It's been turning over in my mind
lately…
God… I can't resist that girl.
Ridiculous, isn't
it?
To think that I would be put in a mindset like this?
Heh…
I really can't believe what she does to me…
As I sit here on
this couch, my legs crossed and a blue knee-long skirt draped over my
thighs and with a remote in my hand, I can't help but ignore that
TV in front of me.
I mean really… I'm wearing a powder blue
skirt and a green shirt with mid length sleeves and sitting here like
I'm a lady. When was the last time I did this? Never, that's
when. I would never in my life had even dreamed of walking outside of
my room with a skirt, a blue one of all things, and sat down with my
legs crossed. Normally you'd see me sitting here in jeans, watching
some show on Spike, probably a re-run of CSI because nothing better
is on, with a beer in my hand. But no… I'm sitting in a skirt,
watching Charmed on TNT, with my legs crossed and a mug of tea on the
table. And Did I mention that I'm wearing BLUE!?
Agh…
Even
so, I know what the cause of this is… And as odd as it is for me to
say… I am in love.
Yes, that's right world! Shego, mercenary and super villain, formerly known as Karen Sherona Go, is in love! And I'd be willing to place my fortune on it that you can't guess to who…
Kimberly… Ann… Possible…
Yup… I fell for my nemesis.
I
won't bore you with the details, though. Main point is, because I
am in love and because it's with my female enemy, I haven't been
the same. I've let my femininity come out more. And why? I have no
fucking clue…
I sigh as I watch a demon on the show I'm
watching get incinerated. I remember with I used to do that to random
people or objects, but for some reason, I have self control now. I
sigh once more as I turn off the TV with the remote and I stand up,
smoothing down my skirt and begin to walk towards the kitchen with my
tea. I left the mug on the counter and continued to the back door and
stepped outside.
Out on the deck, I see something so beautiful I
can't help but smile. Too bad I don't have control over that
reaction… Not like I mind it at all though. Kim is standing out on
the deck with her hands on her pockets. The light autumn wind picks
up and her fire red hair is pulled by it. She's standing in her
jeans and a denim over shirt over a long sleeved white shirt that has
the sleeves pulled up. She seems to be looking at the white flowers
that we have planted along the sides of the yard.
"Hey,
Pumpkin!" I call out to her to get her attention. As she turns, I
see that she is also wearing a blue tie. I love it when she wears
that thing…
I step down to the deck and I make sure to sway my
hips a little as I walk to her. She watches my and pulls her hands
out of her jean pockets. I know what's going through her head and
it just makes me smirk. At least that little grin hasn't
changed.
"Shego…" She grins back.
"Hey there,
Kimmie…"
I grab hold of that tie as I get closer and slowly
pull her closer to me.
"So what's on your mind…?" She
asks. Ha! As if she can't tell…
"I'll give you three
guesses, Princess…" With that, I give a quick yank on her tie and
bring her to me and I kiss her with fervor, a familiar sensation that
I just longed to feel all the time. She isn't surprised in the
slightest and makes sure that she gets the same amount of fun out of
that that I'm getting.
When we separate, we just look into each
other's eyes and then she grabs my wrist and pulls me closer to
her.
"You're wearing that blue skirt I got you…" She
smiles with the deepest sincerity.
"Yes, I am, Pumpkin…"
"Why
is that?"
I smile back and give her a quick kiss before saying,
"Felt like being your girl today… You said that you're been
dyin' to be my man."
With this, she smiles a little wider and
kisses me again, and we hold that for a long while as the breeze runs
by us again. I feel like the woman that I am, rather than the strong
tomboy that I've showed to everyone for years…
She is my man…
She really is…
