled at her. She returned it as she went to kiss him. It was hard to stop smiling when they heard Buck moan from the sight of them kissing. Jenny never thought that today would turn out as it did. But as to why it did she didn't care because she was happy and glad things were finally working out how she wished they would. The rest of her night carried on as such. With them dancing and kissing each other. And all went unnoticed to the one person audience that they had since Buck pulled Jenny to the dance floor.