He doesn't remember. He doesn't remember us, what we were. He doesn't know who I am.
I run my fingers through my hair, frustrated with this whole situation. Barry's an idiot for changing timeline. He knew thing would be different and yet, he still did it.
Barry enters the lab, late again with two coffee's in his hand. He hands one to me and goes to sit at his work area. There's a thick awkward silence between us. After a few minutes he looks up from the stack of papers on his desk. "Julian." he calls. I hesitantly look up at him. His eyes are bloodshot. he must not being getting enough sleep.
"I'm sorry." he says. I roll my eyes. This is the third time he's apologized. "I told you Barry it's fine."
"No, it's not. " His response surprises me. He doesn't usually reply.
Barry stands from is place at his desk. "What I did Julian wasn't ok. I changed a lot of peoples lives. I killed Cisco's brother, I made Joe and Iris hate each other, I gave Caitlyn powers. And you... I ruined our relationship."
"You can't ruin something that didn't exist."
"But it did exist. To you it did. And I ruined it. Just because I wanted save my family."
"It's not your fault. If I were you, I would have made the same choice." He shook his head. "I'm an idiot."
"Yes, you are."
He looks up at me. those green eyes that I love so much,, are filled with sadness and sorrow. "I'm sorry."
"Me too." I grab my bag and walk out of the room. I can hear him let out a sob. My eyes close and force myself to not cry to.
No, I will not cry. If he wants me, then he'll come for me. I'm not chasing him anymore.