23/05/2007 13:53:00
The look in her eyes
In those simmering orbs
My resolve weakened fast
And my love grew much more
But this had to be done
I would not take away
All of the things
She would lose if I stay
So I' tell her goodbye
And I watch her collapse
As she falls to her knees
With her head in her lap
I can't take anymore
And I run to the spot
Where our love never ends
And we made out… a lot
The flowers are dead
And the river, to deep
Then I got an I idea
And jumped up on my feet
I ran to the brook
And stood at the edge
I took a deep breath
And stepped over the ledge
I sank to the bottom
And let out the air
The bubbles ran up
But I stayed right there
Water rushed in my lungs
But did not do a thing
My nose didn't clog
And my ears didn't ring
Why wasn't I going
Where is the light
I know that I'm drowning
But something's not right
I'm not floating on
I'm not losing my mind
Just take me away
For once god… be kind
What is the point
Of saying goodbye
If she is forced to live on
And I can never die