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Even though I've tone down and change it from its original form. This fic will have some dark elements and moments.This Dark Semi-Fic might holds and when I mean by might that is a BIG maybe okay?-Rape, Dark Elements, possible characters deaths, blood, violence, suicide, sex.
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Chapter I-Know my Pain
Our story begins in the land of fire within the village hidden in the leaves also known as Konoha.
It has been a week since Team Seven returned from their mission in the land of waves. Much has happen within the village hidden in the mist. Meeting the two mist ninjas Zabuza and Haku, meeting those two slightly changed the relationship of Team Seven.
Though Naruto thought he gained a friend from the two mist ninjas. Naruto learn that ninjas aren't tools they are human beings. They are living beings and that all living beings don't deserve to be treated as such tools.
But at last things return to same as before.
It has been a week but everything was the same as before the events of Waves. Naruto Uzumaki was still treated as the idiot of the group. No one truly took him seriously and Kakashi didn't teach him much of anything same goes for Sakura Haruno, the girl whom Naruto Uzumaki was deeply in love with.
Kakashi was mainly focus on giving Sasuke training lessons. Sasuke grew interested in Kakashi's lighting blade ever since he saw it. And ever since then he has been asking Kakashi to give him private lessons.
The Third Hokage has given Team Seven three weeks breaks from missions. The Chunin Exams were drawing near and the Team had dealt with their first S-rank mission even though they thought it was a C-rank mission.
With one week down and two to go the Team often spend time together or on their own doing self training or relaxing. Naruto was using this time to get to know his team mate a bit more. But however none has ever given him the chance to do it.
Sasuke Uchiha was either busy or didn't want to talk with him at all. Telling him he would lose time of getting stronger by getting to know Naruto more.
Kakashi Hatake always made a big excuse to get out of the question as such, using the Hokage or rather he promise Sasuke to train him or he has task to do or even "Sorry Naruto, but I'm too tired maybe next time?"
Sakura Haruno was the last person on Naruto's list. His reason was he was afraid of being shut down by her. He just wanted to get to know her, he want to be friends with his team. A team that works together is the team that will be the best!
But one day Naruto asked Sasuke and Sakura would they do lunch together. They agreed for once.
Before Naruto would meet up lunch with his team he stopped by the Yamanaka Flower store.
Ino Yamanaka another Konoha ninja, Naruto knows and is Sakura's best friend on rather use now as ex-best friend. The two were once good friends but are now rivals to win the heart of Sasuke Uchiha.
"Oh it's you Naruto, what do you want?" She asked him.
Naruto and Ino weren't friends they just knew each other. Much like Sakura, she was annoyed by Naruto's goofy behavior.
"Don't be like that Ino. I came to buy a flower." He said to her with an honest smile.
Ino's left eyebrow rose "What for? Hopping to win Sakura's heart?"
Naruto blushed as Ino read right through him "You know she won't take it. Both she and I are more interested in Sasuke-kun then you or anyone else."
"Hey you don't know that true. I am sure if Sakura-chan gets to know me a bit more then maybe…" He paused while Ino started too laughed.
"What's so funny?!" He yelled. Naruto stomp his right foot down. Ino stopped laughing when she saw the look of anger in Naruto's eyes.
"Sorry I didn't mean-" Naruto cut Ino off.
"I'm out of here you can keep your damn flowers." Naruto left in a fit of angry.
Ino didn't mean to get him upset but she shook her head "That idiot. Who he thinks he is, really?"
'Really what do they see in him? He doesn't look that interesting at all. Girls I just don't understand them at all.' He thought. Naruto picked a red rose from a nearby flower pot and ran off.
Few Moments later:
Naruto was running to meet up with Sakura for lunch, he wanted to get to know her a bit more since they were team mate maybe if he stop showing and goofy around maybe she'll notice how cool he was. And a good guy he was as well and maybe just maybe he can ask her out on a date. Naruto was holding a rose, he knew girls like it if you bring them stuff like flowers so maybe Sakura will like it?
Naruto arrive on scene but he was too late he saw Sakura was having lunch with Sasuke, they didn't even to bother on waiting for him at all. He saw the two were talking, he notice how Sakura was smiling upon Sasuke's company he was doing nothing just eating and talking when she spoke to him. He saw how happy she looked he saw the blushful look in her eyes, Naruto held the rose he had in his right hand tighten.
Seeing Sakura placed her left hand on top of Sasuke's right hand. Sasuke didn't even seem to notice it all. He saw Sakura was asking Sasuke some questions that actually made him smile Naruto wasn't sure what questions they were though but his gut told him it was bad news for Naruto he was losing.
Then he saw Sakura facing Sasuke as her face gotten closer to him. Naruto wasn't sure what she said to Sasuke, but Sasuke was lending back. Sasuke then sigh and said something that made Sakura out of nowhere clap her hands happily as she suddenly then hugged and gave Sasuke a kiss on the right cheek.
Naruto felt his heart cracked he felt a huge big crack in his heart. The Uzumaki bare his teeth as for a second his teeth look like a pair of sharp fangs. Naruto dropped the Rose, as Sasuke notice Naruto was watching them from afar he saw the Uzumaki dropped something. He saw a cold glare coming from Naruto's eyes, Naruto glare for about ten seconds before he left. Sakura was the last one to see Naruto before he walked away.
"Was that Naruto?" she asked.
"Yeah wonder what he wanted?" Sasuke wondered.
"He dropped something else." she noticed.
"Go see what it was." The Uchiha told her.
Elsewhere:
Naruto was on top of his rooftop eating a bowl of ramen to smooth his broken heart. He was jealous so jealous Sasuke had it easy he had the girl of his dream and didn't even notice it.
He was so angry he just didn't want to live with the bullshit. He didn't want to live with this life he was given, he could just end it all. He wanted too but inside of him told him different he wanted to give up so bad but deep down within him there was something telling him different, a voice that told him keep pushing keeping trying keep on trying don't give on living his heart was like a Rose it was now a broken Rose.
He could easily end it all and no one would care. He tried it before but failed his healing ability always kicked in. Keeping him alive no matter how much he bleeds out his wounds would heal and he would be good as new.
"Naruto?" A familiar voice called out to him.
Naruto looked over his right shoulder "Sakura-chan?"
Naruto saw Sakura was holding the flower he dropped "What do you want?" He asked.
"You left without saying anything, and you drop this." She has shown him the flower. Naruto just looked away.
"It's nothing, Sakura-chan." He said wanted to avoid the main subject.
"Tell me Naruto, why did you drop this?" She asked him.
"It's nothing Sakura-chan," He said.
"Come on, Naruto there's something going on and you're not telling me." Sakura glared at the young Uzumaki. Naruto turned around to face his dream girl.
"I thought you might like me if I give you something." Naruto said while trying to hide his embarrass blush.
Sakura smile for a second but laugh "That's sweet Naruto, but I like Sasuke-kun. I'm sure we can be friends, if you stop goofing around. And be serious like Sasuke-kun."
"Friends…just friends." he whispered.
"If you stop being silly all the time I am sure some girl will notice how great you are. But you're no way nearly close of how awesome Sasuke-kun is. We can be friends Naruto." Naruto's heart again cracked even more.
"What if, I really like you?" He asked her.
Sakura pause for a moment and started to chuckle "Oh Naruto, don't kid yourself. There's no way you and I will end up together. You're too wild for me and you eat Ramen all the time. Girls don't like guys who eat the same food every day, and we seen your apartment before. You're messy and-"
Naruto lashed out on Sakura "SHUT UP! You don't know shit about me or how I live!"
Sakura took a step back surprise by Naruto's sudden outburst "You still have your parents, you have friends. People don't make fun of you when you screw up! No one look down on you as a weakling! No one laughs at you when you say what your dream was. You don't know how I feel every time it happens to ME! Sakura Haruno, don't count on me anymore! Next time you're in trouble or alone don't count on me to be there. I am sure your Sasuke-kun will be there!"
Sakura gasp "Whoa Naruto wait, calm down I didn't mean it like-"
"Leave me alone! Go away, nobody cares about me. You're just the same like the rest, I hate them, I hate everyone. I HATE YOU!" Naruto took off in fit of anger; he jumped from rooftop to rooftop. Sakura was shock for what she did. She has never seen Naruto this way. He was always goofy and always smiling, never knowing what he truly felt on the inside. She hoped she didn't case the team fall apart or case any future problems.
Sakura Haruno will soon discover she just marked herself on a dark fate.
She wanted to say something cocky about what just happen. But she couldn't she just couldn't she felt scared on what Naruto said. Did he really mean what he said about not coming to her aid if something happens to her?
Kakashi Hatake's Home:
Kakashi was reading his favorite book, when he heard the sound of a knock on his door. Kakashi sigh as he closed his book and answer the door. Kakashi was surprise to see who was at his door. Sakura stood there at the front door she had a look of saddest which made Kakashi curious.
"Can we talk Kakashi-sensei?" Kakashi saw something was greatly bothering his young female student.
"Sure," He smiled underneath his mask.
Sakura sat down on Kakashi's bed while Kakashi pulled up a chair and sat in it.
"I think I hurt Naruto's feelings." She said.
"Oh?" Kakashi said as this caught his interest a bit.
"You and Sasuke usually do to him. But something tells me you hurt more than just his feelings." Kakashi added.
"I laugh at him and laugh at the possible if he said of me liking him more. And I told him I was interested in Sasuke more and I told him we can be friends. I told him if he acts more like Sasuke, then maybe he'll have girls liking him. Then he yelled at me, I've never seen him so angry. I'm afraid he said he won't be there if anything bad happens to me. And then he said he hates me." Sakura told her Sensei.
Kakashi shook his head "Sakura, give Naruto time. I am sure what he said he didn't mean to say it. Out of everyone we all should know how tough Naruto had. You have parents he doesn't; you and Ino became friends when you were young. While it took years for Naruto to finally gain a friend, I'll have a talk with Naruto. Why don't you go home it's getting late don't think Naruto hates you. He has a harder life to deal with."
"But why? I know he's an orphan but there been other like him." Sakura said while Kakashi shook his head.
"You don't understand Sakura, Naruto's different from the other orphans."
"But why?" She asked.
"I'll see you okay?" Kakashi got up from his chair and open his front door. Sakura still wonder why Kakashi didn't answer her. Was something else going on? Was there something different about Naruto that makes him like that?
Elsewhere: Naruto's Apartment
Naruto lay there on his bed. Hugging himself in the dark Naruto was hurt, he couldn't overcome this hurtful feeling he held in his heart. Jealously, anger, fear, lust, loneliness these were the feel he felt.
Jealous the girls were so interested in Sasuke Uchiha, their own selfish reason for liking him. Do anything to have his attention.
Anger he felt for the rival that stolen what he hunger, attention of people and girls, as all always tell him be more like Sasuke, be serious, be focus, stop messing around.
Fear of everything staying the same, no respect, no love, no family and no dreams the fear of having nothing.
Lust he has for Sakura, it drove him crazy. He could drop it and let it go but he couldn't he loved her too much. He want her that's all he needs, he want Sakura Haruno. He loved her, he lusts for her.
Loneliness it has always been there for him. It was his friend because it's always there for him, no matter where he is the loneliness always finds him.
'You don't have let it all remain the same Naruto.'
Naruto open his eyes. The voice got his attention he wasn't sure where the voice was coming from at all.
"Who are you?" He asked the voice as he didn't dare move.
'A friend…' The voice said.
"A friend? I don't have friends."
'That's not true. I have always been there for you. I always made sure you never gave up.'
"What do you mean? We never met."
'Your suicidal thoughts, who do you, think always calmed you down?'
"That…voice. It was you?"
'Yes,'
"What do you want? Can't you see I'm hurt? I got shut down by the girl I loved."
'And do you know why?'
"Because she loves a jerk."
'Yes and no, your dear Sakura-chan doesn't understand you. She doesn't understand your pain. She doesn't know what it is liked to be judge by your appearance or your behavior. She doesn't know what it's liked to be alone for so long. She also doesn't know what is it liked to be powerless.'
"Yeah that is true but, she's different. She's a girl and I'm a boy."
'Also you carry a tailed beast within you.' The voice added.
"You are…the nine tailed aren't you? Why should I listen to you?"
'Because I'm not the one who broke your heart.'
"She did hurt me, she broke my heart."
'She isn't the only one but she will be the first.'
"The first of what?"
'Of your little lesson plan.'
"Lesson plan?"
'Yes lesson plan, if Sakura understood your pain how it is like for you. Then maybe she can respect and even love you. She's a girl Naruto; she doesn't understand the hardship of a male Jinchuuriki like yourself.'
"I'm a Jinchuuriki?"
'It's what people like you are called. When a person's soul is use as a seal to trap a tailed beast like me. You are a Jinchuuriki, it's because your Jinchuuriki is the reason why your life has been shit. But I have a plan to make Sakura understand your pain. This plan will also have you and Sakura become closer.'
"Really?" Naruto started to get curious on what this lesson plan was?
'Yes, but she will feel great pain and suffering. She may even hate you. But she WILL understand the pain you have dealt with for so long. It is just a lesson, if you do what I say then she will become yours woman. Don't you want that didn't you dream of that?'
Naruto rose up from his bed, he wipe tears from his eyes "Yeah that is my dream. I want to marry Sakura-chan. I love her I love her more than Sasuke or anyone else does."
'The lesson will show her just that and more. Now listen and do what I say without question, this will work. She will learn from the lesson. I promise you.' A small chuckle was heard from the voice.
Konoha Streets:
Sakura made it home by herself. Naruto was on her mind since she left Kakashi's place. She didn't know why but what he said haunted her. She just felt she's going to regret what happen between her and Naruto.
Sakura's parents were gone for a whole month, going on little romance trip to the land of grass. Leaving their only daughter alone they knew Sakura was a big girl and she can handle herself, putting their trust into her.
Sakura dreaming away in her sleep dreaming her dreams, but her dreams troubled her.
"You don't understand me! You have your parents, I don't have parents!"
"You been friends with Ino since you were little, but Naruto it took him years to gain a friend."
"People don't make fun of your dreams!"
Haunted by Naruto's and Kakashi's words while within Sakura's dreams she remembers the first time the team introduce themselves to one another. She remembers what she said, she always giggled upon her goal and dreams. But she clearly said what she said with a sample sentences "I hate Naruto,"
"Naruto," She mumbled in her sleep.
While the young Haruno was asleep the window to her room open, as someone enter her room. The person was a young man. His height level was about the same as Sakura's but about one inch taller. He wore a dark blue sweat shirt with a hoodie. Wearing dark blue sweat pants as he wore a fox shape mask. He wore gloves.
The masked young man enter Sakura's bedroom as he saw the young girl sleep. He stared at her for over a few seconds. He touched the left side of her cheek, as Sakura turned over while mumbling in her sleep. The young man sat down on her bed. He looked at her sleep once more. But he looked away and looked around Sakura's room. He has never been in her room.
Seeing Sakura had a white jacket with the word "Strong will" on the back of it, hanging a coat hanger. Beside her closest was a wooden sword. Sakura was never seen using it before or even for the matter why she had it in the first place?
The young masked man let out a heavy sigh. He stood up and reaches inside his pocket and took out duck tape. As he stretch the tape, the sound of tape being stretch woke Sakura up.
"Who's there?" She mumbled.
Sakura's vision was burry sleepy she was. But once her sight burred out she saw the masked man holding the duck tape out. Just as Sakura gasped, he quickly covered her mouth with the tape. Once her mouth was covered the masked man, grabbed her by her wrists as she struggled.
Sakura couldn't scream she was silence by the tape. But she struggle and kicked. The man was too strong for her to struggle back. But she was able to get him off by kicking him where it hurts. The masked man rolled on the floor in pain holding his balls.
Sakura got up from her bed and quickly grabbed her wooden sword. Sakura was about to strike the masked man with her wooden sword, however the masked man grabbed Sakura's legs and pulled her off her feet.
The masked man got up after recovering. He tossed the wooden sword away from her. He then grabbed Sakura by her feet and tied her feet together. Sakura grabbed his masked and try to pull it off. He back hand her face.
While the man was fixing his mask, Sakura tried her bets to crawl away. Forgetting she was a Konoha Kunoichi. The fear of an unknown entering her house, inside the room where she sleeps, a place she felt safest.
Once the man fixed his mask he grabbed Sakura by her long hair as she closed her eyes in pain of having her hair pulled. The man grabbed her hair then bashed her face to the floor. The masked man grabbed her hands and tied them together.
Once her mouth, arms and feet were tied he picked her up and tossed her down on her bed as she bounce on her bed once. Sakura was terrific she didn't know who this man was or what he wanted. All she know was she was alone. She was alone in this very house and no one would hear her screams, no one would come to her rescues. No Sasuke, no Kakashi, no Ino and especially no Naruto.
Did he want money? Was he robbing her? Or was he gonna kill her? No her thought said he was gonna rape her. Yes rape her in her own house in her bedroom on her bed as the masked man got close to Sakura's face.
She panic she did what she could do, use her head. She head-butted the masked man as her head-butted cracked the mask.
The masked man backed up to the wall. His fox mask cracked. The mask fell as it shatters upon hitting the floor. Her room was dark she couldn't see his face. But what she saw was a pair of eyes a pair of blue eyes staring at her.
Sakura's green eyes stared at the pair of blue eyes staring right back at her. The pair of eyes looked sad, lonely but full of guilt. The man got closer to Sakura as the moon light shine down on him from her open window.
His mouth and nose was covered. All but his eyes was covered by a face mask much like Kakashi's. The hood kept his hair from being shown. Sakura was wearing a light pink color pj. Her heart start beating fast, fear overcomes her.
The unknown young man grab the hip of his sweat pants before he pull them down, now in his black color boxers. The unknown young man had Sakura on her back so she can look at her rapist. The unknown young man pulled down her pj-pants stripping her down to her white panties.
The young man touched Sakura's soft legs and reached up to her thighs. Sakura struggle but no effect came. With her panties now pull down to her legs, she was fully expose to her rapist.
Sakura's eyes widen in fear as she shook her head telling her rapist to stop, telling him 'No, no, no, not me please don't rape me'
The unknown man placed his right hand between Sakura's thighs touching her sweet virgin pussy. Sakura gave a lightly moan she didn't want to give her rapist anything. She closed her legs and glare at him.
'Kakashi-sensei help me! Sasuke-kun please save me! Someone help me please anyone!' Sakura thought.
Was this fate delivering a cruel revenge on Sakura for what she did to Naruto? If only she wasn't she didn't push him away then maybe he would be here now? I didn't matter none of it does. This man broke into her home and was about to rape in her bedroom on the very bed she sleeps.
Sakura shut her eyes close as she shed tears as she saw the man about to pull down his boxers.
"I hate Naruto,"
"Naruto you're annoying."
"Go away Naruto."
"Why can't you be like Sasuke-kun?"
"Oh Sasuke-kun!"
"There's no way you can beat Sasuke, Naruto. You can try."
"Naruto you idiot!"
"Maybe if you be like Sasuke-kun then maybe you've have girls like you."
"Let's be friends okay?"
Remembering the hateful words she said to Naruto, now in this very moment. She would have his knucklehead self run come inside and rescues her. She prayed to God that Naruto would come save her.
'Naruto, please save me I'm so sorry I'm so, so sorry forgive me.' Her last thought were.
But the man suddenly stopped. He watched Sakura's tears ran down her face.
'No…she doesn't deserve this. I can't do it. I can't do this to Sakura-chan.' the man thought.
'Don't chicken out now. You broke in her home, you tie her up, she there helpless on the bed. Take her, make her feel your pain your suffering. Do it Naruto rape her. It's the only way she'll understand your pain.'
'NO! I can't do it. Sakura-chan doesn't deserve this. I love her and I HATE seeing her in pain. I can't do it. I can't rape the girl I love. I just CAN'T!'
'Fine but once she finds out you got a lot of explaining to do.'
'I'll take that chance.'
The young man reached his right hand to Sakura. Sakura shut her eyes but suddenly. She heard something being cut when Sakura open her eyes. The young man was gone. Her hands were untie, she was alone half naked but alone and still a virgin.
Naruto's Apartment:
'You should have done it. It would be quick and over with. You weren't gonna murder just take her woman hood.'
"I know, but it just wasn't right. I love her too much to do such a thing. If I rape her it wouldn't make me a man or a better ninja. What kind of Hokage rapes a young girl because she broke his heart? I would be worst then scum. I could never live with." He said while looking at himself in the bathroom mirror.
'Coward are you gonna let her and them make fun of you forever! They won't accept you no matter what you do or how strong you become. They don't care if you live or not.'
"Yes I know. That why tonight I am going to end it. I know I can't do anything right. No one truly likes me they just pity me. I'm tired of it. I almost took Sakura's innocent because of this. No more."
'You fool you can't do it. I won't let you. I'll keep healing you.'
"True but that healing takes time. What if I bleed out a wound that never closes?"
'Damn you, you can't be serious!'
Naruto grabbed his kunai and held it against his right wrist as he bare his teeth. Cutting his wrist the pain was something he never will get use too. Then he went for his left wrist soon after.
'You idiot! You'll bleed to death you think killing yourself will set you free?'
"Yes my life was shit the day I was born. I have no parents, no family, no friends, the woman I love hates me. And my dream is only a fool's dream for someone like me." Naruto saw his cut wrists were healing. Naruto cut his wrist again but cut deeper drawing more blood.
BANG BANG BANG BANG! The sound of a loud knocks were heard. Naruto annoy the knocking and kept on cutting.
"Naruto! It's me Sakura! Open this door!" Sakura's voice was heard.
He annoyed her voice.
"Naruto! Please! Open this door I need to talk to you." She yelled.
Again he didn't answer.
"I know it was you. I know you came in my room. Please I want to talk to you."
Nothing.
"Naruto! I'm sorry I'm so sorry for being so mean to you. Please open this door. Please!"
There was nothing but suddenly Sakura heard the sound of something hit the floor. Sakura called Naruto's name again but there was nothing. Sakura picked Naruto's lock door by using a kunai.
Sakura enter Naruto's apartment and saw Naruto lied on the floor on his back. His wrist was covered in blood; there was a kunai jam in the right side of his neck.
"Naruto!" Sakura shouted.
Moments later:
Naruto open his eyes to as the sound of birds singing was heard. It was morning.
'I'm alive?' He was confused. He thought the amount of blood he shed was enough to kill him. Naruto found himself inside someone's bedroom. He wasn't who's bedroom it was but it wasn't his bedroom that's for sure.
Suddenly the door slide open as it was Sakura and alongside her was Kakashi Hatake. Naruto felt real sore. His neck was sore and so were his wrists. Naruto noticed his wrists were wrapped in bandages and so was his neck.
"Morning Naruto how are you holding up?" He asked.
"I'm…fine…" Naruto couldn't speak clearly just parts.
"Your throat was the most damaged. It will take some time but you're healed in no time. Your wrists are fine they healing. Sakura will be here to take care of you." Kakashi explained.
"Where am I?" He asked.
"In a guest house you're in the Uchiha resident area. Sasuke allow you to use this house until your fully heal. You're lucky Naruto, if it wasn't for Sakura. You would have died. She found you nearly dead. She came to me we patched you up." Naruto's eyes show sighs of betrayal. He felt betrayal no he felt cheated out of something he wanted.
"Naruto, I will say this once and only once. We DO care about you. We do care about you. Your part of Team Seven. Team Seven isn't just a team of people, it isn't a group of two boys and one girl and an old man like me. Team Seven is a family. Promise us you won't try anything like that ever again, okay?" Kakashi placed his hands on Naruto's shoulder facing the son of his Sensei face to face.
Naruto closed his eyes but quickly opened them as he nodded.
"Good, if you need anything just ring this bell." Kakashi hand Naruto a bell the same bell he used during the bell drill.
"Alright I'm going to see the Hokage. Sakura I'm placing Naruto's safety in yours and Sasuke's hands." Kakashi said.
"Yes Kakashi-Sensei." She said with a small smile.
'Sakura-chan, I almost raped her. And yet she saved my life…why? Why do they care about me now? I could have been out of their lives for good. Why save me?' those were the thoughts that haunt his mind.
'It's because you deserved to live.'
End of Chapter 1
Next Chapter-Healing Pain
Hello everyone Bunji here!
This has gone through many changes from its original form. The Original form was a deep dark fic. But now it is a semi dark fic, in the original version Naruto does rapes Sakura. And he kidnaps and makes her his slave, soon after he does the same to Ino and Hinata. But I couldn't have the heart to place such a thing here. So the more I thought the more it changed into something different.
Before I wrote this fic down, my heart and soul lately has been troubled by the war between NaruSaku and NaruHina. Each side is different, though NaruHina has been real cruel to other pairings of Naruto with beside NaruSaku.
I love Hinata much as the next guy or girl, but shutting someone's own love or thoughts of a pairing that they respect or love just isn't right. I respect everyone's pairing…though I will say this here and now. I may I respect everyone's favorite pairing. What pairing I do not respect is anything Sasuke or Uchiha related. Sorry Sasuke fans or lovers. I always dislike him as the years goes by my dislike for grew into disliking him into very much disliking him into hating as of right now. I hate his his fucking guts and I hate the Sharingan and Uchiha clan (not Mikoto, she's ok in safe zone)
I will stop here because if I go on this whole ending will be filled with reason why I hate him and the Uchiha clan. But I will say this, does anyone agrees with me lately in the pass Naruto's Manga chapter the Uchiha clan has a bad case of SNK Boss Syndrome or what?!
Anyway as I said before I made this fic, I did two things I made a proll and asked people around fanfic, do they hate Sakura Haruno and would they care if anything happen to her? I also place the same question for Hinata Hyuga.
After four days everyone has given me their answer.
About 80% of fanfic on proll and through PM told me yes they hate and they wouldn't care. And said they don't hate Hinata and yes they would care if anything happens to her.
But when I add on what happens as such being killed, used, beaten or rape only half had change of heart. Or told me that they don't fully hate her just dislike her for what happen in the manga lately and her in the past during the age of Genin.
20% told me they don't hate her and yes they would care.
For Hinata side about 90% said they don't hate her and yes they care while 10% said they hate her and doesn't care.
The balance seems greatly off and bit unfair don't ya think? And those whom I said and gave me their full reasonable reasons I respect that. But those who didn't gave me a good reason, and told me she hit Naruto's head again and again and she's still a Sasuke fan-girl, first of all that was three years in Naruto's time. She has change and so have Hinata, Naruto and the others, people change in time some people change that is.
And for Hinata, I know she may be shy but she has her real reason for being shy. And she waited for a real bad moment to tell Naruto that she loves him. Possible due she believe she would die but die with him knowing she always have cherish and loved him. I can understand that.
To tell you the truth if given the chance I could possible see Sakura and Hinata being very good friends.
People have forgotten few things on Sakura and I know seem a bit bitchy if this may but hear me out.
A-Sakura saved Hinata's life, if she wasn't there Hinata would have been dead. Pain did stab her deep she was bleeding to death.
B-Later on Sasuke not only wanted to end Karin's life but he tried to end Sakura's life TWICE! Saying his bond with team seven is no more.
C-Let the past be, and look into the future. I know Sakura did toyed with Naruto's feeling by saying she loved him and he judge her by saying she was lying, not really sure if she was telling the truth or not, I really don't know the mind of Sakura Haruno. But she wanted Naruto to forget about Sasuke, so he can move on, that promise alone is eating Naruto up, he went four tails because of it and it shorten half of his life span. Sakura knows she messed up and wants to take care of it so Naruto doesn't have to sacrifice himself anymore.
What I am trying to say is, just because you don't like her or what she did doesn't mean you have to be a black hearted. What if that stuff did happen, and you still don't care. That show you have a black heart sorry if I sound like an asshole. But I bet if it happen any other character like Hinata or Temari you would really care. Again sorry if I sound like an asshole I'm being honest here. Sakura isn't a villain or a real bitch as many see her as. I know Hinata have haters and Naruto have haters as well everyone does. Even Kushina and Tsunade have haters, why I have no fucking clue! But Sakura has the most hate even more hate then Sasuke which surprise me.
I love Sakura and I love Hinata I don't favorite one over the other. Both have different that what makes them so desirable by many fans. If everyone calm to hate Sakura then why there over thousands of art of her, why cos-players pick her, why many doujinshi or fanfic were made with her in it, why people use her a lot things if she the most hated. The same goes for Hinata as well sure she's super shy and cute when it comes it and everyone wants to bang Hinata, maybe a bit too much-sweatdrop-
But if you still want something to hate Sakura or Hinata for, blame the creator he write the events and they happen!
Doesn't matter if you hate or love them that character is inside your mind whenever the subject of the series Naruto comes to your mind, to me it's stupid to hate a good or loveable character because of past events that happen so long ago especially when that character learned his or hers lesson. If they know they made a mistake and wanted to correct it.
Sorry for ranting everyone, it's just the pairing war has really eaten me.
So I made this story so my soul can be any longer troubled by this, I know this may sound a real dumb reason for this stroy to exist, but its true. I know my words may or may not stop haters from hating but maybe I can stop some. I'm not sure, I'm just being honest. So everyone and I mean everyone, just because I many use Sakura more in my fanfic then Hinata, doesn't mean I hate Hinata Hyuga. I just hasn't found the right role for her
Again I don't hate Hinata and I don't hate Sakura, I care if anything happens to the both of them. I love them both not because their cute or hot. But because their both good characters and both were change because of NARUTO!
Now that ranting is over I can go on,
This is fic pairing is mainly Naruto X Sakura, but it's a Naruto X Sakura X Hinata –I might add others I might just saying but right now NaruSakuHina is this-
That is all everyone, I hoped you didn't my ranting annoying or as many would say unreasonable for true reasons.
I just couldn't take it anymore and I say it from the heart okay everyone? ^_^
Later everyone I must return to my fanfic many of you have request updates I have rare fics, old fics in need to be updated as such Incest, Futanari, Horror, Humor, Epic Crossovers and more! And I SHALL DO IT! HANDS DON'T FAIL ME NOW!