I used to be happy, care free, with out anything to make me sad, but don't for get the word used. I am no longer hapy, now i am angry, burdened, everything is a red hot jab in my side, i have nothing to keep in my heart, or whats left of it.

I used to have friends, a family, a home. But now it's all gone, i am a fighter, that's the only reason i'm alive still, i have been traded sold, raped, beat, and under fed. I have nothing left except a cold, mean recored as a killer, i am me, i am the champ i am bella.

And the reason that i am who i am, and what has happened to me, vampires, they rule the earth now and they make the rules, every one else is jst added details. i am just a pawn in a game, a long unending game, but i will not lose i will not give up, i will fight if it is the last thing i do...