15/09/2009 13:09:00
I don't talk much.
I do what I'm told.
I fight with my brother sometimes.
My parents give me what I want.
I love my friends.
I read books a lot.
I'm stressed, I need a shrink.
I'm always tired.
I have a bad temper.
My heart aches.
I tell my feeling to my best friend, because I am afraid my parents will tell me I'm crazy.
I feel like I'm falling apart.
My best friend lied to me.
I am afraid to grow up.
I am afraid of dying, but yet I want to take my own life.
I am terrified of car accidents.
I draw a lot.
I love writing.
I feel like I need to die, to leave everyone behind.
I feel screwed up.
I stare at sharp objects, wondering if I should take my life or not.
I think of my family, and how they would react if I died.
I am a geek.
I am bright.
I feel useless, and I was just a mistake put on this earth.
I'm failing life, how will I survive?