A/N Been a fanfiction I've been wanting to write for a long long long long long time. I could never put it into words because thinking about it and planning it did something to me and made me speechless.

"Why the hell am I so fucking-!?" Flipqy hurried the blankets off of his body very pissy, he was just trying to fucking sleep and it decided to get hot on him.

"So...I'm not in heat..." Flipqy said freaked the fuck out, he stared at his wiggling nose that was bloody red and covered in natural lube.

"Okay...shit." He cussed lowly, hoping no one smelled him, he covered his nose, feeling watched, and walked into his bathroom, feeling way better.

"Do I need to see my own nose to make it calm?" Flipqy asked his heat, knowing it will respond, how heat is.

"Okay...nope. I need to clean it though..."

Flipqy reached under the bathroom sink and pulled out a bar of soap and began to lather his nose in soap, glad he isn't anything worse than he is.

"I'm in a no-no heat..." He whined, looking up at the ceiling.

"I wish.."

He sniffled and wiped his tears, feeling already dirty, he cussed, he really hates cussing.

"So... Why now? Why not before? Walking? Slow process?" He asked the heat, looking away from his nose still, feeling judged.

"Okay so it is..."

He answered himself, feeling the answer being given to him, glad he was not caught yet.

"So do I need to..." He gestured to his penis, asking if he needs to fuck in this heat or if it's different.

"Okay..." Flipqy said quietly again, feeling the yes towards him, coming from his nose, seems like a spot it would answer from to him.

"So...should I ever let anyone near me again after this?" He asked lowly, thinking someone was listening, he couldn't really feel, he wasn't sure.

"Okay..." He answered sadly, believing that he should not see anyone but mate ideas aswell in a fucking heat.

"Should I get someone here to take care of me..?" He asked slowly, he felt dizzy.

"Okay. No one should help me..." He felt irritated but listened anyways, it was indeed for the best.

He reached to the sink and turned the water on and began to rinse off his nose happily, he needed it.

"That was gross... How bad I bled..."

He whined a little a shifted, he was going to lose his cherry.

"Ewie."

He said again, he started feeling molested and held himself upset. "I think that that is gross...Having to have..." He stuttered, starting to vent to himself, after being raped he already was disgusted by sex, now being told he needs it to feel better, he felt even worse.

He didn't know hiding it would kick him into heat, he didn't even think.

"So I should look for mates right now...?" He asked his nose, hoping it would say no.

"Okay...I shouldn't, I should go back to sleep, thank God..." He then walked back to his bed and lied down, feeling sicker than ever, covering his nose with the blanket, he lied down on his bed with ease and began to pass out.

"Wonder..."