You are here at the nurse's station and you're trying to focus your eyes on the charts in front of you, but your mind is away. Her words are floating in your head.
I know that we're beautiful.
All you can think is..that she's right. You know that this relationship is the most important thing that you ever had in your life and for the first time in your life you're feeling really good with yourself. She knows you. She really knows. You let her knows you and she accepted you in her life like you did with her.
We're beautiful.
Something clicks in you, in your heart and in your mind and before you realized this, you find yourself running through the corridors looking for her.
"Come on Lex. Where are you?" you are murmuring to yourself taking a quick look in every room. Until you see someone staring at you. Meredith. You can feel the angry coming up in your body.
"I don't know what your sister…" you start to speak as you're walking to her.
" Half sister" she cuts you off. You give her a death look. She swallows and closes her mouth, staring at you.
" Leave her be. And if you have something to say about me choosing my interns and residents…say it to me. Not to her. Do I have to remind you of every time that Derek chose you?". And with that you walk away with a satisfied smirk on your lips.
You find her in the parking lot. She's sitting on a bench, wet from the rain that is coming down.
"Lex." You whisper and she looks up at you with a sweet smile. You take her hands and pull her up.
"What are you doing here? It's cold. You can get sick." You can't help yourself.
"Nothing. I was..thinking." she nods. " I was..thinking about you." And you find yourself smiling at her. Your eyes warm.
" Are you in trouble because of what I did? "
" No, sweetheart." You kiss her forehead gently and she smiles at you.
" I was thinking about you and about us." You confess. " Your words, your kiss. Lexie, for the first time in my life I'm really happy. And this is because of you. I have no words to thank you for this." You shook your head, still smiling.
" You don't have to thank me."
"I have to Little Grey."
"You don't have to."
"Yes I have to."
" Have not."
" Have to."
" Mark, shut up." she laughs.
" You can't tell me to shut up."
She rolls her eyes before meets yours again.
" Lexie." You swallow. Her eyes. Her eyes are the most beautiful and sweet eyes that you ever seen.
" Lexie.." You say again. " You're all I need."
The
tears are coming down
They're mixing with the rain
I know I
love you
" And you are all I see, Mark." she says before you kiss her lips, sweet and softly.