Disclaimer: The characters of Supernatural do not belong to me. The original characters of Missy Collins and Evelyn Winchester do.
A/N: So, a friend of mine gave me a copy of the book John Winchester's Journal. I loved it, but of course, I wanted Evy to be in it. So I decided to put her in it. I won't be including every single entry, just slipping Evy in to make her fit with the story according to the journal. I don't know if I'll just be doing one single entry per chapter or more than that, but some of the chapters might be pretty short.
I am still working on Bringing Down the House. I'll be working on the both of them at the same time.
1992
May 31
Missy's been living with us for two weeks now. I haven't felt this happy since before Mary died. And it scares me.
I was worried when I brought her home how the boys would react to it. With Sam, as it turns out, there was nothing to be afraid of. Sam took to her right away. Missy asked him questions about what he was doing in school, what he was reading, and Sam lapped up the attention like he was a starving cat with a bowl of milk. It hurt a little to watch. I know Sam is starved for my attention. It hurt to know that it made him so happy just to have someone listen to him. I'll have to remember that for the future.
Dean is another story. He's outwardly very respectful of Missy. He greets her, says good morning and good night, responds 'yes, ma'am' and 'no, ma'am' to her. I can't really order him to do more than that. I've tried asking him what's going on, and he says nothing, but I can see that he's lying.
Is this about Mary? Is he worried that I'm trying to replace his mother? I know that if Mary were here, she'd want me to be happy. But she'd also want Sam and Dean to be happy. How do I make that happen?