Author's Note: K, first off, this is my first songfic. . .actually I was a little scared to write one, cuz they, as a whole, have a tendency to turn out bad. I've read a lot of horrible songfics. And I hope mine doesn't get added to that category. . .
Anywho, now about the story itself, I absolutely love this song, and knew I had to make a songfic. The
only problem was finding a pairing this applied to. . .so I ended up choosing Yomi and Kurama. . .I know
in the series they don't seem to "Hate" each other, but read Sandy Youko's fic "Cast in Stone" and you'll
get exactly why I thought they fit. . .
Yeah, now that I've blabbed on and on, I let ya start the fic, um bold are lyrics " italicized quotes" are
Shura's words, and "regular quotes" are what Yomi says.
~Yomi's POV~
Shura entered the room with a look of a child who has just found out they're not the center of the universe.
"What is the matter son?"
"Father, can I ask you something?"
"Shura. . ."
". . .but you have to answer truthfully."
"What is it?"
"Apart from being the second in command in his gang. . .did you ever have a relationship with youko Kurama."
He must have seen the pained reaction I had to his question.
"Father?"
"Yes, you could say that," I feigned a smile, "Its just a bit painful to recall. . ."
"Papa, if it hurts you, you should let it out. . .talk to me."
I took a deep breath to, literally, force my next sentence out. "We were lovers" "Fa-" "He was a sadist."
~Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
but I haven't missed you yet ~
"He hurt you?"
~Every room-mate kept awake
by every silent scream we make
all the feelings that I get
but I still don't miss you yet~
"He would beat me 'till I screamed. . .or cried."
"Papa. . ."
~Only when I stop to think about it~
"The horrible thing is, every time I stop to think about it, I realize. . ."
"What?"
"I liked it."
~ I Hate every thing about you
why do I love you
I hate everything about you
why do I love you~
". . ."
"Every time I'd wake up next to him. . . it justified the pain"
~Every time we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that I get
but I haven't missed you yet
only when I stop to think about it
I Hate everything about you
why do I love you
I Hate everything about you
why do I love you~
"Father. . .I d-. . .why?"
"I know how wrong it sounds. . ."
~Only when I stop to think about you
I know
only when you stop to think about me
do you know~
"He used you.. ."
"We used each other. . ."
~I hate everything about you
why do I love you
You Hate everything about me
why do you love me~
" I hated being beaten, but accepted it, he hated waking up next to me, but he did."
~I hate
you hate
I hate
you love me~
"We used each other. . .in a twisted way we loved each other. He was a sadist and he made me into his personal Masochist."
~I hate everything about you
why do I love you~
"I hated everything about him, everything he did to me, and yet I loved him for it."
"Why?"
I laughed, yeah exactly my question. . .why?
~I hate everything about you why do I love you~