Chapter 1

As I looked out the car window looking out at the forest I smiled as a feel of home washed over me. My name is Isabella Swan but call me Bella I have come home to La Push to live with my dad Charlie. After being way from here for 4 years to go to college I just got my first job as a teacher at the La Push high school. I should tell you about my family my dad Charlie is the chief of police and he is also on the counsel as well as my bother but I will tell you about him soon.

I should tell you abit about my life i'm 21 years old with a 4 and half year old son who is called Tao Johnson. he is by far the best thing in my life his father was the love of my life and I thought he loved me too but turns out he didnt. we were talking about moving in together having kids getting married the whole nine yards but that all stoped when he started hanging around with Sam and his gang that how it all started.

Flashback

I was sitting in my room looking at the positive sign on the pregnancy test I started to cry with happy tears I know I was young to be a mum but I didnt care. I couldn't wait to tell Paul you see me and Paul had been seeing each other for about year now and we talked about having a family someday I thought he be happy I tried calling him but his phone was off.

So I got in my car and dove to his house he luckily lived alone his parents died when he was 16 so it was just him but when I got there I saw a lot of cars out front including my bothers car. I sat in the car for about 5 minutes before I got out when I got to his door I could here them laughing I didn't want to go in but I had to tell him I wanted to see him just as happy as I was.

I knocked and waited until Jared opened the door I stood back and look at him wondering why he was there when he asked in confusion

"What do u want Bella?"

I looked at him for a minute did he seriously just say that and said

"I came to talk to Paul you know my boyfriend is he there?" jared gave me a sad smile before nodding

"Paul's busy at the moment he doesn't want to talk to you I think its better you go Bella" he said in a bossy voice.

I stared at him as anger rose up inside of me I was pissed off that he would say that to me.

"Tell Paul I'm here and I need to talk to him it important" I didnt looking away from him until I heard shouting coming from inside unfortunately I couldn't hear what had been said.

Jared look back inside before looking at me nodded his head he disappeared inside and before I could follow him Paul step outside avoiding my eyes. I could see sam behind him I asked paul what was going on he wouldn't look at me he just said in a cold voice

"Bella what you doing here we are over so why are you here?"

I looked at him in shock I tried really hard not to cry about what he just said I couldn't get my word out so I just slapped him and ran off trying not to fall I could hear my name being called it was Sam. I kept on running until I saw my house but Sam was faster he stopped me. He turn me around and hugged me I couldn't think until I stepped away and looked at him with hurt and anger in my eyes sam saw my face and backed off a bit.

"What do you want Sam" I said trying not to cry he just looked at me with sad eyes and said

"I'm so sorry bells I know it dosen't feel like it now but it for the best that you and paul are over".

I look at him as if he was mad and hit him in the face with as much strength as I could muster.

"Fuck you sam you haven't talked to me in 6 months and now you are trying the do the big bother role you know what fuck you and fuck paul but I will tell u this both of you stay the hell away from me" I yelled as I saw paul walking up to us I turn around and walked away from them.

That was the last time I saw either of them because when I got home I told my dad I wanted to go and stay with my aunt and uncle for a while he was sad but said ok I asked him not to tell Sam and paul where I was going. he look up at me with a sad smile but nodded his head we started to pack and I got all the money I had saved and headed for my car and drove away but not before writing paul and sam letters.

But I couldn't handle going to paul's there they were so I went to sams knowing he wouldn't be there I knocked on the door and soon emily opened up she smiled when she saw it was me and asked me to come in but I told I couldn't I asked her to give these letters to sam and paul for me I told her that I loved her I gave her a tight hug and said good bye I got in the car and left.

Flashback ended

So here we are now me back in La Push to stay with my dad while my house is finished I looked at my son smiling to myself when I saw my dad he gave me the biggest hug smiling with joy.

I smiled back and said "I am happy to be back home I have really missed this place" Tao just looked at me smiled before giving me a kiss on my head we unpacked and the headed downstairs to talk with Charlie before going to bed.

I got dressed for bed and laid down and just looked at nothing thinking about mine and Tao's life 'things are about to change' I thought 'but I don't know if its going to good or bad'