Life

Life teaches many things, hardships, friendships, losses, and horrors. I have learned more in my 19 years then most would have learned in 100 years. I have friends, friends that have taught me things about me and about other people. It took Logan a day to make me open up, slowly my life unraveled and I found out that one can not hide from their past or their future. I have learned loss from my brothers and sisters. I have learned what true family is when my brother gave his life to me. Then I learned to let go when I sent him to a farm so that he could have a good life. Each of these things have made me grown. Original Cindy taught me that it was ok not to be like others and Sketchy taught me to accept people for who they are. Now I have learned one of the most important things in the world, not to shrug people off. I have learned that I should give others a try. When I burned down Manticore, I forgot about what I went though when I was thrown out into the world. I forgot and Alec paid for my stupidity. I don't really know what I would have done if Rachael's father had killed him. I was blind not to see that Alec was doing the same thing as I had done which was build a wall between him and the world. Each day brings on new challenges to face and old challenges come back up, but I think for once, as I sit on this massive Space Needle, I think I can finally face these bumps in the road and maybe someday, I'll look back and say I accomplished something. Just maybe...