Lilys POV:
Its been nearly a year since i miscarried and still its as raw as it was back then. Iain has been my rock, staying so strong through all this and being there for me. He always knows what to say in order to make me feel better and i don't think i could have made it this far without him. Rolling over i kiss him on his cheek and say good morning. as he mumbles in response he gets up and heads towards the shower as i start to get ready for work.
Iains POV:
She thinks i am some sort of Knight in shining armour or something. Im not. As i stand in the shower i let the water run for about 15 minutes before climbing out and getting myself dry and dressed. Buttoning up my shirt my phone pings next to me. Looking at the text my heart climbs into my throat. Not again…
"Iain, does she know yet? You have to tell her soon" the message reads. i take a minute to reply.
"Its Lily i want to be with okay. She doesn't need to know and never will know. It would break her heart. Now please i am asking nicely leave the past in the past." I place the phone in my pocket as i head back into the bedroom.
"Who was that babe?" Lily asks as spin round to face her looking confused.
"Your phone you Muppet. I heard it ping. Someone desperate to see you" she giggles.
"Yeah something like that. Nah it was just Jez asking when i will be in" I saw hoping she believes me. She nods and turns back to finish getting ready. Phew she believed me. Now all i got to do is hope she never messages me again. I can't have Lily finding out about her….