BY: empandad a.k.a.: j.pearl/ kyu saniko
disclaimer: i do not own slam dunk.inoue takehiko does...but i do own this plot...
rating: general/romance, PG13
pairings: MitRuMit yaoi
i made this story because i want to share something from my life...i am a girl who loves a boy but i just can't...i based my story here but most of it is changed...at least 20 of the story is based on real life. please review! hehe...
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the story is based on rukawa's point of view...
prologue:
fuck...i am here again,waiting for him to return...come to me...i'm waiting right here...last night, i had the most wonderful yet at the same time, a painful dream...i dreamt that i was in his in his warm, loving arms...he asked me if i love him...and that if i needed him at all...in my mind,no- in my heart, i needed him bad...my heart was crying...crying because of the feeling of loneliness...while i was in was in his arms...i was shaking...i was about to answer him but then i saw my mother behind the slightly opened door...her eyes twisted with fury and rage...then...i answred him, " i...i...i don't need you.
"...then tears were rolling down my face...everybody disapproved of this kind of love...mainly because of money...but fuck this world...money does'nt matter, right? i loved him so much but with all the hurt inside me, i just said no. then i found myself resisting his loving arms, then i stood up then walked away...i expected him to ffeel anything but happiness, i saw him smile...or was he crying? but then again, i swore i saw a smile on his face...i thought he was coming here today, but he didn't show...how i missed you...so much...so bad...we don't talk at all...the only time he talked to me was when we were in starbucks...i was near the opened windows then he asked me " kaede-kun, may i close the windows? it's too sunny..." he was so polite...which made him cuter and sexier at that time..." sure sempai..." then everytime he was near, i felt warmth...then during those nights when i could't sleep, i swear he was still awake, needing someone to hold on to during the cold, lonely night...i love him...