Hey guys, this may be a one-shot if I don't get many reviews….. So this is me trying really hard not to get down on my knees and beg you to review!!!!!
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Twilight (witch is sad) or any of the characters. But I do own the plot.
"Guess this means your sorry, your standing at my door. Guess this means you take back all you said before. Like how much you wanted anyone but me. Said you'd never come back, but here you are again. 'Cause we belong together now, ya, forever united here some how, ya. You got a piece of me and honestly my life would suck without you!" I belted into the microphone. All the lights of the party around me, creating a magical glow.
I finished the song and took a bow. "Thanks I said into the mic. "And Happy birthday Angela!" I yelled grinning. The first time I had in months, but thinking about the last time I did smile hurt to much. The last time I had, I was with him.
Whenever I look at anything, something inside me starts to ache. The lights in this room remind me of the party, just days before he left. Or my ringing phone, "What about now" being his ring, now it was "Apologize". Not that he ever called, I never thought he was telling the truth when he said he didn't want me anymore. Forcing myself to believe this lie, I lived in a haze, waiting for him to call and tell me that he was wrong and he was in love with me. But after two months of this haze I gave up. It was true; I wasn't anything special like he had made me believe before.
But this time it was only Charlie checking on me, like he always did now.
"Hey Charlie," I said trying to hear him over the next person in line singing. "Um… Ya, I'll be home soon, I'm getting tiered." I yawned into the phone. "Kay, bye." I snapped my phone shut.
"Angela!" I yelled trying desperately to get her attention.
Finally I got her attention, "Huh?" She said turning, her knee length black dress twirling with her. "Oh, Hey Bella." She said smiling. "Are you having a good time at my party?"
"Ya, it's really fun! But I have to go. I have work tomorrow and I can't be late."
"That's too bad. Well then I guess I'll see you at school then. Bye Bella" She called over the screaming crowd.
Walking out to my truck I pulled my jacket over my shoulders shivering. If he was here he would offer his jacket to me and then hold his stone cold arms around me. Now only the cold was whipping wind was around me. Feeling a tear roll down my face I hurried to my truck and began the short drive home.
"Hey Bells, Is that you?" Asked Charlie from his usual dent in the couch were he always sat during a game.
"Ya Dad, It's me." I sighed hanging my jacket on the coat rack by the door.
"How was Angela's party?"
"Just like every other Sweet Six-Teen. Loud." I said trying not to focus on the pounding head ache I know had, as I walked up the stairs.
"Did she like your present?" He asked eating a bag of chips.
"No, they open them after everyone is gone." I sighed. "Dad, I'm sleep so I'm going to bed, night."
"Night Bells." He called after me.
Ugh. I thought flopping down on my bed. Why did he leave? One day he just stops loving me? How can you just not love someone anymore? Feeling tears well up in my eyes I rolled back over.
This happened every night, I would think about what I could have done wrong and why he left. Then after thinking this I would have a mental break down, hide in my closet and sob for a good hour and a half. Then I would take a shower and go to bed. It was like a routine I had been stuck in since he left with his family.