Forgive Me
By Inu Hanyou Nikkie
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I was blinded by my own greed
I never thought of you
In my ignorance I took
----- your companionship
----- your loneliness
----- your yearning for human touch
----- your innocence
and twisted it to suit my need
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I called it love, but not the truth
I whispered promises, I could not keep
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Forgive me.
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I honestly did not want you to weep
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Forgive me my Greed
Forgive me my using you
Forgive me my Deceptions
Forgive me my Sacrificing of you
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----- A part of you I couldn't love
----- A part of you I couldn't stand
----- A part of you I had to cleanse from you
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For us to be together
I was willing to make you
Into something I wanted
That suited me
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To be a normal woman I would have
Sacrificed anything
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To shirk off my duties I would have
Killed you
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I know now the Truths from the Illusions
It took my Soul being Reborn
To teach me this
Now it's Her Soul
And I am thankful
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To Her I will entrust your fragile Inner Child
To Her I will approve of your need to Love and Be Loved
To Her I will offer up my Endless Blessings
To Her I will finally have Your Forgiveness
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Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
For I cannot forgive myself