This is my first fan fiction I hope you all like it.
Disclaimer: twilight does not belong to me all of it is Stephanie Meyers. I only own the plot.
I sat on my bed in the cottage with one thing on my mind, Jacob like always. I swear he was everywhere; there was no way to get him out of my head, my thoughts, and my dreams. I swear I needed a therapist, hello my name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I'm in love with Jacob William Black, my best friend since forever and unfortunately that's all he saw me as his best friend and that was it…" Hey, Nessie," Jake said
" Hey Jake, what's up," I replied before I zoned out the sound of his voice did that to me, calmed me and made me think about the million things that would never be in a positive way, Like his voice his presence gave me hope. Gosh I hate this, why couldn't he just open his eyes already and see what was right in front of him. Maybe I should just tell him how I feel and then by the occurrence of some miracle he would feel the same. Its not like I'm shy, especially not around Jake well not until my feelings began changing, now every time he touches me my heart beats faster, and when he smiles I melt, and I cant help but blush all the time, and he's all I can ever think about. Jacob, his laugh, his smile, his voice…
"Nessie, ness," he said waving a hand in front of my face.
"Umm, sorry Jake I spaced," its not like I could say I lost focus because I was thinking about how completely in love with you I am.
"It's okay, I was just asking if you wanted to hang out with the guys tonight, there's a bonfire," he said laughing at my expression
"Ness, don't think too hard you might hurt yourself," he finished laughing harder, when I punched his arm playfully
" Shut up," I replied fighting my smile. Finally I gave in
"Yes, Jacob I want to go," he smiled widely that smile that broke hearts mine specifically.
"Cool, I'll be back in an hour," he said kissing my forehead and earning a blush
"Love you, ness," he called walking out
"You to," I yelled after him falling back on my bed `more than you realize` I thought.
Okay, so that was ch. one i hope you liked it. Please Review -zoje