Summary

This is what happens after Rose and Dimitri night in the cabin, the Strogio don't show up that night they show up after a couple of weeks. Enjoy this is my first FF

Chapter 1

We knew we had to leave because people would start to wonder where we are and what took so long. It took us twice as long to get dressed because we kept stopping to kiss and say

"I love you". When we were finally done we just stud there in the doorway hugging not wanting to leave and go back to pretending we didn't have feelings for each other, I didn't want him to let me go, I felt so safe and right in his arms.

After a couple more minutes passed he finally took in a breath and said

"We have to go I have to be at my post in 5 minutes". Looking into his eyes I could tell that he didn't want to go as much as I didn't, but I nodded and we walked out of the cabin. As we walk in silence and holding hands I was thinking about our future and how happy we would be together at the courts guarded Lissa.

I had everything I ever wanted come to he in the last couple of hours. We were about to be out of the woods when he stopped, we couldn't hold hands after this or kiss. When he looked into my eyes I wish so bad to turn around and run right back into the cabin, and I assume he was thinking the same thing because he leaned down and kissed he just at that moment, at first I thought it would be one of those good-bye kisses we shouldn't have just done that but it wasn't it was hard and passionate and it just sent me right back to wanting him and all of him.

I reached up and put my hands around his neck and I started backing up and he came with me and I kept going till I hit a tree I little bit deeper in to the trees so no one could see us and what we were doing. As soon as I hit the tree Ii used my arms and the tree to hold me up as I wrapped my lags around his waist. And then his hands go up my shirt and start rubbing my back and this sent a jolt through my body, I wanted him, I wanted every part of him, I love him so much I have never felt like this before and for a second I thought me were going to repeat what happened in the cabin right here. But he pulled away and sat me on my feet. He had that look in his face and I knew what was coming, I knew that he would regret it and that had been my first and last time with him. He would say the we need to have control and that we couldn't be together.

"Roza"- I cut him off before he could say all those things

"I know, I know how this works by now, you start talk to be about why we cant do this and that we cant be together and that you should have had control back there and that you regret what happen but I don't, I don't regret it and I am glad that we didn't have control back there" he looked at me with one eyebrow raised and he look kind of hurt and confused.

"You think that I regret what just happened" he asked with his eye brow still up

"Well I don't know, you always just say those kinds of things after we kiss and stuff so I thought that's what you were going to say" I felt stupid and I also was kind of excited because he didn't regret it.

"No I was going to say that I have to get to my post and we can't do this here and now" he looked deep into my eyes for my reaction.

Stepping forward and standing on my tip toes so I can try and look straight into his eye and I smiled a little and asked "when do you get off duty"

The look on his face said that's not the question he thought I was going to ask.

"At 1:30 am" he said not understanding why I asked

"Well since we have to leave each other now will you come to my room after you get off?" I asked hoping he wouldn't deny

You could see the connection in his face when he realized why I wanted to know what time he got off. "You will be asleep"

"I know I want you to come and sleep with me. We don't have to do anything, I mean we could but we also could just sleep." I looked at him with a smile on my face because he knew me to well to know that I won't just let us sleep.

Before he could answer I herd Lissa sent me a message through are bond

"Where are you? Why haven't you came and said goodnight it's almost curfew. Are you ok?" she sounded so worried.

"Sorry I have to go Lissa thinks something is wrong I have to go see here, here is a key I hope you come." I handed him the key and I kissed him and ran towards Lissa dorm. As I ran I thought and said to my self "I love Dimitri more then anything in this world and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me"

Hey I hope you enjoyed it! Please review because I have about 40 chapters in mind. But I don't want to write them all if you guys don't like where it's going. So review.